I know i got enough of this .
But i gotta juggle everything equally
I left with 4 more weeks to my prelims but im lazy to study :(
Im having a tiff with baby this few days , nah we are okay sometimes
but we started fighting when it came to night time -.-" Like cb !
Which makes my mood to study gone to my angry-ness , fcuk it man
Im deciding to study alone everyday at JE library everyday at least 2 hours before i got home
I know ill be tired and i wish someone to accompany it to do it
From now , i have been saving money for baby's birthday
as im getting him 9 DICKIES PANTS :) with my own money
and not my parents so he could taste it .
I saved at least $5 every single day , good huh ?
9 DICKIES PANTS MEANS ALL THE COLOURS
who will be doing that ?only his cute girlfriend :]

I make him mad just now , haha !
Gotta go to bed now , and im busy with my own things

*blow me a kiss*
Im craving for it already
A month left , lets count down
Yknow i hate it , JULY HAVENT STARTED YET

Hey sup people .
First day of school was -.-" i got 5 periods of free period
but i ended school at 6 pm .
Baby texted me and he got his hair chop off ! CHOP OFF !
and now he's having fever :( , ouch get well soon*

to 2175981 :
Haha , first and for all i never say im good . If i behave 'sial' it doesnt bother you anyway.
Oh if everyone gonna laugh at me , so ? My skin is really thick remember ? Nini didnt reply
but why the hell she texted me huh huh ? Oh okay ? Hey i can just spread what she have done but im keeping quiet because her dignity is gonna be down if i said something -.-" I already warned i dont have feelings if people got blood up my head . I never ask who are you ? And okay la youre nini part of family :) Okay , meet her face to face if i have the time , currently busy with PRELIMS ,need to catch up my dreams rather than having a stupid brain . How you know my pussy is itchy ? Wah can rase uh , so goood eh ? She said she dont wanna change ? But she told she will , wth ? Okay you will make her change eh , good sey
how you do uh ? If youre 24 then how am i suppose to react , okay if she dance better then i do then why the hell people said she dance like -.-" during the beach party , take it to the floor then ? Oh she from school talented so ? Because one mintute of fame ? Okay , i dont need that , i mean i do act for my school shows and also musical :) Ya , this is what i get , again , how am i suppose to react ? Oh , your adik got a lot of friends ? Great , Strangers know her ? Hah ?! Im still thinking if they know me too ! If they dont , they wont call my names :) If im arrogant , AITE ! No friends ? AITE ! they cant give me what i wanna be .
So why bother ? People hate me ? alright , im still wondering why they are with me .. People say i like sial , AGAIN HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO REACT .? I have gone to far , not yet . Its middle of the road , I never say im a princess . oh great *clap hands* people hate me but yet they are with me . LOL , best eh ? Kalau macam gini . :) You pray that ill die early ? Hmm only god know whose the real me . May your prayes will back turn you back . Amin ! Ape aku mampu , kau pon mampu ? Alright ? Everyone got hati la , if dont have they will die man !Hahaha , budak baru naik ? baikk punya beb ! i likeee , yes if true aku baru naik why eh ?

So let me end my June holidays to a great posting and summarise what i have done
For the first week , i have been busy with schools , a lot of homeworks have been done
& saturdays and sunday catch up with breath competiton'09
A day where a lot friendships was build .
I also met my old bestfriend , Rini Rainbow
For the sunday , i skipped st james and headed church to support
baby's people


As for the second week , i did nothing the whole week
I spend alot of time with baby , its gonna be the memorable one
in my calender . The week i got my first kiss from him
We had movies too , He accompany me shop the whole town
The week shows the best of him


The third week wasnt a good one though
Baby and I had a good time till it was on Wednesday
He asked for break up due to my behaviour but thank allah he save it
Funky Lil Nutz cheer me up , how sweet huh ? they gave me advices :]
But then we dont look like we was having problem
and i catch his performance and heeren with some babes

The forth week wasnt great , i wasnt feeling good at all
and baby thought i was having H1N1 .
It was our 5 months week but we didnt celebrate
but he got me moving yesterday


& i upload alot alot of pictures soon aite

There is still a lot of pictures but i only have this at this point of time

Basically yesterday i was spending my time with baby till the competition ends .
I wasnt feeling right till we had our dinner due to the conflicts we had the other time
So after dinner , we head back to the comp and joke around
As per normal , baby got me laughing the whole time .
But he and looking at the chickies got me pissed , but at least he hold my hand
the whole time .
FLN got second , *thumbs up*
They also celebrated nadyra birthday , oh by suprising her by cake . How sweet ^.^
Baby keep on disturbing me because i was short . HAAAH cb right he ?
I send him off to teban , and we have a talk and looking at the moon
Baby didnt kiss me because i was sick but he let me smell and hug him
Stil i kiss him , cb right perangai , cant resist sial :]

Now i miss him because i cant meet him for one month , imagine uh ?
The other time , i was talking to my twin g' . G means girl -.-"
Naddy* she was great , i mean she dont behave like how she look , so sarcastic :]
we was talking about pinocchio ! LOL

and fcuk besok da sekolah sial ! siaaaala pey mendak

Sup humans , to pb
yes , we are in this together , whats up with that huh ? huh ?
everyday i look at the mirror to comb my hair , but i just smile to myself
i never say i was pretty , but people do say i am
Thats the reason i just smile trying to descovering my beauty
Haha , itchy pussy ? At least not ? cheap pussy aite girl !
get that right , at least i want a fame like her
i mean , people know me yea !
if now you people gonna talk about adeq lolipop and me
go ahead , my skin is thick

IF MY PUSSY IS ITCHY , I ALREADY LEFT MY AMEER FOR LONG
HEY , IM FAITHFULLY
& OH , I BET TONS OF GUYS ARE ALREADY LIKING ME
LOL , perasan ? go ask them ...
muahahaha


arent they my people first
who named me Barbie ? you suck *middle finger up*

Sup people , let get this clear aite

Sappp , to some asshole PSSB2 get this clear in your head
I only go for dance workshops if i got free time alright -.-" and please im not a "minah or something ?

I never step hip hop like some asshole chica , you know who right ?

Nah , i only inlove with the genre and basically not everything about hiphop

i love their dance moves , and stuffs -.-"

MIND IT PEOPLE , OR LOSERS

and and , a thing is i wanna be a VERSATILE DANCERS

& i dont need FAME LIKE SOME BITCHE WHO DESPERATE GETTING HERSELF

OR OPENING SOME CREW

some small bitch , who make my baby gf into hospital

I get scolded from baby when i wanted to go town

Too bad , i was feeling so dizzy and my body was heavy

I still dragged myself because i was craving for CHIPPY , no reason for it

So i headed home first from clark quay , my girls make me go happy today

I LOVE FOODS & baby was so caring he tot i was having H1N1

haha , im alright love .

Thanks for getting me this saturday tix and pay for it , baru $2

i takya bayar balik okay sayangs !

The other day i got to catch NFA match against Woodlands W.

It was not really nice game , i went with adeq lollipop and her mama

BISENG , she went off because it was emergency

Nic cine who look like my boyfriend , didnt play that well

As usual , NFA WON , again and again .

How i wish they will lose one day

Good luck for tomorrow match , sucka's

Today marked the date 26' another month being together

Chances , Love , Care , Hugs , Kisses , Fights

Baby , you know i love you -

I appreciate all the things you did for me
And im sorry for always scolding you without asking

Now, everyday i got scoldings from you

But its okay , boy - you're the best !

Moon & Star , we are them

I LOVE YOU , SULAIMAN LIL SON'

My new HAIRCUT , ENOY

This melda , makes me go wild !

LOL , love ya

I slept at 4 am because i waited for boyfriend ended up he didnt text me
I was disapointed but hey think positive
He went out with his family today , play golf i guess ?
I stayed at home and treat myself a cone of ice cream and chips
Another thing im sad about is we aint going out during our 5 monthsary
Well i was hoping for it , rather than seeing him on dance competiton
We was supposed to watch movie again , but i guess he got enough of movies

My heart is rather soft this few month since i dont really express everything out to him

I woke up by Gee message asking if im going to today workshop
I decided to tag along with her and Hetty since im alone
ended up those babes wanted to catch Freekzy
Its okay , ill wait for another workshop . Come fast please

My boyfriend was supposed to have Asia Youth Games thingy
but it was postponed ! LOL , he was mad , nah normal thing
Ended up now he's having headache , i guess not enough water
due to the hot weather and practices
get well soon honey !

Im going out with babygirls tomorrow , damn !
I miss them

OH YA , THE POST ITS FOR YOU CHICA !

I was never in a good mood .
Why and never happy , I hope you die in a car crash
for bringing down my name and make people pissed off because of me
Why me ? Because im close with you people and you think you can put my down
& people will hate me . Remember , you can never mess with me
Because im smart at making things right
You understand me ?
F-U-C-K Y-O-U , D-I-E I-N A -C-R-A-S-H




I WANNA JUMP HIGHER BUT I FEEL LIKE CRASHING DOWN TO THE GROUND
AND CRY
I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING AND TELL EVERYONE IM BETTER THAN SHE DO
I WANNA SHOUT TO THE WORLD AND TELL BABY , I LOVE YOU"
I FEEL THROWING MY SHOES AWAY
I WANNA DANCE TO LET OFF MY FEELINGS BUT WHOSE GONNA DO IT WITH ME
WHOSE GONNA DANCE WITH ME
AND MAKE ME TURN ROUND

lets do it tomorrow .

Nadyra , Happy Sweet Sixteen
Finally you can go underage party and watch NC 16 movies
But too bad , not a legal yet
Have a great journey ahead , good luck with O's , MALAY! , dance
god bless
*mana telur ? manaaa*


Five more days to my 5th months .
I got alot of ups and downs with that guy already
But still we are here strong , joke at each other hair
He promise to fly with me up high and touch the stars
I love you , Funky Sparks

Im still thinking this , if you people out there think im here are going down im not
Low profile ? SOOO , popularity are never making me going down .
Who ? What ? I dont need drinking liquors to bring me up high , i dont need open bottles
for people in that scenes to stick with me , I got my own yo .

I pop that bottle before you do , I was in that scene first .
They are my people first . Getting high was my thing .
That pose was mine . So now you think youre placing me
Im gonna get back into my past scene , You got me ? Bitch

You spend on cheap / sale clothes , lil chica .
Youre fanatic , Youre a Minah .
You dont suit , to get my position .

Im gonna BE BAAACK .

Ill take my people back , Ill make people hate you .
God , people may hate me , but they are always here
Everyone wanna be my friend , even you ! Dont deny it bitch
You was being arrogant , when u got close to me .
damn , lil kiddo , youre like so down , dowwwwn

Yes , We areeee Back :]

I had my hair done , ill capture it soon alright ?
As for saturday , i went down to Bboy Championship
Baby came down late , so i had my dinner ? with jason , din and riza
Then met up with shafeeqah(sp?) ,so baby came and got a big laugh at my hair
sucha asshole .
After his performance , Hetty called boyfriend and I down .
As if we did something wrong ? Nah we came down
And had a talk with rhyfresh yoxzx , a fuss ? Naah
only between us right ?

Baby and I wanted to catch a movie but there wasnt nice movie ?
So we went back , and lets end here because we fight after that
LOL ....
but we areee okaaaay now ...



Bye bitches ...


i love boyfriend

Love is great , it comes from God
Hurts come from us , we do it

I should elaborate what happen , only Lil Funky Groove know what happen
They gave me alot of advices especially , syafeeqah/baby aircho
She shared alot of thing with me . Im sorry if ameer back out alright ?
Thank god , you're great :]
of course we get along that fast , because excuse me , we got this
crazy mindset , you people dont know

Boyfriend and i had a talk , and we headed back to his place
because he's having night practice
I was rapping the whole journey , HAAAH -
we had a race , im the loser one
I got him a bottle of drink , because he's the winner

Basically , i love him ?
Im speechless only if you readers know why

Im know broadcasting what happen till im ready
because its my fault and i cant accept the fate

Thanks , baby aircho , natasha , rid , din , jason , iffah! , hafiz , eeza !
Basically all who got me cheer and stay strong ,

This if for my boyfriend

Why people came up and making stories about us ?
Because they cant do us nothing
Youre the one i want and i continue loving
And imma always be there for you

And no one knows , Why im into you
And i dont care what they say , Im gonna be with you

You are everything in my life, see the joy you bring
And aint no one I compare you to
And I know that you will never
walk away from me no matter what
And thats why I plan to do the same thing for you .


This is for BabyGirls

Too many stories have taken over me
People have been making up stories to get us apart
Some bitch are the one behind this
Still the one in me came out
After so long being alone , I learn so much
I know you girls make me happy rather than others
So what you guys drink/smoke/shake ? & I dont ?

So what if others said , Ill get spoil by you girls when i know how to take care
of myself . You didnt teach any bad things .
Why would they laugh at me when we got conflicts .
Because they didnt wanna admit , that they are jealous
I have a great babygirls .

Ill wait even 10 years , for us to be like the old days .
To be truth , i was never happy when we were not together
I was stupid to get over the stories , I know i was one .

But , youre still in my heart and I love you BabyG's

lotsa love , mira !

I have been preparing for Saturday this whole week -.-"

for no reason i know , im so getting the supra tee and make it to a short dress

and i might getting it for baby's for us 5 months which is in two weeks time

I have been fighting with baby this days , oh he love to make me wait

Of course i was pissed , who doesnt ?

So today is Tuesday , baby didnt attend practices again -.-"

for no reason ? wait maybe going out with his family because his mum just came back .

I cant wait to meet him this saturday , prolly coming down alone

Who cares ? Im always alone ,

After watching Drag Me To Hell , i have been craving for a tub of ice cream :[

for no reasons ? I know , ill get it for ben and jerry's this sat and eat it .

Im having girls hiphop workshop to attend , guess ill be attending it with RHYFRESH

i cant wait , and i have been realising

I have been missing out alot , I MISS SONYA AND MELLISA like so much

i bet ill hug them and french kiss with them if i saw them on saturday -.-" random but true

And a thing , i have been spending so much this holidays .

Topshop was really an addiction -.-" really , im not kidding .

Mum have been planning for my sweet sixteeen , because im sixteen

because im jealous brother is getting married and spending alot for that event

so i wanna spend alot for my event too , im not kidding but if we are doing it in a bigger place

i wanna duo with baby :] cute ? i guess it is .

How great mum is

I took a sip of martini strawberry , it was nice though i love it .

So adeq lollipop , bikini time !

and yup ! i miss my boyfriend now :( already

THIS IS SO PATHETIC MAAAAN , STOP IT MIRA

GO AND GET YOURSELF A TUB OF ICE CREAM

YOU ARE GOING CRAZY

I had a boring Sunday afternoon , I was asking baby to bring me out
but he didnt want to as he was busy cycling around his area , dengan tak mandi !
So i slept till 5 pm and wake up by his msg , asking me at where
So yup i told him i was at home and he ask me out to JP
-
When we reached JP , i dont know what was he thinking
but we catch a movie " drag me to hell"
I rated it 4/5 , it was a great movie , scary !

And we went home after that , so both of us drop at Teban
because i wanted to send him but he didnt want too .
So we slack around Teban area , chit and chat like nobody business
And he send me off with a kiss ...

I never get to meet him this week , he's busy with dance/camp ?
While me , ART & BIKINI SEARCHING

Oh yup , baby mum's and granny are coming back tomorrow morning
And i want chocolates , for no reasons -.-"
Now im pissed , he's not replying to my msg-es
guess he's asleeep ?

Ooooh , supra yellow tee *clue*

I had a great time with my boyfriend last night
I felt like the whole town was ours , though it was packed with people
I love the bus ride , We kept joking about each other nose
He's was like Pinocchio's ! And mine is the little cute one !

I missed my bus stop on the way home so i decided to send baby home instead
We decided to drop down around his place and headed to reservoir
A lot of banglas i shall say , it was hapheez troops , LOL , Joking
Baby and I got a spot , Oh we kissed , I was shivering
I was vesry nervous and it was cold

I was complaining about how cold it was , and he hug me
There i tell him how beautiful was the stars on top of us
And how nice was the lights across the reservoir
Baby got me cheeky and we talk about his family
Dad , Brother & His sister

His dad was a cute one and i really adored his sister relationship
I asked baby to bring me back home ^.^ , ya silly of me ? EXACTLY
Since 5 monthsary are coming our way , baby and I planned something
Yes , to stay over at his placeeeee :] How sweet can that be .

I LOVE YOU , BABY !
YKNOW YESTERDAY WAS THE BEST OF THE BEST
i toldcha im cheeky

Boyfriend and I headed town today ,we wear so slacky white-tops! with FRESH KICKS :]
And we went around town because i wanted to do some shopping , I swear we walk the very whole town & get nothing ? So i guess topshop are the best though i wanted to get top from guess . Guess kids ? Oh god , their sale are sale , 17 bucks ?! super cheap

So i got one top and proceeded to GAP , boyfriend and I saw this top it was nice
but baby didnt letme have it because he said it was a waste .
So we bus-ed home , so many things happen and we drop down at teban/pandan reservoir

We were lucky to get a spot , so we had alot of things that we shared .
including watching the beautiful stars together , hugs !
I love the night , oh baby kissed me , first kiss i was nervous . I guess?
Then we keep talking about relationship , pardon me but i beg baby to bring me to home
to meet his mum !
And guess what , im in the same religious class as baby's mum ! granny ! aunty !
I SWEAR I WAS SHOCKED -.- " but its great right ?
Back to relationship , he told me once break no more patching up because its not healthy

We had a great plan this holidays , since we are busy ? Im starting to get busy next week
Its ART WEEK ! Baby having performance at heeran , im still thinking if im coming down
I feel like staying over at TEBAN , his place . Shall see about it
*naughty look*

Love ya baby !

Seriously shit , i miss my baby G's
and i dont give a fcuk care what you people might think about them no more
i know i have been eating all the words you people out there have been talking
im done with it , goodbye
there are still the best !

Today, i got early morning msg from shy , oh he invited me to catch movie with
danny and friends , so i joined :]
We went down to downtown/e-hub to meet this gundu heads :
Danny Sanchi / Degil / Fuddyn! / An Sanchi / Mira Trysha
We catch the movie , Lost of the ___ ? I forget
I swear , its a great show to watch .

Oh , Shy and friends include me went off after the movie
they were bunch of laughing gas kiddos
Baby watch movie with his friend too ?



six more days , pop the bottle babygirl !
saturday plan , still on it , kaninaaaa la

Today boyfriend wanted to bring me out but he cancel his plan himself -.-"
so i went out to adeq lollipop , brother birthday party
TRUST ME , WE ARE THE ONLY YOUNG GIRLS
we bought ice , we ate spaghetti
after all the eating session , the boys and both of us went to some park near adeq house
YA , LOOK OUT FOR GHOST , ended up slacking up the hill

The boys was great though , soccer players siol ! HAAAAH -

so basically , adeq and I are going sun-tan this 20th
chivas/absolute ? Its on her mum hand , how sweet
And of course after party hard with bikinies , im heading heeran
to watch BABY ! YES ,MUST :]

im going town to buy paint dress for saturday
because baby bringing me out , still we are deciding where to go

any suggestions readers ?
lots of love

SHAZRAN , YOU UH KPO !
WHAT LETTER , ANYHOW STEP TAU JE
EH EH , STARBUCKS ? *im thirsty*
AGAIN , WHAT LETTER , I DONT KNOW
HAAAAAH

Today , I went down Juying because boyfriend ask me too -.-"
then we accompany Blitz to cut his hair , oh boyfriend was the stylist
Soon after that , we took bus 99 to clementi . I slept tightly on his shoulders
and smell his neck , hmm hmm sodaaaap !
Baby and I decided to slack around my west coast neighbourhood .
Baby keep smacking my ass , HAAHA ! it was super funny
Then one time , he keep on pinching my cheeks and poking it
While me trying to put my pinky into his nose dig it , but he didnt let me
Then we joke around here and there , hug here and there .
And he told me he kissed me on my cheeks inside the bus , WALANDE .
I WAS SLEEPING SIAL @@$###@!
nevermind , he's having performance on the 20th
but im going sun tan with adeq lollipop :[

BABY GONNA RECEIVED MY VERY FIRST TIME HAIRCUT

AND YUP , TODAY WAS THE BEST

i love you young man , i need to take an hour sleep break

Boyfriend told me i'm useless even though i still feel I am

Because he criticise me but he told me , I'm not one because I'm his girlfriend and he love me
But i asked him , why he always treat me unfairly than his ex girlfriend .
I told boyfriend , that I admit I was jealous upon hearing stories that people have been saying about his past relationship .
I know we seldom meet each other , but I really hated when it came to a part
when they said " last time , ____ and Ameer macam glue "
Of course , they are , same school , same CCA and even same House

Yes , I told him i wanted to feel like a glue because all this while we are like stickers .
Hey , i dont even ask for any kisses , or even FORCE baby to kiss me infront of any of his friends / wait , I even never get any kiss from him within this 4 months journey

I told him , even if he said I was put first , I told him i felt like i was put last .
But i never care , first or maybe even last . Im still here for him .
I told him that I will still endure if it takes 10 years for us to be like a glue .

I admit boyfriend make me change for a better , he showed me whose friends whose fights
So ? Now , if you hated him because i change for a better
you are my fights .

You people out there may think , we are not gonna last
But to admit , i cant even predict the future . I'm still standing here up strong
hearing made-up stories , handling fights and shed tears .
We seldom met , we never kissed but we are still here
and our relationship and standing strong , 4 months coming 5 .
But his past , a month ? It falls .

One thing on how i kept this strong .
I admit my wrongs , I wrote him sweet love letters which believed could touch his heart
I told him how i felt , I never FORCE him
I make him know what i didnt like & I never do what he detest


I believed my boyfriend will still hold me , and i really pray hard for it
And i really thank god , he is patient when i messed up with rules

One of a kind , he never cheer me up !
and im still waiting for the first cheer up when im sad
because he will always laugh


Im thankful that he chose me instead of others .
Thanks for putting smile on my face

Muhd Ameer Bin Sulaiman , I love you

Sunday night @ harvest church

It was only six so i decided to head to harvest church to support Alif (aircho) , Riza & Iz
while bro was just headed home .
Boyfriend met me @ JE and we straight , as usual joke like always . BEST !

The thing ended around 9.10 , my mind was calling ST JAMES , and bro keep beeping me
asking if im going , yes WAS SUPPOSED TO , AND FOR FREE

I was supposed to go St James , because some poeple cant didnt wanna wait very long -.-"
so i could let them in early

I asked , Double Dee to join and Ameer (my boyfriend) , Double Dee asked Freekzy Slick (Fauzie) to join , but we mati mati all makan @ some coffee shop and chatted till 11 near 12
At the bus stop , Double Dee and I beg Ameer to join or else i got no one to grind with
And Fauzie asked me to grind with pole , it was fcuk funny shit .'

Come on la , FOR FREE , of course Double Dee didnt want to miss that chance
as he will always rock the club , sampai kena halau -.-"

Yes thanks to ameer , i reached home very latee , super late -.-" SIBEH SIAN
i slept at around 4 plus , :(
but nevermind , since then .
SheeD told us there will be hip Hop Fiesta @ Double O soon
this holidays , yes , all of us are like going , seriously i really cant wait for that
due to missing st james last night , but nah i dont regret

BECAUSE , I GOT NO FRIENDS TO GO WITH !
and i had fun with Nutz Crew people , they always make my day eventhough im not part of them , and yup ! Rhyfresh with their malu face nak amek gambaaar
K now where's the picture ?

besides , sister got exams today (monday)
and i visted brother just now , im still thinking on what he said ...

one more thing , aku suke korek hidung ameer , best tau ! Cb , lol


if you people have been wondering , why me , mira sherman are not inside st james yesterday night
because i was at harvest church and i believed too much matreps ?
St james ? a good one ? have u step into Berlenni Grande ? No ? okay laaah ,
Double O' shall we ? Besides , we are always in VIP ..
So i believed , I ENJOYED MORE WHEN IM WITH BABY FRIENDS , AND REALLY IM NOT LYING .
we shall club together some day , especially double dee , i wanna see u kena halau .
HAAAAAAH - "



actually i regretted follow baby to church , haiyaaaa .
i swear i regretted , but luckly SheeD told boyfriend and I not to worry due to Double O event .
MUAHAHAHA

It wasnt a great saturday anyway .
I met Rini Rainbow in the afternoon because we wanted to watch Prabu
We were LOST ! because she said it was near GEKPOH , confident siol
But actually it was at Lakeside , the kuda kepang was super hell scary
Trust me , i was like running here and there the whole time -.-"
I saw adid & ikel , naah i didnt talk to them
Rini need to go for her kude kepang training so i bus-ed to town
It wasnt a great journey with my heavy head
I headed to lucky plaza to find anyone at pool , HAHA
macam budak tak sempurna aku tau ? So who i saw/met ?
Adil Sekodeng / naz & gf / Mira Trysha , Degil , Fuddyn! , Aluq , Danny
and some stupid rest

I swear i feel like a poor kiddo , with slippers shorts and white long sleeves -.-"
and guess what , they told me EPUL got through Sg Idol , amin !
Baby decided to accompany me to grab a bite at JP , so from town fly over JP
but he was still at teban so nvrm i grab my bite alone .. @ BK
Baby reached when i finished eating and BK was closing down by then
so we MRT back home , and he send me off ...

Basically my saturday was ALONE ?

Happy Sweet Sixteen to my cutest girlfriend in the whole wide world .
May you lead a happy life in future , Great that youre back with your old girls
Remember , My cliques are also here right beside you
& one more , please dont take drug little girl
see ya inside St . James tomorrow , partey hard

lotsa love , mira sherman

Boyfriend are having performance today @ marine cove
why am i still here after sending baby qisty off because he dont allowed me too
Hmm , its okay . Boyfriend are too busy for me this holidays
Busy with dance ? friends ? family ?
Its okay if he cant spend time with me perhaps ? soon enough
I just need to be strong when actually i know i cant
I dont care if im last , he told me this
" i dont have any girls outside and i dont want "
really touches my heart

Dont Speak , I know whats your explaination if we never do meet ups
either you're lazy or maybe too busy for me ?
Its okay Ameer , you know what happen to my friendship life
And why i only want you , you know that

Now when qistina is away , now till a very long time
im waiting over here waiting for a return
when actually she haven reach her destinations yet
I miss her already , We have been hugging since yesterday
But to let her off , with her wiping my tears
sucks . Yesterday routine , i promise you ill practise hard
Till you came back .

What is life is so unfair , why patients always doesnt pay my time back
Im dissapointed mix with sadness

I want to know this :
Who will be my friends if my brother is not edwin
who will be my friends if my fashion sucks
who will be my friends if i got an ugly looks
who will be my friends if i got no cash

Will you?
Because now when i stop drinking and bad stuffs
I lost ten - twentys

I dont mind getting left at town alone rather than getting lied .
I dont care , if you dont want to mix with me anyone
rather than getting betrayed .
Because everything happen for a reason
Im dissapointed

xoxo

I texted Veto asking him if he wants to join me this sunday to ST JAMES
and that bloody ustaz said " adoimak , dosaaa "
I was pissed when he said the dosa part , abeh slame ni die pergi DXO tu ape bende ?
masjid huh ? huh ? Aiyaaaamak
sakit hati nye when he say dosa :] K kau diam k meera
but neverless , he always make me laugh like CB

Basically today i skip chemistry class because firstly i was alone:[
I texted boyfriend when i was in bed , we talk about *HAAAH * , cheecky face
Till both of us wanted to have a nap , I had a great time msg-ing baby today
I have been studying alot of dance moves lately , practice make it better
I cant wait for tomorrow dance *hooray ,
Now lets talk about saturday , Seriously I miss drinking ..
No , im not starting it back again

I cant wait for adidas new arrivals , dont worry i already book shoe for myself
fast enough ? Dont worry , the salesman there miss me alot , right zulaiqa ?
& the sales girl @ flow , HAHAHA , really , ask double dee niece ..

lets observe this pic
(click to enlarge)

Abang Shazran , IS SHORTER that Ameer .
Wait Alan too ? See Baby cute smiley face with his rabbit teeth
& Alan with forever pathetic face , MUAHAHA

THANKS FOR LOVING MY PLAYIST
I CHANGE NEW SONGS , CHECK IT OUT

I cant wait for friday dance practice @ studio .
so im skipping friday lesson which end till 5pm , sape mau pegi layan -.-
NOW I NEED TO DO MATHS HOMEWORK , BUT IM WAY TOO LAZY ...
some one still owe me starbucks , wait letme recall his name ..
Muhammad Shazran ... There IT goes .

Kan da buat broadcast , kan degil kan degil . HAHAHA
-.-" yay ! ive already got a facebook , and im better on chemistry /
baby decided to accompany me to watch Dance Subaru this saturday
K , wait tak jadi he got some BLOODY PERFORMANCE *curse that
I hope performance will end one day :'[ because it tend to destroy every outing
I MEAN YES EVERYOUTING , if not his performance it will be what ? Dance practice
*clap hands* , i got no plan this very saturday ?

And im going St. James with school mates, chinese !
I dont know if im allowed to , because there will be a big fight ?
Oh , i dreamt about Bro Edwin the other day , I miss him so much

Now , im freaking ... pissed about SATURDAY I SWEAR
I SWEAAAAAR :'(


i hope zimah reppin' Rhyfresh say will be true one day
that Ameer will be dancing with me up on stage . carry me perhaps ?
We shall see in future .

toodles !

I had school for the past few days to catch some studies up .

Yesterday was the last time i got to talk to my handsome boyfriend , Ameer

Today his bill was totally cut off , and i cant get through him :[

I followed mum and dad to vivo , dad got himself sean john perfume

and i got myself sneakers top from Nike .

I wanted to head to taka but we gotta fetch my nephew .

So we planned tomorrow before dad need to go off to sea for 3 days

Boyfriend told me he's having performance this very saturday

not sure if its true though * I already miss him alot , HMM

i cant wait for holidays , 2 weeks only , nevermind

i got this weird dream , oh i saw shannon in the train when i was on the way back home

& i saw aryl ( freekzy ghetto ) with his gorgeous mummy @ JP .

I only show him PEACE sign when he smiled ..

Nicholas Marc Cher , My very good soccer player friend who look like my

boyfriend , I never changed , Im just busy . Im sorry .

I was watching boyfriend video when u wanted to webcam

Now on my mind , its only ameer & how to get through my Young Sparks