confession

Not really anyone know about my past , so letme story this for you and also for you baby .

Im known as Mira Sherman , and im still 15 years old . Im gaining knowledge from Fairfield Methodist School and my cca is Drama . Being a teen is hard , i was way to nerdy in secondary one but when i reach secondary two everything change . I change from the way i look then my attitude . I have try on alcohol , drugs ? It was way terrible , but i wasnt really popular at that point of time till i reached secondary three . I was popular among some people in Marina . But seriously i was way too arrogant . The way i talk , i shake hands and the way i walk . I know people have been taking advantage but i dont really care because i take care of my reputation . I started to mix with anyone or maybe everyone , I didnt use my brain when i was doing something . All i know was to let my doings out , live my life to the fullest . I have so many guyfriends , but they sucks . So i only stick with a group . Last year i know a group of friends a big number , they were fun . I started drinking back during late november - december but i stop during January this year because i dissapoint my parents . I didnt mean to do that but i was too drunk , till i lost my handphone , camera , money and i started to know that drinking is bad . Therefore i started clubbing when i was in secondary three . I know i did badly for my End of year still i party hard never give a care , when i realised i was in trouble , i regretted . I was a little minah mixing with matreps , it was way too over . I dont act as my age , i think i was good . I fight , i was fanatic . It was way 2006 . Most people know me because of my brother , but i wasnt proud yet i was scared . Many people hate me , but i dont care because last time i find them cheap as they dont have great sums of money like i do . But now when i think back they help me with some problems . Maybe money is everything for teens now but for me is the reputation of my family that i have been carrying all along . Thank god , Ameer was my boyfriend which also stops me from everything like drinking and clubbing . I think i am being much more better .
I never mix with anyone that much except for BSF when im with him because to take care of his heart is very heart . Imagining him leaving me one day ? Its gonna bring me back to my old times , the bad one . Well thats all of it . Thats me !

Oh my boyfriend was a great one , though he is still 14 reaching 15 . Im still 15 and act like a small kid . Because im really childish , therefore when he start scolding i cry :c so sad right ?
He was the best , i feel so different . Life change though he dont put me first , i understand .
I ask him why dont you treat me like your exboyfriend he said because i treat him differently
Think back ? I dont really control him , since he wanna have fun , go have fun . Go look at girls , because boys are boys . girls are girls . But he gotta letme know what he do . BG BOY
you know what i mean , i love you ! Trust me when im with him , no moreeeeee tube :c
hais , puas hati aku pergi buang , cb right ? what the hell . HAHAHA .