thanks to qee kunci for accompany me to town to buy my school stuffs (:
I GOT A DC SHOE FOR 139$ cari sampai ke heeren tau abeh patah balik fareast
so i left my phone with qee kunci pasal tenga rushing so i call her to pass her to sonyaaa
and sonya met me @ sentosa by the time my batt da tak ber-life . PANTAT SIAAAAKZXZXZ

actually rully was supposed to accompany me but he cant make it .
and we celebrated yat's baby and abang fir birthday at sentosa . keneee campak with flour
luckly sonya lend me her pink dress / then i head home with sonya
we talk dirty , ape die main darah uh ? HAHA - love ya !

let me share my story :

this year have been not a great year for me

yet i was blessed with great friends and my family love

- i met alot of guyfriends , some attract me but some didnt

i found this guy , his name is ____ people told he is sweet as ever

so yeah we knew each other with help of my great friends

we met , we talk , we snap pictures & somehow my feelings for him grew

i bought him a tee from bugis , i try my best to change my wearing

for the sake of him . But we never contact after that

i was really sad ): i wish he was beside me , i imagine his face , his smile

then slowly i forget about him untill i met my friend and he told me about the guy

and somehow i remembered those days , i cried silently .

but i told myself there was no point crying yet i did cry :

well after this with the help of my god , i shall forget him

and start a new year . Like what i always said there's alot of fishes in the sea

but alot of it , only a few behave like him

and maybe i havent found one yet .

TAKE YOUR TIME mira , ITS STUDY YEAR NEXT YEAR

like what he texted me , he said he wants our friendship to last long

i hope he means it , i miss you ): and never did i say i love you

now i dont xD im glad we are friends .

happy engagement day

somehow i adore them , their are since

secondary school , how sweeet

he told me he regret patching up , guess what ? i dont give a fcuk care (:
your choice not mine , you regret its your choice , HAVE FUN YOUNG MAN -
you know i dont care if you said sorry then why say , think twice before doing something
i toldcha i hate you


its 3.33 am now , im not asleep yet
im worried im sorry i regret stupid harsh words .
- schooool shoes :vans and volcom bag , see you in school farsians (:


- and please eh takmu buat cerite sini sane aku suke si mawi tu
korang pey rumours tak menjadi lah siulxz , but serious eh kalau aku suke die
aku mesti mau letak kat blog uh , tapi tatau ape asal ley spreaaad eh info mesti kene dapat full uh -.-
FREE FREE ? anything la , nak buat cerite lain buaaaat im fresh yoxzx
i follow the flow . im not the sat sat cheap girl you can find anywhereeeee .

little haidkal , bile kene rasuk baru hati lembut (:

december month sucks alot , i cant wait for a new year xD
well , stupid holidays has beeen boring now adays
luckly i know this guy named rully romally (:
HAHAHA , kite dua berbual craps sia
he asked me to go poly same as him and ride car

i asked him to ride a motorcycle , a goood one while im driving a bmw car !
beraaaangan terbang jauh , but we only memain .

truuuuust me he's cute , k tatau ape nak post
i miss yayat very much and didi sanchi and deedi boya , aisyah , qeelia
andddddd melda and nic chinese dokxzx

BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY APIC MEOW
suda reach 17 belas tahun tapi muka still ada baby face .
betul nye tak fair , jumpe baru dapat present

sorry tak dapat pergi today ):
tapi i app. last weeek my birthday korang nyanyi kan
walaupun tak belikan anything , sweeeet tau !
and and last cup of the day xD and barons .

today was totally a shopping day for dad .
he got himself a guess watch cost $1000 plus , guess wallet
ax perfumes . he bought me bebe top cost $99 (:



mama never at buy anything , entaaaa tatau asal
so mama aku ajaks aunt and ladies cousin out for dinner at newton
we haaaaad seafoooods , and it cost mama 180$ and we head home after thaaaat

but beforeeeeeeeeee that i
chat-ed with rully romally / sedaaaap namenye .
HAHA he save my life yesterday , thank you (:
im gonna sing for him one day , tu pon doa eh rully telinga takmu pekak pasal sedaaaap sangat
well i see you soooon

reply to tags :
passerby : im in fairfield methodist . i know im cute and i didnt know im not pretty (:

bloghopper : every lady is a bitch , and my bitchy look doesnt bother

another bloghopper : who are you ? know me first

passerby : even if i have messy hair its my problem not yours , if its not nice then dont see xD

ully : you are ? hmm , it doesnt what people think of me because they dont know me like how i know myself
or maybe then cant accept how i live my life and behave like and yeah ill chnge and take my time . luvya !

passerby : if i dont give respect to others , why do i respect somepeople who derserve my respect
and if you didnt get mine and start complaning get yourself change .

my birthday day <3

ini namenye naz

apic . bryan . atok and enta tau namenye

diorang sing birthday song for me ): so cute

ini baeng belakangnya enta ?

meeet baeng .

itu apic . bryan dgn atokitu mira and dannie and dannie nye kawan
beeeest ~ sayang doraaaang bebanyak
THEY SO SWEEET SIA SING FOR MY
BIRTHDAY SONG , AWWW ):

btw kawans - kawans , miraaa bukan dgn billy guns laaaa ~
takmu fikir bukan bukan

sooon this baby will be mine sooon , hopefully
ill ordered it by tomorrow or end of this weeek
so i wont ask mum for any cash since this is from the net
shazran wanted this PUMA shoe from some website but it doesnt ship it to singapore ):
same goes to the shoe i wanted , but then i came across that baby of mine
but im helping him to seacrh the same shoes , susa tau tapi tolong nye pasal

TAKLEY BILANG APE BRAND , INI SEMUA UNDERGROUND
i wanted to get a baby phat shoe but then common ?
but this is new in singapore and girls world , so yeaaaaaaaaaaaah

to reader : oh aku tak step highclass pun
aku perna use bill but comeon , overload uh smpi 700$-800$
isnt it a waste ? tu duit boleh beli kasut
lagypuns , topup is better and prepaid aku low only 1-2 days only
so yeaaaaaah .

loook exboyfriend so cute ^.^

bloooody ass , im not going to play
cause sister didnt want to , so mum didnt allow me :\
asshole her , so we will going to some god knows thing on the 20th
and zouk event which is not at zouk -.-. - still thinking dokxzx nak gi ke tak like menggek only ?
but on the 22nd , im going to zouk ^.^ haha , go throuing brother tingy . hopefully lepas .

on the 31 , will headed to db.o because sister doing some party there .
oh its her birthday so most probably ill be counting down thre w/o friends

i planned to go to sentosa but somehow the age limit was 18 and above
downtown east ? totally full of minahs and mats , cheap ones

sister is giving me troubles , argh or else ill be having fun now
fcuk her kncb . but didi would be happy now since im not going
but rohan is there ): kepala lakinye betul !

- well i texted this cute guy today so his name is ray xD
he's really cute dokxz , well he tipu me yknow at first he say " who are you looking for "
so i didnt reply takut sala number , sekali the number msg-ed me and say its ray
aaaaaaah geram sia , cause he always tipu me . but damn cute
i told him my birthday coming liao , he said tak kesah
kan macam ape tapi tetap cute sia , sanggup topup pasal nak text die

and some fcuker toooook my 20 bucks . aaaaah sialan tol .
sape siulxz , cb !
& im getting new kicks by this weeeeeeeeeeek , da chck 216$
i love bunda . i love papa . i love granny . i love granpa .
they gave me kachings $$ my pay da coming soooooooooooooon ready
promised to belanja aby seoul garden only her and the rest money will be to someone else
i love giving people money :\ i mean donating to the pooors .
p/s : my mum & i donate duit to the mosque evrysaturday because we are not stingy
help the pooors and they will pray for you

oh i wanna share to you guys something :
i got a crush on this guy because somehow he's 1 year younger then me
he's kinda cuteee , not kinda but really . well , like seriously i saw him evryweeeeek .
i told gfs and they say go for him , aaaah tu pon if die nak , aku bukan pey lawa dokxzx

SENTOSA 15/12/08

most fave pic

yang belakang grind mira kat laut xD

im barbie , meet my boyfriend : ken(BILLYGUNS) xD

lets update :
i reached late , harris and yat waited 1hr for me :D
so we cabbed to vivo and had lunch
meeee the rest around four reaching five we head to sentosa
we goooot and bought alot of beers , amsterdam . barons . anchor .
ken(BLIIYGUNS) gave me barbie xD how sweeeet .

came zieqa and the rest they got me dolls .
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then da gitugitu . da drink and all
we head back to sentosa bus point , and took alot pics
above are some will update more soon .

went back to vivo annnnnd slack

toook pictures too

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GOING CLUB TOMORROW -

for every girl , from everyworld





i caaaaant wait for tomorrow :
heaaading to yat's place to do some bread doing with shiny chef xD

hahahahaha , yat said he will be only layan-ing
me (of course) , sonya , hafiz and our baby mia
not our uh , but hafiz baby LOL , macam mane nak jage anak if sume mabok nanti

pandaipandai uh nanti k semua .

someone make me pissed off ~
was suppose to go raffles hotel wih badboy , gi orang kahwen
bey end up org da bgn die da otw gi his granny house :( - peeraaaaasan uh ni part
baaaabi kan die , eh die mandi dgn smallest boy (nazhan) tadi pagi .
eeeeeeeee , ape je you
abeh , smlm abg irsyad (badboy) ajar nazhan ckp mira gemuk .
hahahaha ! memandai , uh ni anak .
k bile nak jumpe , rinduuuu tau . BJ xD

so i cant reply his msges , prepaid low neyh .
haha , kalau mama da balik , die tak otf tau , kan kan kan ?
alalalala .

ohh that for badboy not youuuu , wakakaka .

besokkk yat nak grind mira dalam air .
but mira akan grind die duluuu uh tak kesa . babi die tol xD

zieqa.mira.abghandsome

drink drunk ~ was seriously fun xD
it was really cute to see my abg handsome drunk dok , haha !
" yat boleh control , yat boleh control " at last munta like waterfall
mcm mane tak rabak , 3 orang abeskan 1 full absolute dokxzx
me sonia and yayat :\

went bulatbulat and gombak crews mintak siket , since ade 3/4 of it left
aku da pelokek mintak , so satu org siket je ^.^
then baby goooot me barbie , kimek lawaaaaa siul , = oh from aisyah !

then i joined sdc and wcgb they bought drink
then i followed , brotherbrother lane . LOLxzx
first cheers , its for my brother (edwin) , awwww sweeeeeeeeet :D
haha , then they ask me i jiwe manenye , mesti uh tanda tanya .

caaaant wait for 15 , sentosa with only beloved .
i love them alotalotalot . nak meeeeeet abang handsome lagi
he so comel sia ,

opit , merajok pasal mira tak layan msg die ! haha sorry xD
promise tak laaaaaagi k
& i miss khai ollie my joko boy , hoooooooow ?
- sister have beeeeen great today , ape nye , budakbudak ade budak nutz
kenyit mate katnye dokxzxz , comeon uh .

cute huh ? hafiz drew it for me :D ty !

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somehow i learnt something new today :

to accept something unexpected , because everyday

you can start it fresh clean .

i must always remember that family come first then friends

because they give you foods and money and stuffs

they can only you pains - i can tell brother for a good example .

, time senang brother datang look and have fun

time susah brother tak tolong -

meaning friends come and go true ?
only true ones stays no matter what and give you hope and advice
the rest the they go for , idk ?

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eh rindu meo and didi siulxz .
cnfirm duedue tga goncang eh . kan da malam niek :D
hahahahahahahaha , k bile ni nak balik rindu siaaaaaaaaaaaaaal ~
tak saba . tak saba . tak saba .
mira good girl k , msg dorang pagy pagy bute

i want new highcut kicks :( i want nike ones .

give me my applebottom jeans and baby phat tops for my birthday

i need to cut my hair short because this style sucks mcm cina-cina uh ^.^

i wana have a new boyfriend because im bored living single life , so tell me not to jual mahal -.-

i want to play around with new friends because i think the old ones are backstabbing me :(

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

fcuk me -.-. im super lazy to plan all thos fcuk birthday for myself

and i ask sister to get me chivas and she said im just a young girl

so she's getting me e33 ? k takpe jama dokxzx tu haram shit .

then im getting a bottle of baron and wine for godness sick of enjoying

my saturday night , babyloves getting me a little cake ^.^

eh i so love my stupid plan because i wanna get tipsy and not drunk

hopefully , idk what my dad and mama getting me this year .

i want a gucci bag , like seriously , they get me a stupid $600 necklace last year

and i lost it : , im asking brother for a new kicks . and apple bottom jeans dokxzx

but sister present is the best still , my god sister nak bukakan aku bottle lagi satu

ape lagu , aku agak bukan tipsy dokxzx ! HAHA

after five days , everything just change

and i swear i cant accept this stuffs -

you change really change not my blood heart i use to know .

maybe they are the fun ones and im not
maybe they are the popular ones and im not

like what i say , i dont really care - but i only care about you leaving or not leaving me .

never did i did anything to you but this !? , maybe karma hah ?
yes i think , my birthday are coming and this .
no no , i wont want this to happen , suck really suck

i did everything for you and the best i could

i cheer you up for every r/s problems and now terbalik ?
i know you find them fun k - but serious i aint a doll for you to keep me away just like that
, i put everything my trust and stuffs , but you crash it

The most upseting thing happened two nights ago.
I'll tell you the story and you, as a third party,

can and shall ampatise with me.

Friends are supposed to care for one another.

To be truthful but tacful at the same time.

To stand up for you in times of trouble and so on and so fourth.
To think after one has put in years of time and effort to do his/her part as a frend and to get blown of after so many years is like a butifuly painted egg being craked and made into scrambled eggs.

We've been frends since like forever and to hear this comming from her just breaks my heart into a thousand peices.

Makeing a claim like that is bound to distroy a frendship.

Like when your besttest frend tells someone else like, ' oh yeah, she's so ugly and stupid. '

Or when your besttest frend tells someone else like, 'oh yeah, I don't like her but I hang out with her becuse she's rich. '

I mean, wouldn't that make a frendship very superfecial?
And yes, what she said about me hurts me alot.

People tell me to not think about it so much if it's not true.

But what upsets me is that I feel used and cheeted at the same time.
To think I've told her evrything and trusted her that much relly tears me apart.
Why did she have to say sumthing like that about me to sumone one else.

I detest that

sometimes i dont know whre i always went wrong
too many guys ? not much time indeed

too many friends ? too little time to know each other

too many problems ? a little time to solve

how come everything change , how come happiness went away just like that :(

life is so unfair .

ive always been thinking
if you still treasure me like before .

if you still hold on to our promises like before
if you still cheer me up like before

if you still will be my expensive eating patner like before

if you still text me like before

life have been a bitch now adays :(
when suddently my love one left me alone
when suddently i find the fun ones
when suddently i forget about him
when suddently i view old crush friendster
when suddently i view his friend friendster
when suddently i like him when i dont know him
when suddently i pray to have him
because it happen in a fast way and now still waiting .

& rini rainbow said sorry , kau senang-senang buang aku . kau nak jilat luda kau balik pah ?
sekali kena aku tanak kena lagi ah eh ! kau gi uh sial nan kawan baru kau , aku pon dade aku nye. S A S U E Y

meeeeeeting babyhearts today . miss them k !
and setan boy is away now till idk when , he gave me a msg before he left
and we fight the night before he left and i didnt get to call him , what the fish ~
and he suddently say , i change . padehal die yang : haiz takpe
i

pictures from rebel & mira sherman .

enjoy k !

was suppose to meet yan too poo but end up i met rebel

so ytp :( , so met rebel at boon lay control ~

and we head to jurong point and had our lunch at pizza hut

my treat , oh pida baby work thre , i miss her like superrrrr alot k

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so we chit chat , then look for my sister .

abey gitu we went library , view people friendster and stuffs

kite webcam ^.^ kite webcam like sial k , smpi 169 pictures dokxzx

paling geks skali , when kite feeeling like model gitu , my favy .

around seven we went out from library and went to the interchnge

search for clothes , lawa jugaaaak ~

hahahaha . da uh

nak meeet rebel on saturday uhhh ~

tak saba and her bloodz , luvya !

hey readers .

ill be away and will be back soooooooon k ?

keep on tagging ;D

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ill missed the sallys today :(

i missed their show last year and again this year .

ergh ~

ohh yesterday i had fun webcaming with adan ,

fooooh die tunjok die nye tattoo k ? cantik la b !

- then webcam with sky meo , hahaa !

gileeee sia meo , on the phone pon gileeeeee ~

memang gileeee , k mira bawakan mira condom bile balik singapore k !

hahahahaha ~ ade die ckp mira nak bukak baju bile tga webcam .

sakit otaaaaak sia meo , HAHAH ! meeet cepat , cepat meeeet

- so i otf with bill till 3 then my batt went flat .
then at 3+ yan too pooo called me , till 3 plus

then i put down the phone and continue playing psp ~

AND OHHH ~

TO AHPENG , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALRIGHT .

you know ill get you something ^.^ !

sorry for the late present , im out of singapore ,

have a fun birthday out todaaaaaaaaay -

and to the rest :

what else do you guys want huh ?

i got sick and tired of dramas and stuffs .

rini , i thought youre the best 5 ladies but you prove me wrong

now , go ahead , go ahead and brainwash my friends k ?

ive got nothing left to say just because you got little friends

you wanna take mine , go ahead and take

but remember stay away from fya , aisyah , qeelia and irene k

and if you want to bitch about ,hell ! go ahead and bitch ,

because i dont give a fcuk shit , because you cant

accept the reality that i live my life like how is it now .

and ohh please , i thought you bitch about nunu behind her ~

get a lifeeeeee , if you can do that to her , you can do that to me

besides youre her 10 year friend and still can bitch about her

HAAAAAAH ~ get a lifeeee dok !

im cooool girl , im dope fresh .

just text me k you guys .

i buleyh reply . i love you semuaaaaa ~

muacksmuacks .

sooo , for the rest

ill link you guys sooon , sorry for the late linky .

take careeee ok korang .

to irene baby , you take care tahu .

i love youuuu , muacksmuacks

its 2.31 am now and im not asleep yet .
i didnt have enough sleep yesterday night & oh thanks to
this one sports school guy who call me in the middle of my sleeping night
at around 5 am i guess so we chitchat on the phone till 6 near 7am .
then i text pab , he was awake and so he called me and we chat till 8 am
and i off me to have some sleeep .
so , i woke up get bath and get myself all ready , met chiqka & we cab-ed to zouk
somehow the place is double the fun then playclub but the crowds are boring .

then we bus-ed to tiong and had our lunch/dinner .
i left my half a meal to meet someone , so yeah after that
went vivo and bought me and tyqa nike lanyards .

psssssst ; the asc(barker) guy i saw at zouk was damn cute ^^
hahaha ! fall ah siulxz . LOL ! thats fya friend btw , tolak k girl !
haha

, to rini
thanks for leaving me when i got no one else in my life k
i app. alot of what you have done to me now .
go ahead and join other bitches who bitch about me k , and ohh but let me tell
you that youre not perfect k ^^ , LOL ! thanks for this fcuk shit
you never spend time with me lately , still nak banyak bunyik !
padehal satu cite pon tatau , eh kau jalan sua k , and ohh i wont hate you
because i act like as if i dont know you .

, to irene
i know no matter bad i am , and no matter how much people hate me
you wont . I love you and thanks for being there .
same goes to fya ! rebel ! osha ! dewi ! aisyah ! deedi !

- im heading to town with yat tomorrow
i miss you , and oh i miss rohan :(

- saturday have been a fun day for me

i meet with billyguns . bill . huzai . atok at lot one

&head to town and met up with talib , aish and haidkal -

then we went to marina and lepak at this one area ,

, then security came by , so we ran as fast as we could

and i followed , atok and huzai we went into marina mandarin ^^

HAHAH , i miss the time with kechyk , dewi and nunu ;[

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so went out from there and we saw a rainbow , HAHA .

jakon k kite semua , then we played arcade

by the time aku da rabak k tetap play racing ! HAHA .

then bill send me off to rooftop , met up with osha and yani .

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then met izzy lane , ab lane , sume ah .

then adeq lollipop jugak , k ah kite sume gossip ^^

then went fourstick saw linsa , took pictures and stuffs

BTW , im going zouk with deedi and chiqka !

weeeee ~!

life have been a sicko like seriously .

ontop of that the game has started , youre so gonna win alright .

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you ! you gave me a choice to choose .

when i gave you the answer , you told me not to talk cock .

youre like driving me super crazy , tell me what you want

im trying to be the best i could .

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i miss this two sisters of mine like superb .

satu memang nmpk kat ruma . lagi satu satu bulan nmpk sekali

haha - satu buleyh simpan secret . satu asek tell mama !

tapi dua dua tetap aku nye , super hero sisters

damn hell , come home sooon , need to tell you something .

i love your story when you beat up fida in the club ^^

*muacks*

first of all , i got promoted x]
fooooooh - trust me i was super damn happy
that i inform everyone (!)
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okay holidays have been killing me now adays .
oh i need cash badly . actually not only cash
eh i neeeed someone to go out with x]
blooody friends are mine are totally busy x[ , fcuk shit .
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im heading to cousin crib today , fooh at last -.-
i dont know where to go this saturday as i find town is such a boring place
to go evryweek ;[ !
hahahaha , maybe wildwildwet with six sisters .
aww i miss them teribble much , haha to many stories to share ^^
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i dont know who to meet this saturday , oh emamama , i miss her :
lets go for a drink kiddy ride :) . im meeting irene baby tomorrow
jiwe bebe ah bebe , she have a her own :x
i dont want to post actually , im hungry . im tired .
i dont know what am i feeeling now .
i feel like going shopping , not really actually . toldcha i dont know what im feeling now
eh wait ?! maybe going out , but i dont feel like .
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i chat-ed with bella dangdut yesterday ^^ , i miss her like cb k ?!
we gossip here and there as usual , girl talk :D , and she gave me some advice
about staying away from people bf , tapi dorang yang gatal kat mira ! haha
old twinnie - emmabel online as well . god damnit i miss her like fcuk much k !
bila mahu jumpaaaa . lu bilang wa , *cium satu muka dekat emmabel & bella *
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qeee online and she told me she miss me !
eh i miss you tooo <3 , so much
*hug + kiss*

ill upload more pictures soon -

i was in a very badbad mood yesterday

untill i received a msg from muhammad irwan ~

hahaha , its been a soso long time since he text me

and i see him anywhere , rinduuuu dokxzx .

well , to the fake mira sherman

kau gi mati k ? tag kawan aku sume ~

aku tau ah holiday x] cari la kerja

daripade mebuat dosa , k ?
aku malas nak layan kau k , kau buat ah ape kau nak

& to sesiape yang tak puas kat aku kan .
pasal si fcuk to tag , ask me thru msn k ?
and to that

meeet my joko x]

rinduuuuu die siulxz . k ah tuesday eh tueday

sentosa ~

die ade siket bengap . tatau ape tu luge x]

HAHAHAHA .

saturday x]

met fee terbang and nini ke'ai

- watch kude kepang ah ehk

we had fun ah together , rindu feefly siulxz .

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then i met up with my gangster girl : ogy xD

we head to town , because i wanna do some shoppy shop

i got myself a stussy top & another sleek series shoes

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oh well well , the shoes im not copying anyone alright

LOL . i got the sleek series shoes before this -.- " so please no comments

i swear the shoe is common but the colour its limited

we had dinner at fin chill , the foods are absolutely delicious

sunday x]

went orang kawen ? with my parents .

ohh there is a kude kepang too , but it was more scary then

the yesterday one . the songs are quite fast . i love the today one

, i have a thought of joining but somehow its syirik " , so aku tanak ade dose

puas hati buat dose lain :] & most probably dad's getting me

cute lappy by tomorrow .

ive been busy now adays :

busy with irene baby laaaaa , sape lagi aku nak gi layan kan !

, but she is busy with her new satsat boyfriend

" last long tawukk , aku biken kau if tak k ? HAHA "

& aku punya sooon , aku nan tu die pon mcm tak kena siulxz

i have been busy learning dance now adays , k ah buleyh ckp

proooo dokxzx , shake sini shake sane , HAHA .

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maths paper is as easy as 123 . geog papers are killing me :/

physics chem was okaylaaaaaa . hopefully i passed ? amin .

^^ since school are over now , its time to dye my hair and cut it

im going shopping tomorrow , hopefully mama will give me more $$
and ill have my adidas dress and bottoms from flow .

ill have more bebe tops when dad bring me to shop and my shoes toooooo .

mum haven bought me my shoes :( , and zara heels :(

0.0 haha " joko ! sunday k please :( , saturday nak gy town ah !

kkkk ? please joko pleaseeeee *hug*

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I MISS MY BABYHEARTS BADLY
:( IRENE , QEE KUNCI & AISYAH

flyer ey flyer x]

saturday k saturday

so most probably i wont be coming down to marina :(

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ok , ive been not a little okay lately
but im trying my best to be one .
thats why i bring joko to flyer this saturday
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fun ah mesti fun , rindu tu anak joko tuuu
btw my soccer babies da balik singapore tawuuuuk
rindu ah rinduuuuuu ~
k da so rohan ? da la . gy mati -

duit da berlambak oi aku kuakaan .
then niek macam ? shit ah shit !:(

saturday was the worst but fun still

i was really masai and ugly

still my dewi , yantootpoo , adan , bang and the rest

said im cute still :D luvya !

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thanks to evryone who take care of us .

especially qee bbyxz and yan too poo

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lepaaaak & lepaaaak

till 11+ and head home

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& to that someone ill chnge the way i wear
since i know you didnt like it .

i wont wear streets . ill wear something sopan

i promise <3.

because i thought i tolcha ill give everything i can k .

you know i mark my words

& to qee bby :D
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY

HAVE A GREAT JOURNEY LIFE AHEAD K ?
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU EVENTHOUGH YOURE A BITCH

HAHA K , memain je

& sorry for troubeling you and thanks k pasal jage you

nyerq baby sweethearts bila trip

on tuesday we will send you to the airport .

and hope you will get your babylove back

i love you bebanyak ok

friday night

i met up with irene bbyxz at town with fifi cs

so we survey shoes and clothes , thinking what to wear

so i was searching for dresses and heels :D

and bikini too . haha k

so we head marina then dewikechyk came

so kite borak-borak then bubal pasal

ade la lelaki-lelaki tertentu .

& i head home after that

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well , i express everything to appy

but i understand you k

i miss you :(

im speechless now . seriously speechless .

things are getting more and more worst

& seriously im not ready to accept all the fcuk things

that are happening all around me

close friends know ive never been so weak like this before

but today i am .

Tears just keep rolling down my cheeks

whenever im thinking of that " thing "

and what people say about me ? im too weak to accept that .

still daddy is on my side . i love you & dad i know everything
happen for a reason . But for me those reasons are just bullshit -

can someone make me happy please ? ,

no matter how bad people treat us

we know we are still the best for each other .

no matter how sad you are , you know you can count on me

whenever tears drop on my face , you will say

" sape bikin kau " ?

no matter how bad people label us
we still know we are bitches from outside
no matter how people treat us like as if we dont exist
we still know , we are :D
no matter how much guys hurt us .
we know we regret knowing them
no matter how our gfs make ourself miserable
we know , they are bitches
no matter how masai we are
we know we are still the imm , guys will find for -
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i love you inside out
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pfffft ; im weak and i cant just stop crying .
i hate myself and yes i suck
forget it . i wanna mia .

im speechless now :

things are getting more worst ?

i cant accept this .

i wanna move on , but im too weak

god help me -

i wanna stay away from some peoples

i want to forget all this and begin with a new beginning

im growing another year older this 20 december

so , now im now preparing , i know its early

but the earlier the better right ?

im still thinking , where to celebrate it ? some suggestion please ?

drop it on my taggy board loves !

six sisters , i expect presents from you .

i will decorate my venue with colourful helium balloons
& six sisters one from you guys each , more from sharina

my choosen drinks , abit of trying
& no getting drunks

- and will have this lovely chocolates
+ more gummies and skittles :D

and i try my best to get this cupcakes ordered
for my birthday

isnt it adorable ?

& i only invite my best people and not you shiet people