i sleeep the whole day :D

i cant wait for saturday

movieeeees ~ pizza's ~ imm-r ~

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will upload some pictures soon

two clubs , one havoc night

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okaaaaaay i dance like one fcuker that what i could only say

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wanjo " ey mira dance dengaaaan aku ah "

mira " eh ! taaaaaanak ah "

wanjo " rabak perh kau ? "

mira " memang pon "

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so i went out from play at bloody 12am .

haha , kan da ckp cinderella

caaaaab home , follow sister to another club with more hot guys -

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pictures upload soooon

i had fun :DD

I should have been more careful.

I was blinded by your halo, so I never noticed the horns

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I wish i can just stop pretending

i wish i can be myself

i wish i could tell everyone who i really am

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i wish i can just stop imagining things

i wish this love story was over

i hope my waiting will come to the end .

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because i know im down and i had enough

and i dont know how to act and what to say

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but deep inside my heart

i know i know i still love you .

LV , its in my collection now

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sunday ; had a family day :D

went out with my parents and head to taka

mama bought LV bag for me ; $1580
then went to fareast , had lunch at sakura

hen went to galleria find new shoes

i got choices , mum told me to buy it on saturday with rini

i love you mama ; youre the best

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saturday - was the best :D

as pernormal marina , had haagen dazs again

had new friend ; EL - she dance hot !

i took picture with ahpeng , haha !

die hot nak mampos , meeeet appy tooo -

nothing much , but had fun with ogy-gy and ahwats joke

activate pe ogy ! hahaha , peraaaaangai

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see you guys on wednesday

i love city of singapore

above$100 shoes
ahpeng yang cutestuffmira sherman
since december 2006

saturday night fever take onetake two
take three

happy birthday ahwat :D

ive always have a thought in mind

that you will be the next one whose gonna hold my hand

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now i lost precious , i lost you ?

what is going on with life ? i always wanted to call you love

but never you give me any chance ,

i bought you what you wanted when you didnt have the money

i didnt ask you to pay for the vodka , because you told that didnt want to

and this is what i get -

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miraaaaa sherman !

why you easily put trust on people

without knewing whats gonna happen in future ?

you have been hurt more than thrice , now ?

agaaaaaain ?

what's happening to your life ?

wakeeeeee up please ?!

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readers sorry for so many post

im just expressing all my feelings down here

btw , aisyah gummy bears , fieza-o and usop daddy

thaaaaanks for everything , luvya !

i always thought that someone i trust
will be , the one i will hope to be with forever
- you told me in my face you hate her
but how come , you still went out with her and stuffs ?
you know i trust you back , and now ?
- who am i gonna talk to , when beng is away
and now when beng is away , you are with her , instead of me ?
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tell me , what did i went wrong ? ; i love you with all my heart and soul
but did you ?
where were you now when i need you ? marina ?
having fun ? , tell me are you my true friend that i neeeded all this while
or are you not ?
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tell me whose gonna wipe my tears on my face now ?
what im giving you , is it not enough ?
, i love you like my own sister
do you ? you dont .
whose im gonna hug now , when it is not you ?

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im disapointed in you , i thought i can hope on you
but you prove me wrong ,
im sorry (!) , youre not the friend i needed :'(

now , i wanna express evrything out here

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now i know how is it feel like when your friends betrayed you

when someone you hate , took away someone you are close to

when you thought those precious you love last time , will always be right by your side

but now they dont .

maybe its too much , but ive got no heart to tell them ,

yes , the truth is im weak ;[ , ill just feel down and cry

when i know i cant get them back

i may have a thousands of them but i got countable true friends

- i know poeple are using me but deep down my heart

i just couldnt accept it because i love them .

But now the real world began to show me , which are gooods and which are bads

but how am i gonna accept all this ?

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i really want/need a true friend who will be by my side and

accept for who my characters are

the one who sit down with me and advice me

the one who be my side and help me with a big problems i have

and never forget me when there is new friends around

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maybe all this matter are meant to be over

oveeeeeer ~

comeon , get over it mira !!

will they be right by your side , whenever tears drop on your face?

when you need someone to hug and cheer you up ?

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the fun friends will always dont last , but the true one

will be the always the one , you look up to

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sooooo ? bye :'( friends ?

i dont know what im feeling now

i regretted putting high hopes and stuffs ~

i dont know if you even lie to me , because i put my heart to trust

whatever you said

i didnt ever hurt you but i get you what you want

are you using me or are you not ?

you loook like an angel to me , because i feel that you are the best

but i didnt know you hide your bad sides ;[

i was wrong in everything , how i wish i could just tell you

rohan ; i fall for you from the start of knewing you this year

and i hope you are reading this .

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and to lovely fieza-o , thanks for listening to my problems
i love you baby !

i got my report book , overall was 46% / 100% for everthing

; the principal wanted to meeet me , so i did meet him

I GOT INTO S2E *jumping up and down*

i neeed to retake math , science and c. humanties ;]

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madey is in action now , i miss him (!!)

hahahahah -

okaaaaaaaaay bye

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thaaaaanks rini for the mango clothes ; it looks cute on me !

love you

Dont expect me to be like last time ;

ill be busy with crews

meeeeeeeeeeeeet me with IMM only everysaturday

the rest of the days will be occupied with revisions for s2e

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everyone wanna change to a better person

i love babygirls !

im off ~ but will keeep you guys updated here

-♥ mira

seoul garden outing was a last minute plan ; but a quite number make it

only 3 out of 6 sisters make it :D , 19 people out of 30 attend class just now

i had a small talk with mr eng (!) , asking about eng

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DAD HAD A TALK WITH ME " ARRRRGH "

miss shamsiah called him and talked about my results

dad was kind enought to give me another chance ; i love him

thaaaaanks to everyone who cheer me up

and ahky , ill be missing you ;[ , do take careeeeeeeeeeeeeee

21 october ,

elyna , cherlene , kueky dollie , mira ollie , mimin lollie

ticky ! sammy ! isaac lu ! alii amyy ;D

during eunice soh , birthday

we bought her big barney

SO IM STILL GETTING BLUE NOTES FROM DADDY

BUT MY FORCE ME TO STUDY BEFORE GOING OUT

LOVE YOUUUUU , DAD !

i know IDK are mad at me

but in the very first place , was it my fault or yours (?)

fine , everyone which include nunu are in fault in this matter

abey asal ? ; you tahu you meeet i on saturday at marina

abey bawak skali la ; abey time i tyr you pasal baju bebe

mcm berbual with tembok sia , dewi ! except for izzati

tadi kechyk ckp i jumpe ayusweets , tapi dewi

you ckp nan i , we meeet at marina , ape salahnye bawak baju

tol tak tol ? so sala i ? sala i ke ?

B ; i tanak gado ah pasal baju niek sume .

3 baju yang i beli $240 , tak same dengan kawwan 3 orang yang i dapat

i treat korang , baik , niek i dapat ?

i rase tak adil sia ! ~ ive always present in a best way

but how come it become like this ,

da baik , i bagy you baju i tu , cause wi ; baju tu besa so

i bagy perh , tol ? ; i da msg you kan .

abey asal nan niek semua ? semua orang tau

i fanatic bebe , semua orang tau , baju i

semua orang tau , itu baju i , tapi i da bagy you tol tak wi ?

abey ? enta la . if you tak suke i , you bagy balik ah

i tak akan ganggu you guys lagi .

IDKMN (?)

you guys thought i neglected you guys .

telling people i dont want to mix with you guys again

but have you thought on how i felt when you guys said that ?

ive never wanted this things to be happen , but it already are

just because i went out with ayusweets last thurs , this happen -

you guys didnt told me about the grandlink tingy ; i can cancel my outing with ayu just to meet you guys .

; if you guys are saying this things

then ill back off , tanak jadi beban sesape .

still i love you IDK ! ;[

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& my IMM-R its like IDK ? its the matter how close our bonds are

but ive never have a chance to be close with you guys

maybe have , but i tak perna feel it

sometimes i feel like a doll , always been left out , but what to do

ive got no rights -

well ill see you IDK around , still ill miss you guys

when there's no rain , i still got my little rainbow ;D

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met rini at city hall mrt station at 5 pm , then proceed to meet to 4stick

to meeeeet; SDC &WCGB

i wanted to have my lunch/dinner so we have to proceed to marina

as we were walking up the slopes , theres a group of teens staring at us -.-

but end up , it was ahpeng , ahky , degil and mira (?)

they had LJS , i had BK :D

ahpeng & ahky followed , MIRARAINBOW to haagen dazs .

so i was kind enough to shaaaaare it with them , kena supakan lagy 0.0

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back to marina to wait for ayusweets and darlings .

chill at the slope , theeeeeeeeeen degil vomitted badly -.-

mak kaaaaaau geli siaaaaaaaaaak " -

then after thaaaaaat i get to meet YTP !

imma happy kiddo x]

- i geeeeet to eat what i waaaaaant

sisters are bringing me to eat on monday but im sick ;[

dear eunice kuek ,
im glad that i have you in life , you rush to my house after reading my blog
knewing what's gonna happen next - ; ! you try to cheer me up by bringing me to eat
all my favourite foods , you hug me when i cry and told me what to do .
I know when im gone , youre are the first person that gonna have a impact on ,
you told me you will be crazy .
You make me laugh , you help me talk on the phone
you told me how much my mum love me , you teach me how to prove someone . You listen to my problems , and seriously you are my everything ,
i promise i wont let you down , because you hug me when im scred .
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dear alif ahmad ,
you are the first person whom i told whats gonna happen to me .
so you told that to miss sham , i thank you . i didnt know you are that sweet .
you make me realised , how much life worth , and how to learn from past mistakes .
thanks for the care you showed me , and im not mad at you when you told miss sham .
because you cared . Your friends are worried about me [ teekun , sameul , jia jun ] , THANKS A MILLION . i love you guys !!!
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dear sisters ; sharina and yasmin
you guys told me showed me how important i am to your life .
yasmin , you called me during your cca hours just to cheer me up
and sharina , you went into the toilet just to called me .
i know i can count on you guys , thaaaaanks .
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miss shamsiah ,
today , i know how much you cared about me .
thanks for everything . im sorry i troubled you because i dont know what i think just now
its haaaard . i love you and i know i can count on you .

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frieeeeends ! ;
you guys called and msged me , afte reading my blog knewing what's gonna happen .
i know you guys care & im sorry for the trouble .
i know you guys are worried , ! and aisyah , you are the best .
you make me smileeeeeeeee today . i love you and i cant wait to meet you tomorrow

seriously , ! im weak to find out that im gonna retained again -.- , results are really bad .
i know that im was suppose to retained , i wont be at home anymore . ill be at somewhere else , finding anyone who can talk to my parents . because they never understand . Gawd !
i feeel like dying , maybe it doesnt solve evrything , but it will reduce problems to my parents ;[ , i dont feeeel like living anymore - another year again ? i wont go thru so many problems with my six sisters anymore . i need them , especially eunice and sharina and yasmin !
OMG OMG ! WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO , sharina told me they are adding or minus-ing some marks , so i hopeeeeeee . ill get some marks . amin ,

ive always remember this -

" dont put high hopes on someone , because you will regret it later "

but i did ;[ , i regretted . (!) , i know i wont get what i wanted for -.-

just pray for the best in life , and isya'allah , allah will give it to me

amin .

im praying hard to get promoted , i did badly for eoy , but seriously i did study hard

i tend to get nervous , during exams period and forget everything ;[

well , insya'allah my prayers will be answered , amin .

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well , will i have my happy ending , or will i not have it?

lets praaaay (!)

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pssssssssssst ; i cant smile properly when im with him .

steaaaam amik gmbr dgn dia dokk -

sorry muka aku mintak kena maki !

eunice kuek , came over my house yesterday
get change and stuffs we hit city hall to buy [______]
it cooooost me a bloody hell $40 -.- , then we had lunch at funan mall ; KFC
mrt-ed to tampinese toooo meeeet my rohaaan ♥ , ! usopdaddysmartypants ,
we walked to 104 -.- its faaaaar " ! , then came ogy and another friend of them ?
alaaaaaahai rohaaan cute mcm fcuk . he wore my smart shirt that i bought for him
sukkkeeeee ah aku ! ;D so amir came , asked them for my money , sume bayar $2 except for rohan .
takpe da biase , everyone call eunice , KUEK - around 8+ , we cab-ed to clementi
i misssss rohaaaan , he make me melt whenever he talk to me !

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OMG !
- there will be no longer the old mira sherman you knew before
- no mixing around with bad company except for the usuals -.-
- see mira sherman with new friends most probably ? chinese the best , pssst ; beng is one
remember , no cheeeap ones , take the expensive because they are the best ;DD

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CAAAAANT WAIT " BESUK GOING OUT WITH AYUSWEEETS !
;DDDD and go cut cut my hair
PSSSSST - S2E HERE I COME ; IM READY FOR IT !
fcukkk cheap friends , you suck

ahky ;DD

everything went so fast , it was so rough and i dont know

what am i thinking now

fcuk friends who cant keeep secret ? cant be trusted ?

whaaatthehell are they thinking ~

i want to be alone , to be free from problems .

but still , they are hunting for me , and i really dont know whats up

with my fcuk life todaaaaaaay , which is totally a fcukkk .

yes fcuk , i flirt with fcuk guys , so ? youre jealous ?

and so , you talk bad things about me ? - well hello !

before you talk about me , see yourself in the mirror ,

mukaaa pecah seribu laaaaa -

and i dont neeed to attract guys attention , because that is not my way

now , i dont neeed so many friends like you to gain a popularity

- hah ! not because of them , who are you siulxz ?

just a normal girl kaaaan - youre no one actually

fyi , everyone is no one .even me , so dont boast around

having a thought that youre a pretty fcuk whom guys are chasing for .

because you know what , we dont give a fcuk care even i do .

cause we know , what are they thinking off fcuk -

; since you bitch about me , wait till ill bitch about you

till you no face to face me and those friends of yours

just wait , till it is your turn because i got sooo many fcuk things

to tell them , you understand ?!

and i dont neeeed cheap friends anymore

ill chooose wisely , because i got someone whom make me smile

no matter how bad i am , and i love her

no matter how bad she is , and eventhough you guys hate her

Berayaaaa with Sheep Dog Crew & West Coast Gang Bang " !

WAS EXTREMELY FUN (!)

they sounds so cute when they say this

" cap mui mui " hahahaha-

rohaaaan's clans came over to my house for raya last sundaaay

ohh , gereeeeek tidak i nyerq jumbo house dapaaaat makan lagy -.-

so i naaaaaak gy your house buleyh taaaak rohaaan ?

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exams ? are terrible shit ass , malaaaay passage was telling alien stories

and malaaaay close passage are asking historical questions ;[ ,

maaaaaaaths ? aaaaargh " its showing me monster face and eggs marks -

georgraphy ? i caaaan see lovely red mraks evrywhere ?!

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andddd im having , alien + monster paper tomorrow that is CHEMISTRY

OMG ! " DIE - NEED TO CALL EUNICE AND BURN MIDNIGHT NOW-

BYEEEEE

feeel like uploading those pictures

miss them likeeee fcuk shit ass siulxz -

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friday , went to meeeet khai pornstaaar and we proceed to airport

gy makaaaaan swensen :D sedaaaaap ~

then after that we mrt-ed to bugis , thinking of watching movie , but end up we dont

he bought a tee from topman , and i wanted to go marina ;]

but he doesnt waaaant to , so we cab-ed to pasir ris ,

sit around psr parkkkk , then take pictures

cab-ed him to 104 and i cab-ed homeeeeeee