confession

What can i say , he grow up real much ? Lol
i was laughing the whole time browsing through some old pictures on fs
and i saw this . See the hair ! THE HAIR !
At least this picture makes me go smiling the whole time /
He told me a sudden issue which i wouldnt wanna post about
I aint gonna accept the fact , But i promised he will have it on his birthday
Likewise , its very hard desicion .

After all , i hope god gonna make me stay real strong .
I hope he play a part too ? I wish he will
Like what his friends told me , stay strong . I cant have everything my way
Like what , Kak said , i wont lose anything
God wants it that way , Ill accept it .
God wants karma to hit me back , Ill accept that
But i beg you God this aint a right time when i know you want it this way
So i prayed to you God , please make me busy .
I pray to you God , to make me happy for the last time Im here
I pray to you God , that you can talk away my bad attitude and make him a happy soul
I cant stand anylonger .
He's the best , and you know how much i suffer

some conversation between my mum and aunty

Mum told my aunt she might follow daddy to Dubai next year
Mum told me i need to follow cause she doesnt want me to study here .
But mum said , she maybe doesnt wanna go . But i wanna leave singapore for good
and start a fresh there . Only Kipas know why ...

happy im leavin?g , ill sew every dickies with your name .
so you will remember me whenever you wear it .... Its gonna be the last thing .
Im flying away ..