confession

i always thought that someone i trust
will be , the one i will hope to be with forever
- you told me in my face you hate her
but how come , you still went out with her and stuffs ?
you know i trust you back , and now ?
- who am i gonna talk to , when beng is away
and now when beng is away , you are with her , instead of me ?
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tell me , what did i went wrong ? ; i love you with all my heart and soul
but did you ?
where were you now when i need you ? marina ?
having fun ? , tell me are you my true friend that i neeeded all this while
or are you not ?
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tell me whose gonna wipe my tears on my face now ?
what im giving you , is it not enough ?
, i love you like my own sister
do you ? you dont .
whose im gonna hug now , when it is not you ?

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im disapointed in you , i thought i can hope on you
but you prove me wrong ,
im sorry (!) , youre not the friend i needed :'(