confession

The most upseting thing happened two nights ago.
I'll tell you the story and you, as a third party,

can and shall ampatise with me.

Friends are supposed to care for one another.

To be truthful but tacful at the same time.

To stand up for you in times of trouble and so on and so fourth.
To think after one has put in years of time and effort to do his/her part as a frend and to get blown of after so many years is like a butifuly painted egg being craked and made into scrambled eggs.

We've been frends since like forever and to hear this comming from her just breaks my heart into a thousand peices.

Makeing a claim like that is bound to distroy a frendship.

Like when your besttest frend tells someone else like, ' oh yeah, she's so ugly and stupid. '

Or when your besttest frend tells someone else like, 'oh yeah, I don't like her but I hang out with her becuse she's rich. '

I mean, wouldn't that make a frendship very superfecial?
And yes, what she said about me hurts me alot.

People tell me to not think about it so much if it's not true.

But what upsets me is that I feel used and cheeted at the same time.
To think I've told her evrything and trusted her that much relly tears me apart.
Why did she have to say sumthing like that about me to sumone one else.

I detest that