confession

17 hours ago : I didnt start september the 1st in a good way , But ill start it by moving on to a new chapter even if i dont like . I will cancel the 26th number in my list . Happiness will come if i try .. Then , i realised the two months of stuck its a waste of time
(i said this )

1 minute ago : I was lieing 17 hours ago because i was mad . I wont give up . I confused my feelings with the truth . You will always be my man no matter how bad you treated me
(i said this )

I tried to lie to make him see , Im happy ..
But I guess i was ruining my life .. If i dont stop im ruining his life too ..

I luv you , M. A !

I realised i do not want to giv up 6 hours ago before i tug myself to bed ..
because i was posting on my notes .. i miss the old him before though
he know i will never change , he know i will never give up no matter how hard i tried
he know me inner out , he know it so well that i cant even lie ..