confession

So today budak baik tak paitao anyone , haaah , wait not everyone except one wiwi (MAWI)
sorry ....
Went out at around 4 near 5 -.-" and i was super late , Saifuddin/Uddyno or maybe the favourite name : FUDDYN was waiting for me with his friend and gf -.-"
We headed to marina because i promised him that ill treat his PIZZA HUT
his friend and gf were waiting for us at starbucks , we took a long time to eat .
Then they got their own hal , sedih sey :( Oh i saw WIWI , was happy but we didnt talk
as they all were rushing , i was supposed to followed FUDDYN friends but i went off alone
I was busy calling Yat Goku when the scene started , I saw bloods .


And i saw something which traumatize me alot and bring me back to ma past with brother ..
I was scared and i rushed myself to funan to meet usuals and we all headed to marina rooftop for a drinkk , Uddyno called me and said he was okay he was at pasir ris by then

CAM SIAL EH , NASIB AKU TAK SORANG KALAU TAK MESTI MENGAMUK SINGA NYE ... GERAM SIULXZX , ORANG DA BLANJE ABEH TINGGALKAN . ERRGH !

so i headed home because usuals irritated me alot . therefore they ask aryl to lied to me
because they want me to stay , still i got myself move from there .

Im having a tiff with boyfriend which causes us not to text anymore .
Not going out or maybe meeting anyone . Was it my fault ? Im still wondering
Im speechless , who wanna be my side ? I need him badly