hello readers ,

Yesterday i shared alot of things with supafly , on to of that he told me great things about ameer .I told him , its not a big deal if Ameer doesnt hold my hands or even give me a hug .
He was stunned and he told me ameer is not that type of person , hmm* HAHA . Im still wondering about that girl who always texted my boyfriend. What should i do to her :(
I hope i had a great saturday with Ameer *pray hard*

till here , good night .

for my buyers , friday will be the meet ups .
and my bebe tee's/hoods/bad will be up soon , cost $50-$70
and im still wondering if anyone wanna get a ben sherman bag with a price of 50 bucks
i got it for $126 , i think ? tag me ! thank you for supporting

I'm selling away my burberry tops / forever 21 / topshop / Bebe tops .
Zara bottoms / Levi's jeans / Guess tops

@ a very good price , you know me ^.^ so support me alright .
please do , i give you the best price .



i had a long day in school due to physics extra class .
boyfriend missed call me in school and he told he was bored , now I'm waiting for him to text me . I'm bored , bored .
I'm having physics test tomorrow and math on Friday , ORAL on early morning Saturday
i hope i can do well in well , but i just cant wait for the later part on Saturday , I'm having a date with boyfriend , we go watch dance , aiyamaaaaak -

i chatted with his friend yesterday " supa fly " he let me know whose ameer , oh thank you
after all he make me put trust in ameer and believe him , there's a couple of thing that suprise me about ameer , HAHA . i shall keep it to myself .

i miss sonya and mel :(

i had a great chat with i-sya yesterday night .
i told her something about my relationship that i really cant stand on .
but she advice me to put my trust on ameer , yes i do . but the more i give the more hard feelings i get . how ? the whole night i stare at our picture , and i wonder a thousand thought . i wonder about my friend who texted you when she know im with you ,
i know that girl's gonna read this , well i hope youre gonna stop it before i settle things down with you , ya ?

though we had great day yesterday , we still fight , you still make me sulk .
but i always give in though it hurts alot , i love you ameer bin sulaiman , and you know it
you still owe me a date , and i want it sooooon or else you will know already kan ?


so i neeed money seriously , buyers can i just top up 10 bucks for all the shoes ?
except adidas sleek series (red) please , so who still want it tag me yoxzx . the best price win

kuek and i had a similar dream , and same reactions .
kuek dreamt that i jump down and i died , she told me she came to my house and cry like
crazy , she asked me why i didnt wait for her when i wanted to jump down .
then she woke up , and there's tears in her eyes .

i dreamt about kuek jumping down and died , i went to her funeral and i cried
i asked her , why did you leave me , i wrote her a letter and asked her mum to burn it
i went to school and cry , cry till i cant cry no more but still cry
, the counsellar(sp?) try to comfort me but i fcuk them up down .
then when i woke up , thre's tears in my eyes .

how ? im scared :( i love you kuek

our first picture after two months , cute kan kite ?
and my face tak perlu , i was sweating and so he is ^.^
sorry baby ill removed the picture soon .



i met up with babygirls at jp , then watch boyfriend
we got a spot , before that there's like a win a goodie
so i participate because I WANT ONE
mr raj " so you came to support who "
me " my boyfriend " HAHAHAHA , cute kan ?

so my challenge was eat mister potatoes and drink this one drink till it finish
and my challenger was ALIF , from freekzy . Too bad i won ^.^
when it came to boyfriend perf. i shout . he look at me , he was super cute .
when the judges was comenting , i shouted " i love you , ameer "
super sweet , i know , and his moves was super fresh

after all , i get to snap a pic with him
something bad happen , so i search for boyfriend , he make me laugh , how sweet
his cute instructor jamly came up and talk to me ,
he was super funny and cute yo , double dee asked me to cium his hand as in salam
his must be kiddin' man ,

i love you ameer :D , ill post our not-so-cute but gorgeous pictures aite !

i had fun on the phone with boyfriend last night , due to his stupid reasons :(
then i put down the phone because i dont feel like talking to him ,
before that we had fun talking about ice creams , pictures and me being so short .

baby asked to sleep early last night so i did .
he sleep early too because he told me he waking up at 6am , nak sembahyang subuh ?
and he keep on bukak mulot on the phone , i find it rather RUDE .

im meeting baby girl , sonya to support my boyfriend only . HAHA
i hope mel will tag along too .
sorry supa-fly , i cant bring liza , she's grounded . next time perhaps .

SO FRESH BOY AND FRIENDS , GOOD LUCKOOO .
BREAK- A - LEG ,

and i cancel my plan of meeting tasha , i dont need that .
waste time huh ? like i waste time seeing ameer , still of course la i love him dokxzx .

i wanna study , do homework .
i need $2000 for the super nice nike shoes or maybe $700 for the dior shoes .
i hope dad will get me one (:

BUY MY KICKS PEOPLE !!



adidas sleek series , ($136)
letting off at $70 , my favourite shoe :(
size 5

nike , ($112)
letting off at $40-$50 , size 5

adidas sleek series , white and gold ($105)
letting of at $50-$65
size 5

onitsuka tiger , $125 let off at 60$ .
size 5 .

to natasha babylove , this is for you SO READ :
i promised you that i will come down to west coast plaza and i never paitao
i understand youre with huda but you dont need to leave me as if im a doll
i drag myself just to meet you eventhough my toes are ultimate pain
please appreciate ,

to ameer bin sulaiman , this is for you SO READ :
you told me its a must to meet this saturday so i came down
i was just beside you , infront you but did you call me ?
no you dont , and i dont bother because its always me .
i drag myself also because i wanna meet you , i understand youre having comp.
tomorrow , oh after tat boleh berbual ape . And you said you will be very busy
YOURE JUST BUSY WITH YOUR EVERYDAY FRIENDS .
please appreciate my sacrificetion for you .


MY ADIDAS SLEEK SERIES , WHITE AND GOLD IS RESERVED BY CACA
WITH THE PRICE WITH ONLY 30 BUCKS , and i bought it at 105$

mekkk , mura sey caca ^.^

i went down to west coast plaza to support me .
shazran(veto) smile at me and touch his shoe , action nyaaaa tu pendek
tanak kasi website best best lagi uh -.-

then i met up with deedi and caca electro and town .
sorry sonya and the usuals :(
i wanna study and pass well for my n's , i wanna buy the dior shoe manxzxz

( please uh not my room )









i went home early just to spend time with my cousins
and took my clothes over to take pictures -.-

Happy two months , Fresh Boy .

Like what i always remind you
" never be too close or people will start hating us"



but no matter what , youre the best .
and you know it ,



p.s : i dont know when is my supra coming
i just check out something , lil wayne's one is purple element
and mine is red , arghhh , SUPRAAAA (:

the first time we hangin' out , i find you real cool
baby i never aint neva nobody do me like you

we will have a great two monthsary tomorrow , fresh boy

to rebel , thanks for the advice u may think im arragont
im try not to be one , u told me people change for the best
but i change for the worst due to some reason , i love youuu <3

i was busy chatting and suddently , this guy chatted with me and he told me he miss me
guess who ? it was JEPON , well actually i miss him too , this was i think my last picture with him .



to my electro girl , deedi :
remember ill never be leaving you . you know quater of my heart is with you .
you know im here for you , its not about the living and things , its about the bond
and secrets we shares , I LOVE YOU .
you may be jealous seeing sonya and my blog , because u said we look sweet
we are suppose to be sweet last time remember ? but we became far apart due to some reasons . i dont blame you , i blame myself . *hugs* dont think anything too much
its gonna hurt you , and i hate seeing that .
u told me if you could find someone who is like sonya and you ask me how
its god/allah , who make me meet her .


i did badly for my studies last term , i have been slacking alot .
im trying my best to catch up most subjects especially chemistry -
and one more , cikgu told me its not good to talk bad to people
but i just did , and i told sharina a super bad thing , sorry :(

i sat with atikah , sec 3 . and we gossip about this sec three girl who was a wannabe MINAH
oops , its a open topic by me because i observe her . It was super funny , LOL
too bad i dislike her , and sorry because i know YOUR FRIEND will be reading this post
MINAH , once again oops , and please so what if one of your MINAH friend waited for you outside school , big fcuk huh ?
im not being sarcastic here because there's no point
you shall see how SARCASTIC ILL BE INFRONT OF YOU /
and i just did to who ? DJrawrr , haha -.- minahsxsxsxs LAH SEY

this is in january , class outing .
all of us except sharina is settling down to study/study/study
i miss my boyfriend

i think i have too many shoes , letme share , i think im donating some to some orphans house =
ripcurl shoes : just keeping it now :| waste money($89)
onitsuka tiger : just keeping and looking ($125)
onitsuka tiger(another pair) : decided to use it till its gonna die and put it inside rubbish bin($139)
adidas stan smith : just looking at it :(($109)
adidas sleek series (red) : still wearing it , still wondering if i should give them away($136)
DC shoe : thinking of sending it for a wash , or throwing it ($137)
DC shoe(another pair) : just bought , selling it maybe($149)
Nike : Favourite , but i dont really wear it($112)
adidas sleek series(white and gold) : maybe giving it to the orphans ($105)
adidas sleek series(highcut) : I LOVE IT MAN ($169)
new balance (pink) : i use it for training .($137)
supra (element red) :ordered , coming soon ($175)


OH MY , WHO WANTS IT ? ILL SELL IT BETWEEN , 50-100 BUCKS only above is the prices i bought

me : you ade brape kasut
boyfriend : 3 aje , i kan miskin
me : huh , i thought you ade 10 - i was being sarcastic

betul punyaaa bedek sia die .
i see like got alot sia , mintak kene maki .
bye i wanna enjoy my night studying , love you people .

i know my boyfriend have been busy dancing , now im gonna be busy studying
my dance class will be on saturday so i try to fit some time space if we are gonna meet
im gonna burn up my city hall times this saturday due to his competition
you see honey , i SACRIFICE that
even if we live kinda near , i feel that he was living at the other side of west which is east
HAHA , well somehow i feel thats its hard , and when i told him i miss him
he will say " wa tau , wa tau "
well , how cute , i aint gonna control his going outs with his everyday friends
eventhough sometimes , its like very heartbreaking
because when we have the time , we will meet
we make a deal , and we shall see this saturday
im getting him something for our second month birthday which is in 3 days time

As for you readers , ill update more , because my night
will spending for revisions , and i need to focus .
have fun searching aye , love ya <3

and as for my supa dupa boy who save my life , rully romally bin ragiman
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN - DA LEPAS UNDERAGE PARTY C:
DA JADI ABANG-ABANG SEC FOUR , HAHA
you know youre the best when i never be your best
have a great day , yo

i had a great saturday after so long i met my boyfriend .
- i saw some arrogant people which have a thought that they are the best
well i dont bother , i saw a girl staring at me sharply eye to eye but i rolled my eyes at her
so ? i had a tiff with boyfriend and he make me cry but its okay , i understand
my night was with the usuals and some kiddos , we had fun!
the ladies had dinner and bought those young mans chicken
i spend my time my midnight hangin' on the phone with boyfriend
we catch up with many things , and i get to tell him I LOVE YOU on the phone lively
he told me that but with the TOO behind ,

today , i did nothing except blogging , chatting , texting boyfriend
and dancing infront of the mirror , i was trying the bad girl move , i only get some steps
i chatted with alan who got his homeleave !! adan who after so long chatted with me awhile
and i make boyfriend mad because i didnt wanna bath , tu pun die nak marah ?!
so after he got mad , i got sad so i didnt text him and he text me a very sweet msg
and spell my full name but bapak namanya salah :( kan tak fun

my favourite ladies

my abang handsome/bestbuddy

my favourites

ladies in your town , yo

saturday mates

my girl

that rainbow witness all

finally , me your millicent

this was my my past time .



let me share something

i miss that one young lady who was my use to be sisters/bestfriend
- she left me after my 1 week of holiday
But god letme had fun with her before this things happen
I had fun eating swensen , triping with her and walk with her like sisters do
I always told her , this friendship we bulid ill protect it
But i didnt had a chance to prove .
She was the best and when she left she give me a million un-answerable answers
When she left , she makes me cry till i cant cry no more
When she left , she makes me feel lonely and weak
But no matter what , i always pray that god will give her protection
To give her happiness with her friends , To reduce her problems
Maybe she dont always think of me but letme tell you , I do .
I always look at her picture and wish that she will be my young lady again

Now she's away and coming back tomorrow and i pray to you god
you will protect her journey home , make her safe till she touches her bedroom
under sunshine and not dark clouds tomorrow .
I wish when she is back she will read this post because i would want to tell her
that i miss her so much and our memories it will still be kept here inside my heart together.



<3 , i miss you I . have a safe trip back , i still treasure our friendship together
this post is on , 20 march .
you guys figure out and tell me who that young lady is and tag me her name okay readers

boyfriend bought me this bear during valetine's
i know its way to basi , but nak share aje -
Im having a great time tomorrow with FHM hopefully
bye you readers .

i want to go st. james :(
i miss clubbing , this sucks . Nvrm soon after N's
patiently wait

I miss muhd ameer bin sulaiman , yang kaki size 8 and baju size M
soooo and soooo BADLY
& now that boy is sleeping soundly because he's tired
ADE DANCE LA KATEKAN =.=

i cant wait to wear my volcom long tee and red sleek series shoes
same as sonya with her white sleek series shoes ^.^
cute kan kiteeeee , kite da tau da .
bye korang

wednesday@city hall

supreme court

memo take (1)
memo take (2)

my abang handsome
fcuk face
blacks/whites , we didnt plan it .
friends

the girls
in the elevator , picture failure

overdue picture @ dancework

i paid my deposit shoe my supra shoes just now , i choose this because i love red like super madness . HAHA (:
i get myself and sonya a volcom long tee , how sweet kan .
- we met the rest @ city hall to watch the sallys
before that slack at supreme court , memo , esplanade and marina dead end
i had a great idea to take elevator to the highest floor of pan pacific hotel
its was fun , 36 floor . MACAM JAKUN gitu




8.50 pm the sallys start their gig , i skank after their 3 songs all the way to Kopi Dangdut where i gelek my ass off . The gig was super fun indeed boring due to the cosy place .
i prefered last year big open space area .

ill upload pictures real soon .
goodnight readers .

now it was suppose to be 12.24 am

i promised myself not to buy BEBE anymore because now everywhere is like selling FAKE BEBE , im meeting ozi later after his soccer maybe because i need to meet my sonya
boyfriend is in JB now :( and i didnt get him anything in chiang mai
because there they got nothing , seriously NOTHING . prolly im meeting him on saturday
im getting new shoes on saturday too so today is just surveying stuffs

so how meet ozi today ? and im having picnic with FHM tomorrow .

i miss my two lovely ladies above but of course my boyfriend more
i feel so different after coming back from chiang mai , how come my confidence is like not here with me ?
ive been thinking if i should tag to st james this thurs , but i swear my back is like super pain
and tomorrow is skanky day . I just cant wait (:

i miss lovely nim and dear tiq from thailand .
they really light my day , i get to hug nim but not tiq cause he's a guy
after today i dont know when is the next time im meeting ameer :(

and to BILLY GUNS which i call KEN if im BARBIE
happy 15 birthday to you , and im sorry for not coming
because i was super tired after my trip
on top of that , i already get ready your present and its here beside me xD

Firstly im not jealous of not going to ZOUK , pasal i da pernah masok
before you semua kan .

Secondly , i had fun serving chiang mai . It was a great and memorable trip .

Thirdly , please have your own originality .
I know everyone copy each other but please dont exactly copy one piece shit style okay ?

Thank you ,

Another thing , im throwing my DC shoes because its look like a piece of shit
im buying new kicks this saturday before heading to vivo .

Boyfriend got into another round , walande i didnt get to watch him dance :(
And tomorrow im going shopping with sonya , and we are buying stussy dress bye.

eventhough i didnt get to meet ameer yesterday night .
we both talk on the phone , and i was being sucha a irritating girlfriend i swear . HAHA
but atleast i had fun talking to him and i dont know if he does .

well , i cant spend my saturday with yayat , aww thats sad
same goes as sonya . because she will be in malaysia for a school trip
- well , you guys miss me aite ? MUST ! MUST ! lol
my taggy will be back soon , once i get back from chiangmai
because i know there will be spammers out there .

to my boyfriend , muhd ameer bin sulaiman
pleaseee and super please , do take care of yourself
do you know its super hard to leave you out here in the city of singapore alone
HAHA - because the devil will seduce you , please miss me k sayang ?
HAHA , have a great time here , i know you love me , you just shy to prove .
like what we always say to each others talks are cheap ,
i love you .

㋡ Chiqka B. : i dont know if youre the real chiqka , but if you do .
then get a life . if you are some assholes being chiqka then get a life tooo .

Hazel: i know you care , but i love ameer ?
i dont care how hurtful he hurt me , because i wont do the same to him
i dont want to give up , i want my relationship with him to last long and be a strong one .
please do support me alright ?

passerby: aww thats so sweet , well ill update more and super more when i get back okay .
please do pray for my trip .

i check out supra shoe just now for yat and i suddently saw this red shoe which is super gorgeous . i had a talk with the seller so yes im gonna pay my orders after i come back from chiang mai . before that we head to flow to chck out something again , i had a talk with the lady if she can bring in pastry kicks so its easier right ?but after all i want the supra shoes . thanks seller for you can bring me my size , how sweet
HIDAYATALLAH TARUNA , promise your supra will be in june okay handsome

this was brother's he got it pasal die kerja kat club la , tak lawa aje . HAA-

this happen two years back
korang ingat time kite tiga pergi teban ? pida and i tau kedai chop ah chai
pasal tu favourite kedai hafiz , ingat kite 3 pergi carpark

pida you ingat , kite panggil hafiz KING , pasal de behave like de punya own world?
pida you ingat i belikan you donut satu kotak , 12 pieces ?
pida you ingat kite main swing kan teban abeh berbual pasal kenangan lame?
pida you ingat i turun juying to pass you rokok?
pida you ingat i pergi your skula to watch hafiz main match nan my school?
pida you ingat kite pergi esplanade dgn baju masai sume ?
pida you ingat tak ? i ingat , and i miss it?

hafiz kau ingat FHM ?
hafiz kau ingat kite turun teban pasal nak jumpe kawan pri kau ?
hafiz kau ingat block kat teban yang kau slalu lari and sembunyi lepas pri days ?
hafiz kau ingat kite naik cab pergi esplanade?
hafiz kau ingat match kau dgn skula aku ?
hafiz kau ingat kau paitao aku nan yat ?
hafiz kau ingat aku nampak kau dekat esplanade ?
hafiz kau ingat kau suro aku nan pida pergi jalan jauh2 pasal kau nak rokok ?
hafiz kau ingat kau slalu buat aku jadi sick time kau nan pida gado ?
hafiz kau ingat tak ? aku ingat , and i miss it?

only one i wanna ask from both of you
i want all of that back together like olden days which shine my smile
i want us to be FHM back like we used to
i want to have our friendship back like two years ago .

you see , whenever i watch soccer match ill remember them
because they are winners in my eyes
when i look at their pictures , it will remind me of our history together

i first know nic then i know whose ozi , and when i met ozi i met pablo
when i was with ozi and pablo i know alif haiqal when i met alif haiqal
i met nick then i know taj .

of course all i us have a tiff before , they know secrets of mine except for taj because i detest him . but the best was knowing them in my life .

and to that someone who is in the picture above ,
its been so long since i heard any news from you .
you were once who always help me with all my problems
but when i heard what people said , it really crash my heart
i mean you the one i trusted and you backturn me
suck , well i see you when i have the chance .

i remembered i saw you at traffic light but we acted as if we dont know each other :(
why ? we are not like that before .
its me or is it you . lets figure