Breathe finals was a great one afterall ,
Baby group got second but Freekzy Nutz clinched First
for each category , Freekzy = Awesome
Baby was really tired , nevermind Funky next time aye :]
You guys still got the girls fly high
Dont ever give up , I know baby didnt had anymood .
HMM ?

Veto lie :[ he didnt treat me starbucks , whaaat the hell -.-"
nevermind , after that i headed town to get my adidas suit
Thanks Zulaiqa for accompany-ing me , muah muah .
We wanted to join Double Dee , but ended up slacking with baby and friends
So around 10 we headed home , im having school tomorrow :[
sucks alot

Still baby warm hugs , make my day .
I love you

* this ladies make my saturday

Faizah , Tasha and Myself headed to Limited Edition to get my Jordon Kicks .
Then proceed to Plaza Singapura for Breathe competiton
Baby was busy eating when i reached there , So we had our lunch @ BK
I chatted with boyfriend before the competiton start & Aryl keep on
disturbing me , i know la im short -.-"
Fazeerah Groovy and some others Nutz members chatted with me
Joke around as per normal , So when the competiton started
I gave Baby a good luck hug .
I didnt sat with anyone , and Rhyfresh came and sit around me
Oh new friends ? I can say ^.^
I shall say , Nutz rock the stage , AND BOTH LITTLE ARYL
AND VETO LIE , ASAL BOLEH CKP NEVER DANCE ..
As we all were waiting for results , photo - taking was done
& i keep asking people if my kicks was nice ?
SOME SAY YES , SOME SAY NO :[

eh eh , phat nutz was super cute especially who ? Nasir . LOLOLOXZX
ALL THE FOR TEAMS from Nutz crew get into finals
pray hard one of them win* amin

and today , i received three hugs from baby , hahahaha
i cant wait for tomorrow , might be getting either reebok or puma highcut shoes

favourite picha's of the day

Name : Naddy*
We got the same voice , same hairstyle and same face .
Twin eh ? eh ? HAHAHA

Name : Ameer*
My boyfriend , weeee <3
second picture , LOLOLOXZ

GOODLUCKS FOR THE FINALS , BABY .

This man right here will be reppin' nutz crew/funky groove later on .
So i wanna wish him , all the best . I know baby you can do it
*smile baby , dont get mad - I get what you mean yesterday
I cant wait to see him GROOVE , nah actually him but also FREEKZY ^.^

I cant wait to watch monkey (veto) performing too ,
Its been sucha a long time since i watch him dance , SUPRISE VETO
hahahahahahah ...

Im still thinking if i wanna catch comic strip later on .
HMM , hopefully the dance comp will end early

I cant wait to get new shoes , HAHA
*thanks naddy for the advice , wink !


I MISS BABY :[ , NEVERMIND WILL GET TO BLUSH LATER ON
HAHAHAHAHA , YAY-NESS

Fuck Fat-Ass

I met syayie and tasha<3 plus Eka just now
we settle some things , in a good way i guess .
Afternoon , I headed town alone since mum was way to lazy -.-"
Thank God , Sonya told me she wanna accompany me .
I make her walk the whole town to find nice kicks , Still i find them not gorgeous .
So we headed to raffles , guess what ? The boutique there close down
I was pissed then head to Esplanade , by the time we went there
Gig ended , so its okay , there's more tomorrow .

Im heading Plaza Singapura to support boyfriend
but before that , im heading to peninsula to get new kicks .
and nike sb wallet for boyfriend

I only left with 200 bucks , i hope its enough
GOOD LUCK BABY, LOVELOVE ...

It wasnt a great day afterall .
Afterall when results was combined with CA's it sucks .
I incessantly talk back to Mrs Ho because i was unhappy .
She know i was loquacious so she dont mind
Mum hollered at me but i gave her look , I know wasnt a perfect subservient kid
I didnt get battered by Mum , I was in a predicament .
Dad was really mad , And i dont wish to tell you what happen anymore .

But good thing , Mum promised me to get me kicks tomorrow .
I know im a auspicious kid , despite my notorious behaviour .
Mum understood me better .

I got a voracious reverie , but i know i cant catch it if i dont start to work hard .
Because i accustomed of doing last minute studying .


....

Yesterday my class was an auspicious one because we get to go to Army Camp
Though Army men are uncouth , they are cute ones .
I went crazy with the riffle , And got to shoot it , Even the pen knife 0.0

I cant wait to watch baby on stage this saturday .

To have you as my close friend was a great one .
I treasured you so much and you can see to that
I even fcuk anyone who got you sad , am i right ?
We were sista's and we treat each other lovely
But you back turn us , how could you ?

How could you say about me , and you said it was an accident
How could you ?
I didnt trust anyone even tasha when she said you was a bad one
I stand up for you in everyway i could .
I give you strength and told you im always there for you

But knowing what tasha know , really tears my heart apart
Not only me but so do the rest .

But its okay , i know every problem shows us everything .
I dont want this to end , I will miss you alot
Have a great journey in future , girlfriend .
Youre not part of us no more

Boyfriend line was cut off and now im wondering how are we supposed to contact .

I kept calling him , Boyfriend is having competiton this saturday

and i was not allowed to come down :[ , i understand why

But Veto need to have a photoshoot with me with his all our matrep outfit

And that lil small monkey didnt tell me that he's joining too

Till boyfriend told me just now & lil monkey said it was a suprise

BANYAAAK LA SUPRISE

Boyfriend managed to wish me using his friend phone , thanks alot .

Now i miss him , I really cant wait for the bill to get paid

Therefore , i wanna help him with it .

I love you boyfriend , Happy Four Monthsary

Boyfriend , thanks for the love you showered me .

I didnt know we could go this far

Still with arguements and your pampered-ness , I feel the love after 3 months being together

I know youre still busy with dance eventhough you said you wasnt , ill understand you in everyway . Goodluck baby , sometimes i just need you so much .

*hug , oh ya thanks for wanting to buy me what ?

NIKE SNEAKERS TEE AND PASTRY KICKS , im sucha a lucky bitch .

HAHAHAHA .

FRIENDS

Best Friends are the one i selected in life
to colour my dull world
For everything that happen between friendships
I believe it happen for a reason
To show us who are the real them
My bestfriends now are the best , They are the one i
shared my secrets/problems under my blanket
I treasure them because they are my diamonds .
They are my pillar of strength who carry me up when i was weak
They showed me the right path to wonderful world .
My BestFriends know who they are , there is a no need for me to
name them here .
I love you babies , no matter how apart we are .
I still catch you girls up /
I guess its time for me to spend time with you G's

Boyfriend

My boyfriend are the one who was someone
who shows me who i really am .
Only he who see my changes , Only he who see my suffer
Despite all the arguements we had , I still treasure him
My boyfriend doesnt react when i was sad instead he make me think
As i believed my tears are nothing compared the love we shared
I love him for who he is not because he's Fresh or maybe popular
or maybe a dancer . I love him because he is different .
His holds means so much to me
I never hug him everytime I see him , I only do it when I need it
and we do it only once , and I keep flying high
Boyfriend make me dream of him , My Boyfriend make me spend wisely .
Thats the reason , I wanna be with him now and forever
And i believed my boyfriend will hold me tight today and tomorrow
Only him I wanna spend my time with , Because he make time so precious
when we are having fun .
He makes fantasy life much more better that dreams .
I LOVE YOU

xoxo , mira

I dont know what to post about but im glad the shop owner say
that my SUPRA is in , in a week time [:
So im just waiting for my PASTRY kicks because its hard for the owner to get my size
so he need to order eventhough it make me wait for bloody 2 months .
The one i ordered the other day was a kid size , bloody hell ...
It was way long when shazran order his kicks too c:

I need to come back to school this June Holidays , to finish up my prep work
I'm glad my board are kinda done except for the toning ..

Baby also getting supra kicks , he is saving money now
who tell him ? not to ask me -.-" serve him

I was about to buy Nike water bottle at JP but there wasn't a nice one ,
so i decided to get something for boyfriend for our 4Th monthsary
but i cant find anything nice ..Hm

Planning for June ?
Yes , mum wont be paying any dance fee's for me till National Exams are over
because my mid-year is a crashy one :[ nvrm .
I'm not dancing to perform fast for a popularity gaining .
I wanna be a better one *wide smiles

So its still a long way to go for me , Im still sixteen

*School Girls are planning to go cycle this friday
so baby lend me his cute bicycle , naaaak kasi kotor nye .
HAHAHA .

I headed town to get my DC slippers and also Boyfriend laces .
After eating , rushed back to Jurong west Church for some competiton
All the Freekzy Nutz Guys dance solo , some even sing . Talented Hah ?
But afterall , i prefer Nadyra and Syafeeqah :] *wide smiles
yaya , ezah , lil nutz are the best okay ? HAAH , we know what are talking about
SHEESH .
I was hugging myself the whole time because i was feeling cold .
On top of that i was very thirsty and i keep complaining to baby .
Thank god , Alan came to us and sit around so i ask him for water
*wink
After the competiton , baby and I plan to bus-ed home
but because of hunger and tiredness
We cab-ed home , its his idea k ?
So we had a romantic taxi right ,
HAHAHAH .

We are not meeting this Tuesday because he got night practise :[
sucks alot ? Nvrm his competition coming up ..
Thanks love for spending time with me , despite the tiredness of coming down
You treat me well , and comfort me
Thanks for the warm holds , I love you

Wait up for 26 MAY everyone .
its bashing our way

I cant waaaaait for 7 JUNE ..

ST JAMES , wooohooo .

Move Bitch Move , Its my day
I wanna grind ameer , Ameer gonna grind me
HAHAHAHA

this is so random , but i cant wait to have fun at the dancefloor
its been so long since i club ,

a date with the nature ?absolutely boring ...
i headed to vivo since boyfriend ask me to do so
when i reached there , i get to watch RF *wide smile
he was with his friends by then , nah .
I didnt join them because i dont feel comfortable so i sat alone watching the battle
and i texted him that i wanna go home .
But i cancel my thoughts of that , i went off from there as people were staring at me
i search a sit for myself because i wanna look at the stars but I didnt have any luck.

To my realised boyfriend was sitting beside me , i turn and smile , MACAM HEAVEN !!
but i act as if i was not in any mood -.-" and i stand up because i wanna have my dinner ..
We had a conflict , a small one but i was patient . I didnt raise my voice , he did
a couple of times :[ i wanted to cry but i control my tears .

He didnt told me that he was having a performance tomorrow (sunday)
of course im pissed ... Hais :[
I got enough of this , i wont complain to no oneeee .
Lets settle this :]

It wasnt a great saturday anyway .
Mom slept me yesterday night , Handphone was taken away
I gave her a sarcastic look and took my phone
I wasnt trying to be rebellious or what

Boyfriend cancel our outing to vivo/town
I was hoping high , but end up he got last minute dance practice
I cant say no more because im use to it
But really i was very upset about it :(
and tears just roll down my cheeks , pathetic ?
Nahh , i really wanna spent time with him .
since its our 4 months

I guess its an unlucky week .
Im ready for another slap mom .

Thanks for the spoiling mood ,
im having a date with the nature later night .

Im tired with all this , im keeping everything to myself
and not telling
I realise that i was being sucha complain queen

Gabriel and Jeremy (classmates) ask Eunice Kuek and I
for a dinner at pizza hut . They give us a treat though me and gf feel so bad
We decided to ger our dessert from Haagen Dazs , It was packed to have our fondue
so we got a cone of ice cream , It was their treat too , super nice huh ?
But i had fun afterall .. Gabrield is flying off to thailand to see his dad expidition (sp?)
and he flying of to HongKong and i ask him for some cute kicks *grins*

Its been times since i last used my sleek series .

I didnt attend school today due to some sickness im facing currently
Boyfriend called me this afternoon during his class periods
because he was boring , so we chitty chitty chat chat
Then he msg me cracking some cute jokes , i was blushing the whole time .
Im actually craving for kinder bueno though i was advised not to
oh , i need to change my diet . SUCKS !

Thank god my boyfriend and I are much more better
We are heading to town this saturday , aww cant wait
Thank god , he will watch the stars with me
I love you

Drop that , Mum wanna treat us Liverpool match tix
but he doesnt want , so mum will pay for mine
Therefore , whose down with me
Any liverpool fans out there with me?
TAG , i dont wanna miss this

But another thing is , i find PCD concert much more great
But i only can pick one ? But need some one to tag with me

To my bro ( the g-unit tee guy)

I hope you are strong with all the things that happen around you
You know youre the best , always makin me laugh
From your club jokes to anything , Youre the one who kept me going real bro
Thanks for all the things .
Thanks for lettin' me in this 7 june and the supra discount
Much love , lil sista '

PEACE

Im Umi Qazrina / Ameer : Tan Hong Ming
Come watch our love story ......

This video is dedicated for Hafiz and Natasha Babylove .


Im still sick , this sucks alot

Im sittin' here all confused , waiting for the answer to be reveal for untill i cant sleep at night
This issue keeps playin' in ma mind , Oh god here we go again .
My heart keeps beating faster and i miss you come day by day .
I would never thought this things will mess up ma mind , everytime and time i think of you
everyday and day . My god i love you .
You know that why is aint right , all this problem can be fix , can be settle , can be solve
Think about it .


Honey please listen up letme explain .
Youre the one who change my life to become a better girl .....

Today was sick i vomitted a couple of time and some blood shits .
I was sick and cant even walk , I was suffering the whole time ...
Im might not be schooling tomorrow , depends on how im doing later tomorrow morning .

Life is like a roller coaster , Now mine is going down .
Still im strong , who wanna go out with me on saturday to get baby gift ?

Lots of love , mira .


Since friends have been talking about each other for example
you are with A and C you talk about B , when you are with A and B you talk about C
this shits must be wash off man , i cant stand you cant stand it , who can ?
Lets finish this shit ......

I keeping myself very busy this weekends .
Im canceling all my plans , yes all means all .
And i wanna head to TOWN ALONE , YES ALONE .
I wanna walk across the padang alone looking at the stars up high in the universe
I wanna observe the people , the nature .
Most to most to relax my mind at botanic garden alone .

You people think i might be crazy but i love being alone
besides im always lonely , how bout a date with the nature around me .
To go to fareast have my meal , To walk around town with ma sneakers.
To board the bus alone to wonder , To walk around the city admiring all the young teens .

Thats all , i guess .
Will update soon ,

To received a chance is a great deal , But to ask for a time break really make me feel down .

I ask , you if you have fall in love with another girl .
And you said , yes with the old me . Im trying to change , I dont know how .
Because this old me didnt wanna show anyone .

You should know how much i struggle , You should know its only you i talk everyday in school
I want your trust back sayang , I really need . A week of time break i wish its enough for us to change and come back during the 26 May , the day of our four monthsary .

You have seen me cry , You have seen how i suffer .
You have seen what i do , You have seen my changes .

Honey , one week is long for me . But its okay for you , i will .
I told you i want us to be like the blitz couple because they were as sweet as candy
But you argued you said we are much more sweeter , You told me you felt that 3 months is a serious relationship , Thats the reason we hold hands only during our 3 months .

I felt a relieved upon hearing that , I miss the time we spend time together
for hours . Teasing each other , Talking nonsence . Was that the old us ?
Who always fight with each other in the middle of town , Who get sweet stuffs for each other
Who comfort each other .

I still remember our first night call which give me an addiction .
The first hug which make me cant sleep , The first stares which makes me feel that in fantasy
Honey , its all about you .
In my life , its all about you . Even if im with my saturday mates , its only you i talk about

When i walk along the padang looking at stars , i always wish we could do that someday .
I have alot of things to do to share with you , i know i was being so rough .
I admitted i was wrong this afternoon but it was just to express everything .

One week , starting from tomorrow .
I wish us all the best in our week seperations , Please dont think on saturday .
Have fun , I love you Muhd Ameer Bin Sulaiman

YES YOU ONLY YOU NOT ELSE BUT YOU , YA YOU !



love , your girlfriend .

Dear Ameer ,

You know without you in my life it would be in a mess
We have walk a thousand miles together under sunshine and rains
You open up a new chapter in my life which you end it in a moment
But no , you writing more in my book . You make me have the chance
I don't know whats the ending for it , I want you to write more
The stories we have been through , the things that we have done together .
The tears that i cried , The pains that we shared .

To have you , make me change the way i am .
To have you , i always make my mum proud of not drinking
Being with you makes my mum happy for coming back home early
Being with you makes me feel secured
Having you makes me feel great

I told you i cant endure no more
but deep down my heart i still do .
The nonsense of you for me its nothing compare the love we shared .
I would like to broadcast here , that now its you only i want
to share everything .
My love , My Bonda , My Dad , My Wealth
My future job , My Future Cars

This last chance of mine , Ill hold it tight .
I want us to cherish every moment we have ,
especially the date on Sunday.

xoxo , mira sherman

I wish i got a storybook in my hand
to show me whats happening
I wish i got only one truthful answers
so i could stand up on my own
If everyone is giving me a whole different stories
Different questions and Different answers

What would be the real one

Leave , I wanna be alone
till the truth is here with me
telling me all the stories

Relationship is given another chance
I love you and Im sorry

To realised im in reality now
I was in fantasy , too much imginations
Still i need a fairygod mother and my magic truth book

I back off , goodbye readers
I post at my private blog about everything

HarryDen ......
The who keeps going strong

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ADVICES
WHICH MAKE ME WAKE UP

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE CALL
EVENTHOUGH SOME PART MAKE ME PISSED

THANK YOU SO MUCH
TILL I NEED TO GET YOU SOME PASAR MALAM
JEAN :]

So he was the one i turn up tp when i cant stand any longer
Much advices gave ,So i listen and i followed
Thank god , everythings over .
Yet this man call me ask me if i was okay
Making me laugh for at least a second
And he make me think

It was great having nice friend like you
which not really close to me
but still care for me

you , better last long with your gf laaaa .

PEACE BRO .

xoxo , mira sherman
@ 6.16 am

see i wake up so early to post about you
kalau tak mesti perang nyeee . HAHAHA

Mawi with special name : WeeWee

I know i dissapoint you today , Im sorry .
I wasnt strong enough to face anything , I was about to transfer
when a girl stop me .
I know you needed it so much , Im sorry I didnt help
You gave me a night msg which tells me that
your thoughts was wrong .
You gave me a msg which you said you thought
i was an enjoyable girl .
But i think now , its another way round .

Maw , you know . It was a good to have a friend like you
who firstly nag at me asking me to wake up and take
everything as a lesson because the other time i lost my camera
Who always wish me goodnight sleep though sometimes
we dont text because youre working
Who also wish me morning wishes .

Im not a great friend , i dont know how to face you
tomorrow and the rest of our friendship life .

I will make up something , a.s.a.p
Sorry i was not helping when you needed ma help the most .


I hope everything today just dont happen .
Lets clear this shit , I want start a start it Fresh Clean .

IM SORRY WEE WEEE x 10 times

Im sorry for thinking the wrong way
I dont know / Im confused .
I know you will say its okay

I will make something up soon , Im sorry .
because of someone , my life change
And its gonna change till forever

Thanks for the wake up call , god !
You make me think today .

What if Fuddyn lie ? Its Fuddyn who make me happy .
Fuddyn make me dont sleep because he bring me to an unwanted scene
Fuddyn make me cry , Fuddyn make my heart goes apart
Its all Fuddyn .

Fuddyn make me realised that i look down on people so much
Because i look down on him .

But Fuddyn sayings said everything .
Fuddyn reading your msges and saying I hate you 3 times
make me burst into tears .

Fuddyn , only huts couple me will be our memory
Fuddyn , only you make me become a mad cow worry when
you got problems .
Fuddyn , its only you now who make me feel unsecured

Fuddyn from now , i wont eat huts couple meal
because it will remind me of you
Fuddyn , there is no need to pay because im sincere
the huts couple meal is the witness of our sweetest friendship

And that special name Fuddyn , is only for you and only i can you that
SAIFUDDIN

Now this is the last time we talk , i hope we continue
but i want you to change your mindset
The next time i see you , im gonna be with the green vans
Thats ma promise .

Fuddyn , what about swensen , wild wild wet , st james ?
Fuddyn what about birthdays ?

Fuddyn ... I hope i got the first Fuddyn i found when i first know him .
I still wanna be your friend , now and forever .
And i wish upon the stars it happen

babygirls .

I wanna post about yesterday again .
Though i had fun , It wasnt a happy ending anyway
I was fighting with baby and he told me on sunday he swear he
wont answer my call or reply my msges
When clock strikes twelve , he really did it
I was speechless , so i went to bed .
I woke up very early waiting for his msges , but naah
my hopes was too high .
I wonder when is the next time he texted me .
4 monthsary is coming
Yet im here enduring sucha a nonsence , Im strong
Yes i am , I love you


If we continue to be like this ?
What about our Sunday plan , for the first time
he ask me for a movie date ...

Im heading to St. James using sepet i/c this june .
thanks sepet , i love you (:

Abang Handsome , ill pay for you k ? Dont worry . tu pun if u no money ....
Lagi pun masih adikadik , wee bole grind , hahahaha

So today budak baik tak paitao anyone , haaah , wait not everyone except one wiwi (MAWI)
sorry ....
Went out at around 4 near 5 -.-" and i was super late , Saifuddin/Uddyno or maybe the favourite name : FUDDYN was waiting for me with his friend and gf -.-"
We headed to marina because i promised him that ill treat his PIZZA HUT
his friend and gf were waiting for us at starbucks , we took a long time to eat .
Then they got their own hal , sedih sey :( Oh i saw WIWI , was happy but we didnt talk
as they all were rushing , i was supposed to followed FUDDYN friends but i went off alone
I was busy calling Yat Goku when the scene started , I saw bloods .


And i saw something which traumatize me alot and bring me back to ma past with brother ..
I was scared and i rushed myself to funan to meet usuals and we all headed to marina rooftop for a drinkk , Uddyno called me and said he was okay he was at pasir ris by then

CAM SIAL EH , NASIB AKU TAK SORANG KALAU TAK MESTI MENGAMUK SINGA NYE ... GERAM SIULXZX , ORANG DA BLANJE ABEH TINGGALKAN . ERRGH !

so i headed home because usuals irritated me alot . therefore they ask aryl to lied to me
because they want me to stay , still i got myself move from there .

Im having a tiff with boyfriend which causes us not to text anymore .
Not going out or maybe meeting anyone . Was it my fault ? Im still wondering
Im speechless , who wanna be my side ? I need him badly

Its saturday , and i got to meet my boyfriend first .
He cycle down to west coast with his friend ^.^
and his friend is , goreng pisang nyaaa anak ;D lololxz

I cant wait for today plaaan , And bf might be canceling our 4 monthsary plan
die ! die ! die !

I miss him , hope he's having fun
cause im having fun too .




Will update later night .
PEACE

I headed to Jurong Point at around 7pm after having an arguement with boyfriend
Then i got myself a earpiece , met up with mellisa sonya opit and izzan(aryl bro)
Got myself dinner and headed to art park , there i met mira mary , fafa and shiny
Mel , opit and izzan and I had talk while eating .
Mus-e came followed by Aryl ! and Yat Goku
I called Ameer and decided to meet him at Jurong Another Place
Super far , so i bus-ed there .
His bicycle was super nice , Nyahaha .

We talk joke around and I went home by bus
while he cycle home from Jurong to Teban
Now that idiot is tired , we was supposed to go out tomorrow ?
Are we ? No , its next saturday ...

I still miss him badly , But i got a plan tomorrow .
Eating pizza , weee <3



I love you , love
The one who said im his everything in this world
how sweet can that be
Trust me , I love you no matter how many guys like me
Because youre different .
And you yourselves know that

I left with 10 weeks before prelims , i can feel the pressure now
yet still having fun -.-" I did badly for Combined Science
Comeone , not my favourite subject so i dont even care if i failed that :]

Im confident enough for my english oral in July , Im finishing my art board soon
and im feeling so delighted .
Now adays , school ends at 4.30 pm same goes also on friday , how bad
can that be . But nevermind [: I wanna be an assiduous student .
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Kuek got her braces done and I really cant wait for mine
And also check-ups , ByeBye $5k for a cute pink braces (coming soon)

no guys will kiss you if you got braces
because Ameer wont as he will get disgusted
Therefore good news is : Mawi said girls with braces
are super cute , haha . (so its gonna be me)

However , i think i have asking for too much .
I must be crazy , I still need new kicks .


Might be selling off Baby Phat shoes
And DC (black and gold) , Tag me if you want if .
Prices from $60 bucks , cheap enough .

School ended at 4.30pm today , it was a long day and i was really tired
Baby and BestBuddy managed to accompany me the whole
school lesson , but i was sleeping the whole time .
I went home and sleep like a pig again , too tired and sick :(
Finally Lady Blitz and Blitz are back together , nyahaha .
Blitz and Boyfriend are good friends till i call them gay , Boyfriend having
math paper tomorrow and he told me he's gonna failed it -.-

Prolly meeting him tomorrow after my check up and his gym
wanna give him something -.-" i miss him alot .
Therefore our next date will be eating ice creams !
Yesterday was the very first time he said , i was cute .
You see after 3 months coming to 4 months relationship
Tak sweeet langsung .

Kuek is done with her braces , mine prolly december , still a long way to go
But have gotta promise mum to do a great job for major examinations



Cant wait for tomorrow and saturday :D
and and , sunday : new shoeees and clothes .

I had a great today in school and also after school
i planned to have a feast so we ordered pizza(s) and drumlets .
And i treat my school girlfriends , two chips , drinks and chocolates ICE CREAM TOO
We talk about girls stuff on the first night of marriage , we watched my bf dance video
and also mine , HAHAHAHA (: swear
We was so full eating , we had fun , so the next feast we will be ordering KFC
yummiexzx . I love school girlfriends .

Bro promised he will get me this purple highcut this sunday , he gave me some cash for no
reasons ? And i need to treat Uddyn pizza this saturday -.-"

Kuek wont be attending school tomorrow she putting on braces :(
And futhermore school ends at 4.30 pm damn it -.-
I WILL BE LONELY ! LONEEEEELY .

PROMISE

From my mouth i can always promise you friends ill be your friend forever
But i have been wondering this , have you guys talk about me ?
I can promise mum ill study hard , but do i mean it

Do not promise if you know you cant fullfill
you might just hurt another party .

And dont take and throw anyone , are they dolls ?
Think before doing something and Think how would you feel
is someone said something bad to you in public .
One day you will come to realised that she is your favourite person
you have ever known

P-E-A-C-E P-E-O-P-L-E

So today i headed to Jurong to meet boyfriend i was super late
so i cab-ed there , it was abit boring at first
I suppose to have plan with yat , sepet , sonya and ayun but i cancel them
due to a certain good reasons ^.^(i spend all my cash) will make up soon , promise .

Boyfriend send me home , haha .
I MAKE HIM WALK SO FAR

he make lotsa kind of jokes and stuffs

send him off to the bus stop , and apoh and appy saw boyfriend hug me
so they immediately call me , aisey - paisey - sey !
And i miss apoh so im glad to hear his voice , so cute sia teddy bear .
Nyahaha !


(overdue pictures on saturday ,
bob nye pasal gmbr sume muke tak perlu)


Harap-harap mid year will be okay
i dont wanna go s2e

I feel so useless , i mean is it so hard to get food for me ?
Im totally hungry now and now one wanna cook for me , Mother is now sleeping -.-
Today , i only ate once . And that is at 5 pm , not that im poor . Its that no one in my family care . I was complaining to mawi from just now and he keep asking me to eat , but how am i suppose to ? Thats the reason i hate home , i hate everyone . Damn you people .

I want those unwanted people to leave my house to stay far away .
I only want ma family yes only my family and i dont care if im lonely
because when you people are here , i got grudges and my life will not be in PEACE .
especially some fucking girl whose living here , i hope you die SOON asshole .

Sorry , was just expressing . Im useless :( am i ?
My stomach are making noises , i wish ameer was here . wait he dont bothers too ?
If everyone dont bother , who do ? if you do , tag me .

I hope everyday is saturday ,
and i wish i wont need to stay at home except for sleeping .

IM HUNGRY AND I HATE HOME .

Having you was like a dream because Everything change .
Though we fights almost everyday , i still treasure you
Even if your soccer/gym/dance/friends always come first before me
i dont really care eventhough it hurts .
For me youre so different from any guys , so what if many said you dont
know how to treat girl ?
You dont even cheer me up when i sulk , you dont even gave me a hug when i cry
for me sometimes you are being so selfish .
Thats the reason i love you because youre different -

Eventhough you gave me too many excuses , i always endure it from the start
I dont need hugs , kisses from you all i need is love , trust and endurance .

I miss you badly , i wonder when is the next time
we are going out since youre too busy with your own plans , huh ?

the first time we met , when the friendship of babygirls grew .

After so long , i met up with babygirls . They were studying when i met them
we got to catch up alot . I miss them terribly [:
Mellisa went off first since she got a family dinner
Left sonya , liza and myself . We then head to 707 to watch kuda kepang
Hell damn scary , at last we had fun together eventhough it was awhile .
Saturday , its gonna be a blast .

Now since in my satuday cliques there is a princess , have gotta make her happy .
I dont look down if princess is out of cash , i mean we need to be sincere in friendship .
Yat Goku got alot of plans for you , trust me this saturday will be a stress free day
be happy yoxz , though we haven talk for a very long time except yesterday
i feel so kaku , seriously i have gotta fix on that \.

upload new pictures sooon .

i terserempak with my boyfriend just now , it was a suprise
we didnt talk that much because i was rushing -.- "
i wish he will spend time with me , hmm ? most prolly only in my dreams ?

my family didnt have a family dinner this mother's day
i fought with dad early morning cause he didnt wanna get me food .
i was hungry so i slept , i was rude :[
My bro's are not at home , all are workings .
and today mum shouted at me on the phone , what a sunday

Not i wanna be skater , i want to try to skate
because its fun , therefore yat goku and shiny
will be my skate teacher .

Boyfriend said if i fall , i need to get him 10 dickies
and if i break my hand , he will break up with me

so i should go on , because the bet sucks ^.^

Yesterday saturday feel so different not that i didnt meet my boyfriend
its like different . i walk across the padang alone
looking at the stars and counting it
My mind wonders , asking a million questions
asking about the world , myself and boyfriend

Saturday : met up with adeq lolipop at town , slack at heeran macdonald and plan to head to marina . Chit , Chat , Gossip and she went off early . Walk to supreme court met up with my usuals , they drink absolute peach . While waiting for yat from the toilet , oh ade sepet sume .
We then head to marina square , pergi rooftop . Jalan nan sepet macam die beli satu marina square sia -.- mane mane die tau , kite tatau . Tapi die kasi kite jalan satu marina , penat gile sia . Abeh bile mintak air , dorang kasi liquor , sedih sia , tapi tak minum . Sumpah !
Cheer up PetPet ^.^ nasib tadi ade enjoyable saturday .

Next weeek tanak pakai kasut , nak pakai slipper ^.^ jadi macam yat .
i though its gonna be a boring saturday , end up its a fun one thank tooo
my stupid hippies friends

petpet , abang handsome , mira !

supreme court

Bonda , you carried me for 9 months .
You make me happy in everyway , you always want the best
but i give you the worst .
I love to sleep with you when dad was not around .
Bonda you gave me love that even dad cant give me .
You put me to a good school wanting to see me succeed in life
Bonda i promise , i will make you proud this year .
Bonda , when you cry it makes my heart broke into pieces .
I wonder what happen if youre not with me , thats the reason now
i stop everything because i wanna make you proud and i love you

HAPPY MONTHER'S DAY , BONDA .
I LOVE YOU

Today i had art exam which sucks alot due to wrong colouring .
I head home and luckly i saw daddy under my block so he gave me a large sums of cash
I get to sleep for 30 mins , bath and got myself ready . Headed to juying
I saw baby came out from school and we talked on the phone instead .
SLT feat radin and syayie headed to banquet to have our lunch , and i treat tasha .
Yat Goku ask me out so i agree. oh to accompany ayoon for his interview .

From bugis we then walk to clark quay , had burger king lunch
talk about French kisses ;] Then head over to Marina Square , super boring
went fourstick , lagi boring so walk to penin. thanks to me they dapat smoke -.-"
bought big gulp and head to supreme court , chit and chat

Guess what three of us talk about ? We talk about islam . LOL
we had a great talk . About ghost and stuffs , it was a great chat .
Basically today we talk about relationship , islam , kisses , hugs and some stupid things
I had a great day eventhough baby got me mad when i call him :]




Yat goku cakap die nak insaf , tadi baru berbual pasal islam
sekrang de nak gi shake dengan harris , kepale die botak betul . BYE

SO AT LAST I HAD FUN WITH YOU AND AYOOON , STUPID TALKS .
cant wait for tomorrow .

above pic : the cute girl , anak kite tu ^.^

Baby cant send me sms so he send me a couple of mms
i just ended my talk on the phone , i wanted to go botanic garden
and he said its so far , so i suggest art park
and he told me teban park ? LOL , so many mackcik kpo sia -.-"

Might be meeting him tomorrow after his solat , wait what time
do men finish friday prayers ? -.-"

okay i cant wait for tomorrow , call me up if you got plan aye ,
astalavista , baby getting me nike teee .

i love you