confession

seriously , ! im weak to find out that im gonna retained again -.- , results are really bad .
i know that im was suppose to retained , i wont be at home anymore . ill be at somewhere else , finding anyone who can talk to my parents . because they never understand . Gawd !
i feeel like dying , maybe it doesnt solve evrything , but it will reduce problems to my parents ;[ , i dont feeeel like living anymore - another year again ? i wont go thru so many problems with my six sisters anymore . i need them , especially eunice and sharina and yasmin !
OMG OMG ! WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO , sharina told me they are adding or minus-ing some marks , so i hopeeeeeee . ill get some marks . amin ,