confession

I feel so useless , i mean is it so hard to get food for me ?
Im totally hungry now and now one wanna cook for me , Mother is now sleeping -.-
Today , i only ate once . And that is at 5 pm , not that im poor . Its that no one in my family care . I was complaining to mawi from just now and he keep asking me to eat , but how am i suppose to ? Thats the reason i hate home , i hate everyone . Damn you people .

I want those unwanted people to leave my house to stay far away .
I only want ma family yes only my family and i dont care if im lonely
because when you people are here , i got grudges and my life will not be in PEACE .
especially some fucking girl whose living here , i hope you die SOON asshole .

Sorry , was just expressing . Im useless :( am i ?
My stomach are making noises , i wish ameer was here . wait he dont bothers too ?
If everyone dont bother , who do ? if you do , tag me .

I hope everyday is saturday ,
and i wish i wont need to stay at home except for sleeping .

IM HUNGRY AND I HATE HOME .