confession

I got enough of shits in my life .
This feeling sucks . Im not bad ..
If people are running to be the best man . I cant do anything ..

No matter what , This happen before .
I still dont know what is my decision .. As for now ..

No one knows what am i thinking .. and laughing about
only if you are attentive like ____ , you will know about it .

- you know the best in me till i couldnt lie anymore
even if i try to run far .. i came back crawling to you
though how hard i try , you know it came haunting back