confession

im speechless now . seriously speechless .

things are getting more and more worst

& seriously im not ready to accept all the fcuk things

that are happening all around me

close friends know ive never been so weak like this before

but today i am .

Tears just keep rolling down my cheeks

whenever im thinking of that " thing "

and what people say about me ? im too weak to accept that .

still daddy is on my side . i love you & dad i know everything
happen for a reason . But for me those reasons are just bullshit -

can someone make me happy please ? ,