confession

This picture show me a blur part , it shows me fades .
It show everything that i cant really see .
Now when i can see it clearly , like how we laugh in that picture
My heart tears apart ,
Apart till i dont know what do anymore .
Love , 3 month is coming . You know im weak
You know i need your strength .
This is hard .

Thanks Shazran Veto for the advice , ill be strong .
Though you know i cant , but its a pleasure to have a great
friend like you .