confession

i had a great chat with i-sya yesterday night .
i told her something about my relationship that i really cant stand on .
but she advice me to put my trust on ameer , yes i do . but the more i give the more hard feelings i get . how ? the whole night i stare at our picture , and i wonder a thousand thought . i wonder about my friend who texted you when she know im with you ,
i know that girl's gonna read this , well i hope youre gonna stop it before i settle things down with you , ya ?

though we had great day yesterday , we still fight , you still make me sulk .
but i always give in though it hurts alot , i love you ameer bin sulaiman , and you know it
you still owe me a date , and i want it sooooon or else you will know already kan ?


so i neeed money seriously , buyers can i just top up 10 bucks for all the shoes ?
except adidas sleek series (red) please , so who still want it tag me yoxzx . the best price win

kuek and i had a similar dream , and same reactions .
kuek dreamt that i jump down and i died , she told me she came to my house and cry like
crazy , she asked me why i didnt wait for her when i wanted to jump down .
then she woke up , and there's tears in her eyes .

i dreamt about kuek jumping down and died , i went to her funeral and i cried
i asked her , why did you leave me , i wrote her a letter and asked her mum to burn it
i went to school and cry , cry till i cant cry no more but still cry
, the counsellar(sp?) try to comfort me but i fcuk them up down .
then when i woke up , thre's tears in my eyes .

how ? im scared :( i love you kuek