confession

Suddently i feel like breaking down and cry again .
Must i always cry before putting myself to bed
The truth is : I miss Muhd Ameer terribly alot ....



Its not the everything that im gonna get .
Something in my life really go missing and out of control
I know how to fix it back but my egoness are too strong
Really , i wish that i could turn back time to 27 January
and become his good girlfriend ..

I wanna forget something call goodbye .
If only Im a healthy girl , I have been there for you for long
But God give me much more test to go through in my life .
Let him decide everything .

If only you are right here fitting my sneakers
You will know how hard my life was .
But because of you who have always been here making me giggle
I forget about how am i gonna die

I still feel on my lips how we kissed . I remembered all those simple things
And i feel so proud to still be with you though we are apart .
Clear all those things . I know we wont be together anymore
But you never did dare staring into my eyes because you know you will fall in love
Though you always hug me , because i will kiss your sweaty neck .
But you never did dare to touch my lips again because you scared you cant let me go

Dont worry , Love youre still gonna be my Love .
I love you . You know im strong