confession

Raya with Jyians

On friday i had a raya outing with Jyians . I felt very akward at first but then i realised i know most of them . So ya , they make a lot jokes & most of the boys got to be cameraman for a day .

We had nice foods , taxi rides .. Most of all pictures , pictures ! Heels was killing me . 5 inches , please ... ! In the end , all of us ended up at akilah house .. where theres invisible dog -.-"

Saturday was woke up by abang jamyl message . Got dressed up , Cab-ed to his place where every of the nc need to gather . Again akwardness overcome when I always stick with FN . no offence , they always make me giggle .. ! One house after another . Cats after Cats ! Muhd Ameer came by wearing white baju kurung and specs . Get to watch videos where he started dancing and it was like a stick with square hair . Hours after hours i felt weak and sick . They had tom yam , i had to puked . I was pale and i lie listening to abang faliq song and cry . It was too heavy . Little aryl carry me up . I ran , then Azlan carry me and go running . Alif , was the one always asking me to test him on songs . Double up @ izza house . Headed eqa's and had a dance flick show there .Izza shoulders was the one i cry to .

IMPORTANT PART

Then all of us went to their seperate ways , as pernormal that guy in white is the only one who lives few km away from me . We sat at the bus stop and go chill . Talk and laugh . We took almost half an hour deciding what to board . Bus after bus , cab after cab . We walk then decide .

I talk about the past , he closed his ears then i know he was trying to forget it . He look away i dig his nose . He look at me i do his pimple . He look at me and laugh , laugh ! He look away i ask him to look up . He was talking i was staring . He mad me scared and i almost cry . He's the guy i get to lay all my feelings .. & i felt that was the best part of going out raya-ing with Nutz Crew .

wait , i didnt bring camera on saturday so im waiting for pictures from the others