The middle one : HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY , I LOVE YOU old bestfriend

Muhd Eric Bin Hamzah , aku da tak boleh tahan dengan kau k ?
da bye , if you think im arrogant then leave -

And swear Qistina , i miss you alot .
come back home please :c i hate your dad
ill update , tomorrow , PARTYYYY -

oh ya , i just edit my PROFILE .
SO READ IT UP PEOPLE -

Aww , i miss this face :c , gegek !

This days i have been talking cute with my boyfriend .
About small big , haha only he knows what i mean

I know i have been playing around in class but after receiving my english try out paper it
really suprised me , i got37/55 . As for chemistry , it was way better .
I need to brush up on my physics and continue practising maths , and so i know im confident enough , who wants to spend the whole June in school having S2E ?

Mum promised me that she will pay my dance fees after mid year , syukor !
so i can save money for sheedee favourite shoes thats gonna be my boyfriend shoe
Thanks to kuek , i hurt my cute nails . I aint meeting boyfriend this weekend
Luckly he went back with me just now , and we got to joke .
He's going swimming with macho guyfriends , takan nak ikut ^.^ tatau malu eh ?
his friends come first , i understand you .


Im catching Jangan Tegor the movie again tomorrow .
Its gonna be great , and malam shake uhhhh eric .

I wanna eat at International Buffet , who wanna eat with me ?
The foood there is ^.^ Ajax is so funny =.=

Boyfriend is sleeping now , he let me call just now
and he said he malas nak berbual so i immediately hang up
waste prepaid , but for him its okay .

I top up 2-3 times a week :c or maybe 1 in 2 weeks .
Waste kan ? Hais

I had a pizza lunch with tasha . We catch up alot ,
with our boyfriend stories . Wait tasha bf ? Not really but we are talking
about her [insert name] But me and my never ending bf stories .
We then head to juying because tasha wanna get something
A lot of people know me as ameer girlfriend , cute eh ?
we decided to meet jyl , i miss her . so we meet
we talk alot !! what jyl with my ex boyfriend ? Not bad feeweeet !
Tasha also eh , feeweeet sey , new one eh ? ^.^
We decided to camwhore , posing like our loves one do .
SEE BELOW , i pose like boyfriend while tasha pose like rid .
heh , i had fun . And i miss boyfriend .
New supra coming out , im still waiting for the old one :c

so lets present our stupid pictures and poses

this is me trying to make ameer favourite face and pose

and tasha with blaze pose and face

shawty(s) lil tres'

goood girl

she ask me to be fanatic -.-

hello tasha

stupid poses

ameer and rid , girls version

and again

again and again !

stress sia nak buat muke ameer

very hard !

lastly our original pose

me , with my cute uniform and cute bag
while tasha uniform NOOOT !

Ameer took my thermometer because he got no money
oh ya he have , but he just want my thermometer .
so sweet right ? i come down just to pass him .

Not really anyone know about my past , so letme story this for you and also for you baby .

Im known as Mira Sherman , and im still 15 years old . Im gaining knowledge from Fairfield Methodist School and my cca is Drama . Being a teen is hard , i was way to nerdy in secondary one but when i reach secondary two everything change . I change from the way i look then my attitude . I have try on alcohol , drugs ? It was way terrible , but i wasnt really popular at that point of time till i reached secondary three . I was popular among some people in Marina . But seriously i was way too arrogant . The way i talk , i shake hands and the way i walk . I know people have been taking advantage but i dont really care because i take care of my reputation . I started to mix with anyone or maybe everyone , I didnt use my brain when i was doing something . All i know was to let my doings out , live my life to the fullest . I have so many guyfriends , but they sucks . So i only stick with a group . Last year i know a group of friends a big number , they were fun . I started drinking back during late november - december but i stop during January this year because i dissapoint my parents . I didnt mean to do that but i was too drunk , till i lost my handphone , camera , money and i started to know that drinking is bad . Therefore i started clubbing when i was in secondary three . I know i did badly for my End of year still i party hard never give a care , when i realised i was in trouble , i regretted . I was a little minah mixing with matreps , it was way too over . I dont act as my age , i think i was good . I fight , i was fanatic . It was way 2006 . Most people know me because of my brother , but i wasnt proud yet i was scared . Many people hate me , but i dont care because last time i find them cheap as they dont have great sums of money like i do . But now when i think back they help me with some problems . Maybe money is everything for teens now but for me is the reputation of my family that i have been carrying all along . Thank god , Ameer was my boyfriend which also stops me from everything like drinking and clubbing . I think i am being much more better .
I never mix with anyone that much except for BSF when im with him because to take care of his heart is very heart . Imagining him leaving me one day ? Its gonna bring me back to my old times , the bad one . Well thats all of it . Thats me !

Oh my boyfriend was a great one , though he is still 14 reaching 15 . Im still 15 and act like a small kid . Because im really childish , therefore when he start scolding i cry :c so sad right ?
He was the best , i feel so different . Life change though he dont put me first , i understand .
I ask him why dont you treat me like your exboyfriend he said because i treat him differently
Think back ? I dont really control him , since he wanna have fun , go have fun . Go look at girls , because boys are boys . girls are girls . But he gotta letme know what he do . BG BOY
you know what i mean , i love you ! Trust me when im with him , no moreeeeee tube :c
hais , puas hati aku pergi buang , cb right ? what the hell . HAHAHA .

We have been friends since forever , and we fight for a long time
but hearing upon you wanting me to celebrate your birthday together with you touches my heart . Where we go Marina Square , Town , Chua Chu Kang , poeple know we are bestfriend . We know bestfriend dont bitch each other , but we do . Because we make hate towards each other . Knowing when you told me you miss me , i admit i miss you like alot .
Things change when you left and thank god i found BSF (they know who they are) who keep me going strong . But hey i still think of what you have been doing without me
I still pray to allah , that you will be well . Though i dont really show how i care actually i do
I remember you hate me because i mingle alot but i try to stand up but now when i think back , i was sucha a bitch . You really want me to have a boyfriend , now i have and now i know how busy you were when you have jiji the other time . Because now when im with Ameer its hard for me to spend time with SonyaBSF . And i know how is it feels like .
I hope 1st may , we are gonna enjoy . Its your birthday girl :D

The was i smile , the way i dress . Im sure i look better than you do.
Now you may talk bad about me , you may bitching me
Because you dont know me , I may start a conversation with you and tell you i want to meet you but actually , I dont mean to .
Unless you are good enough to be in my friend list , I will definately set a date with you
I heard from others , you are one two faces bitch . I wasnt shock but i feel like punching you
Your mouth are to be chillied ^.^ because its being a bitch
Mirror yourself before talking about me , because you know im way better than you do .


I just ended my talk with boyfriend , he aint meeting me this week so sad :c
I need to buy cherries to bring to school tomorrow , only kuek know why ^.^
I wasnt in any mood in school just now due to some reasons , as for malay i showed long faces , who cares ? I dont even give any fcuk care , go and tell the whole school i received F9 for malay paper . As long as im strong in any other subjects , i dont care

- I chatted with natasha baby love now , chey tasha ! FEEWEEEET eh
only you know what im FEEWEEETing about , gegek
she said this : you and ameer boleh put satu house
mira : no mesti kite main nye
tasha : sial uh mira

hahaha , ameer if you read confirm you laugh like chibai !
what to do , your pendek girlfriend da sakit otaaaak -.-" i might be meeting eric awhile
i want to pierce my [insert body parts] then im having pizza lunch with tasha
My cute handsome kong sapau body boyfriend dont wanna to meet me mah :c
he blame me because im the reason he got no money to EAT KFC , mintak kene slice .
BABY CHEEE betul ! slice baru tau , and he go chill with his friends , what to do
they more important mah :( so sad right ? what kind of bf pun idk ? k fake . sayang la bucuk-bucuk .

K im typing randomly :c , but i aint to anyone in my house because some bitch is in it .
i miss my sapao handsome boyfriend who cant text me that much . tomorrow , i pass money to your friend so you can eat KFC k ?

okay da cukup , bye ! nak beli cherry ni

i need you ladies :c , text me

Firstly , im so happy to say that drama received Gold With Honours for SYF
my cca , the best ^.^
Secondly , it was a disaster for me when i get to know i received F9 for
Malay Paper , so i didnt had any appetite to eat .

Thirdly , Chemistry open book tryout mid year boost out my moral .
I can do most of the question , thanks to alex for the help outs .

Fouthly , Social Studies was bullshit , i studied about health care singapore
and it came out a britain one . Therefore my answer is short and sweet

the most important thing is that i lost my sketch book , damn !
i need to draw all my sketches back , need a week .

Yes i aint i any good mood because S said Didi texted Ameer , and Dd like him
okay crush , but hey feelings take time to patch :c Now ameer is mad
i dont know what to do ? He make me mad just now and didnt said sorry
what to do :c , what a unlucky monday

I hope i had a great tuesday , My baby kueky ! is getting me gummy bears .

sonya , i miss you


re-editted , 9.05 pm
S told me said that Dd text text Ameer , and when i ask ameer
he was like , S anyhow sia , her mulut die sembarang
I was stucked didnt know who to belive therefore , you both will see me outside school
soon . I call him up , Ameer was making up jokes
he told me he read my blog , from my past post , i was shy
pasal dulu kan minah pendek , gegek ! hanya allah je tahu berapa jahat aku
Now he is asleep , im chatting with rohan , he was super damn funny

i ask him this whats : (a+b)(a-b) and he told me he was confused
i bet ameer dont know how to do ^.^ im the clever one in this
so you teach me MALAY !

im talking shits , but hey im stress about some shits right now
who to trust ? is it true ? i dont know
only you both hold the truth , but which one is the truth ?
i have got to know , lets be strong and finish this shit

fridaaaay , PARTY HARD baby
shake it , yeah , sooo the one who received my msg
see ya ,

i know , stupid picture . thanks uh ameer c:


so baby didnt text me or miss call me
rinduuuu gile sia , what to do :c
he was sleeping i guess -.- ,
haiyayayayya -

oh ya , yesterday i talk to him .
i was like , you msg who uh besides me
he was like stuttered , and i knew he was msging some other girls .
what to do :c show him my sad face , so he ask me back
so i told him , it was a guy name shy , did i said shannon ?
haha , so he said it was shyikin , but then baby said she msg him first , grr
what to do
and some girl name , idk who i bet there is more
lets dig out the secrets , gegek !
and i ask him , you talk on the phone with him besides me
he didnt wanna say that , nvrm , ill try harder ! gegek
i feeel like slicing , if i get to find out who -.-
mesti punya , so boyfriend we are so gonna change sim card for a day
i love you , cepaaaat lah miss call


Muhd Ameer Bin Sulaiman
luvya , hug*

because you are always here for me,even through my hardest time
that is the reason i don't wanna go away
because you always make me smile everyday
that is the reason i wanna be with you
because you make every outing feel so different
that is the reason why i want to spend my time with you

because with you , i feel different
thanks for everything , you are the best


i love you , happy third monthsary .

xoxo : mira

baby has picking a fight with me , since he never see me cry before
he did on saturday at marina square . he gave me dont care look -.- , so we sat at talk .
therefore , he make laugh . I saw mawi , usop , mickie and some others , yes marina was ribut , but i didnt manage to go to the steps because i respect where is the place baby wanna go , at last we head jurong east and had a chat at the interchange , how stupid .
i called him in the middle of his sleepy mood because i wanted to watch movie , so he said yes . therefore i wish him something :) , in the early sunday morning baby woke me up from my beauty sleep , we argue again end up meeting each other to catch the movie jangan tegur .
Baby keep saying we were late but fortunely were'nt , the movie was way too scary !
we had a great bus ride home , i love you !

The most upseting thing happened two nights ago.
I'll tell you the story and you, as a third party,

can and shall ampatise with me.

Friends are supposed to care for one another.

To be truthful but tacful at the same time.

To stand up for you in times of trouble and so on and so fourth.
To think after one has put in years of time and effort to do his/her part as a frend and to get blown of after so many years is like a butifuly painted egg being craked and made into scrambled eggs.

We've been frends since like forever and to hear this comming from her just breaks my heart into a thousand peices.

Makeing a claim like that is bound to distroy a frendship.

Like when your besttest frend tells someone else like, ' oh yeah, she's so ugly and stupid. '

Or when your besttest frend tells someone else like, 'oh yeah, I don't like her but I hang out with her becuse she's rich. '

I mean, wouldn't that make a frendship very superfecial?
And yes, what she said about me hurts me alot.

People tell me to not think about it so much if it's not true.

But what upsets me is that I feel used and cheeted at the same time.
To think I've told her evrything and trusted her that much relly tears me apart.
Why did she have to say sumthing like that about me to sumone one else.

I detest that

xoxo

I have been wondering why this day some kids just dont bother appreciate their parents
since granny and grandad was at home , there was a drama .
My uncle came with his ex wife and daughter , this daughter of them have been lying
Asking for a large sums of money saying that the school need it , it was so unbelievable .
Since her dad no longer can take all her nonsence it the mum turn to have it
But that young lady told her mum straight on her face that she hated her
What kind of daughter is that , My mum shouted at her and said that
Her mum has been carrying her for 9 months yet she dont even appreciate .
My dad went into the story and ask her parents to bring the case up to the court
Luckly they have already did so , so one more mistake she is going to pertapis .
Her mum took away her phone and she was like crying as if someone has died
After 10 years , her mum put her hand on my cousin , i was laughing
Come on im not bad , i just hate her -.- , now she is living in my house
so im getting ready that i will lost my things like the old days .
She is not a virgin anymore and her boyfriend sucks .

That is alif tree who just lost his handphone
padan muke kau , sape suroh kacau aku kat dalam bus
kan da kene curse !!
My stupid irritating friend for four years .
ORANG TEBAN KATEKAN , gegek !

I LOVE MY CLASSMATEs
*group hug*

Sharina sweet sixteen party , at mind cafe !
movie with ameer , hahaha

oh some asshole play a prank with me
saying that he was my lost long friend and now my admirer
who bothers , so i hang up !

Last year saturday moment together .

I remember the every saturday moment i spend with my friends
although i left old ones for the news , i still treasure everyone
hey yat , remember the first time you met haidkal and fir ?
It was from me if you not you wont be who you are ^.^
We went gig , we skank , we had fun like how cliques do
Remember the fights ? And actually i dont bother you

You remember the first time we went drink with Sonya
From there you , me sonya became close
Then when i was with ameer you dislike it but Sonya supports me from behind
We gossip about people we dont like , I know youre the best
But when you talk about ameer , i feel like slicing you
Eventhough you said i put ameer first , its a no
He put his crew before me , I put Sonya before him
Youre the best, we built this friendship for long
Up and Downs , i wont destroy it

Abang Handsome , please change .
I dislike the way you are now , can i say that you are selfish ?


Ameer know how i felt , he read my love note
the cute card i made till 1 am -.- he said it was sweet
but another thing he said " handwritting stop it eh "
and im not short , im fun sized , you get it mat kotai [:

That my sista c:

I never got any jealousy feelings if you said youre buying something
Most of us got what we wanted or what we ask for
Im grateful to have parents which understand what a girl ones
I aint being materialistic like you do c:
Maybe i love showing off , which makes people hate me
But i aint telling people i got something but actually i dont own one like you do
Im not being a bitch , but if you talk about money or shopping
youre maybe talking to the wrong person
Im not rich , i got money from my dad thats the reason i wanna be succesful
My brother might be a big thug but he aint any stupid one
You maybe acting rich , acting clever , hey you dont talk big shit to me
because you talk shit about your ownself -.-
If youre saying you are rich , whats the big deal
There is more millionare outside there
My dad was once a bankrupcy but hey its business right ?
I have a great mum , dad , brothers , sisters , aunties and uncles
unlike you , we are some succesful ones .

Mirror yourself before talking to me
Dont act a rich bitch because dad said no one will be rich for long
earn it , not taking your parents money -.-
and do some nonsence stuff

You got myspace ? You listen to my song
Ill upload it here soon ,
By 6.30am , today (22april) , i will bring it down
its only for ameer .

Its love but it hurts
People said i was lucky to have you
Since you said , promises words swears are cheap
Make it expensive , Make me wonder .

I need to be strong , if this love is playing a hard game
i will play it too .

I have got to be strong , not running away .
I dont change its the situation .

Peace

This picture show me a blur part , it shows me fades .
It show everything that i cant really see .
Now when i can see it clearly , like how we laugh in that picture
My heart tears apart ,
Apart till i dont know what do anymore .
Love , 3 month is coming . You know im weak
You know i need your strength .
This is hard .

Thanks Shazran Veto for the advice , ill be strong .
Though you know i cant , but its a pleasure to have a great
friend like you .

I express everything out and things got much more better .
its about the hugging scene i saw infront my eyes and i didnt say anything
since he make the problem about me texting shannon to a bigger problem , i got enough
and said what i wanted to say , he became speechless , and i knew he was in the wrong

How bad can that be :c , i didnt tell him i saw it
i didnt tell him i was hurt besides hours ago , see how long my heart is trying to be strong
and act like nothing happen


I dont know how to act now , ill be okay soon .
I was sick you know it , you dont even care .
I was thinking the whole night about you , and you dont even care .
Im not any doll and you know it

Muhd Ameer Bin Sulaiman ,
i know you know that im sorry
i never meant to hurt you , i do anything fresh
cause im sorry , i never meant you cry

I made a big mistake but now i got it boy
The consequences of my actions
But until your back here in my arms
I'll never have the satisfaction


I believe that everything happens for a reason
You know that everybody makes mistakes and everybody regrets sometimes
Dont let this ruin everything that we have
I dont want you to forget how much i love you baby
How much i miss you baby
You mean everything to me

thats my new ladies , lady blitz and farhanah
cuteee kan dorang *wink

Boyfriend texted me in a happy way , but i was not in any mood -.-
because he said something , though he said it was just a joke , tak kesa masih marah jugak
Then he told me , some girl said he was her idol , fuuuuh . Best siaaaal dengar -.-
at least he told me something , i was kinda jealous but its okay im cool at it

He got himself out from house at so early time , now he's still at JP and he's going Queensway for some shopping =.= , well , i just ask him for an ice cream yesterday and he told me he got no money . Nvrm since he got alot of money , im so asking for a movie treat for our 3rd monthsary this sunday , baby , this time you wont get away , gegek .


I miss him alot , padehal semalam baru jumpe
uh jumpe berape 1 jam aje tau , fedup gile , HAHA .
takpe , i understand , funky groove come first , remember ?
because sonya come first , LOLXZX .

i will upload the overdue pictures soon aite readers

I got out from my house at 5pm and headed town to meet
deedi and kim , then i saw mickey and friends . Include danny , husei kuai and gf , mawi and some others , deedi was so the rabak -.- and came irene in a bad mood , aww .
Irene left us , me and the girls headed to marina , i left sonya , im sorry baby
and mrt-ed to JURONG POINT AT 8.30 PM -.-

there at JP , i met up with funky groove c: they were busy doing badges
and i help baby draw his , tak lawa , tapi nicer than Jason c:
we then chill at Long John Silver and baby and me bus-ed home .
At least i got to meet him , and his friends were funny . HAHA

I miss you now . What a stupid saturday- day and a great saturday night

xoxo : my boyfriend make me cry inside the bus
and i feel so stupid , he should know the reason . HAHA

Mira Is ( Mira Mary) , Mira Lan ( me ! ) , Sonya

I met sonya and the yayat , opit and ayoon at jurong east
we then headed to haji lane , and met liza and fifie <3 plus mira mary
we pick up mel , was suppose to go oschool then i have exams tomorrow
since the person said , we can register the day the class was on , why not we go
on the day itself
Meet the rest at the sheesha place , BSF ordered spicy fries
then we headed to City Hall , the guys plus Mira Is ( Mira Mary) drink .
So BSF headed to singapore recreation @ padang
to have our dinner , it was mel daddy's treat c:
though i was going to burst out in tears , the food there make me smile
I went home alone , and yes i saw tanjong brothers .
OMG , i miss them all , HAHAH .

That BSF , BestSistersForever , Love ya *hugs*

i had a a great day out with my ladies plus mira is c:
but i had an arguement with my boyfriend , it was super sad .
I wanted to burst out in tears at any moment , then my BSF cheer me up
He's going out with Funky Groove tomorrow , therefore he asked me to go out with someone else , but he already promised me :c
obviously i miss him alot , haiz , what a sad saturday

One more day to Malay Mid Year Paper ,
I WANNA GET A1 for it badly :c

I promised my mum , ill get 8 points for my N level this year
so that i could move up to O level , Im aiming for Junior College instead of Poly
I want to get a diploma for hotel management , because that is my only dream .
My mum wants to send me overseas but im not ready to leave singapore yet
But dad said we are moving when brother gets out .
Thats the reason , i want to study hard and try to get 8 points like how my sister got it
and now she left JC for Poly . If she can , i wonder why i cant

I am matured enough to think , that studies is much more important
thats the reason i always nag to my boyfriend so that he will study
but he aint doing so -.-

Im having Malay Mid Year paper 1 and 2 this coming saturday
On top of that its kinda clash to my hiphop class which starts at 1pm
so i asked sonya to have go on Monday at 8pm , hopefully it wont clash *please :c
And Lil Jyl asked me out this saturday but im having a date with boyfriend
I wanted to go swimming on sunday with him but he got his own plan , so saturday is cool .

Supra kicks are going to be here this saturday , im so very happy
Im heading to oschool studio tomorrow , to get myself paid up , Lol
and on saturday performing kidz , to get myself registered , i cant wait for all
thats the reason i hope malay papers wont get clash to my hiphop classes ,

Boyfriend school got a match against my favourite sports school squad just now
Nic called me after their match , and i was like who won ? And he said , tanye soalan bonus sia . So i know they won , Lolxzx , someone said ameer was handsome as he was
guess who , its nic , And ameer keep denying that he looks like you
Nic cina , Ameer melayu what -.-
see ya soon , nicalifshannon :D

I miss the guy who got me this

To Pb , thats the bag yoxzx

Im sorry Muhd Ameer Bin Sulaiman
I hope we are gonna be okay ,
I love you ,
And i dont know how describe this feelings :(

someone from the scene send me a message
figure who ,


yesterday feelings was the worst i ever had :c

let me spill everything out here
I know i never have been a great friend
why ? because i only trust a small number of people out there
the reason is , if i can find out that my some of my best saturday
cliques have talking about me , might as well i just leave them

You may think youre close to me , you may think you know my secrets
but you never know who i really am
I know many of my friends hates me , but i dont bother
i dont even live up your life
im just living my life to the fullest

So what if im arragont ? So what if i love showing off ?
yes , i got enough of people hating me
what more ?
you spam me , as if i will do something

The reason why i leave , its because i got lots of friends
the reason is because i have got too little time to spend with all of you
I have a boyfriend now some of you said
i neglected you guys , if i never had found out that
some of you talk bad about me or maybe my boyfriend
i may still stick with you
but babygirls , youre still the best


xoxo
i miss , aisyah , sonya , melda , qee kunci , nini keai , melissa and jyl
have to catch up with you girls soon , love ya

we are back happy again
i hate everyday fight
but one strong word we always say is
i love you

i wish you and your crew best of luck for tomorrow
strive for the best , amin

& baby , get well soon
see ya on Saturday

saturday dance lesson is killing me
i cant wait , I CANT
*jump for joy*

ameer

if you think i have this doll feeling , think again
yes go on , contacting that bitch
since you said she was fun .
im speechless , it your choice because im not prefect either
this everyday pain, i wish it will go away

xoxo
i cant wait to attend girls hiphop open class this saturday at old school .
due to fully booked course ive decided to book the late may and early june
courses , thanks abang jamyl for asking me to join that
i cant help it , it looks so fun , weeee -

baby jump out into a joke , he said he was doing e-learning
thats the reason he didnt reply to my text and also chat
we had a fun topic to talk yesterday
you know i know ^.^ gegek
he was so cuteeee , dia suka kalau berbual macam gitu
comeone , men c: im so gonna spend time alone with baby
ya , hopefully

i l o v e y o u , a l o t
and you know it

xoxo : billy guns are into fantastic crew , (?)
yeah something like that , its the kidz version
you have got to teach me some moves ,you told me i can groove you remember ?
HAHA

well like i say , when we can drop well , we battle fresh boy
see ya soon