confession

i have a question in mind now
" if the ones who surrounds me are my true ones "
or maybe are they not .
Sometimes i can just spend hundreds on a friend of mine
but somehow they dont appreciate me .
Am i a doll or something ?
You ask me this and that , i can simply say that
because i have enough cash to spend on that someone
who really i care and love .
I dont spend on strangers , i spend on someone i call
Love .
But most of them , they never did appreaciate
its kinda dissapointing but somehow
im trying my best to accept it .
But ive been hurting myself deep inside
because seriously its not fair for me .
Now ive say it all , i hope you guys realise it .
i wont name you guys -