confession

HELL . i feel so akward when he called me ... so we chit and chat 0.*
I admit it can be a dream come true but somehow the feeling is so akward .. very i shall say ?
I dont know how to say this but as time goes by , my heart just go faster but when I think of A ..
my heart beep slowly . Im not saying he will be mine but now im saying he really make me happy . Hey , i still dont believe we did chat on the phone last night . I didnt know that he spotted me everywhere . I want everything to be in my dream not reality because im not strong yet .