so this post is for yayat spankwire ;
HAHA .

i know him when i was sec two , he ask me to add him on msn . HAHA
so we chatted then we meet at block merah <; we cab to bugis to meet ex bf , haidkal
so from there we became very close , very close till now we always go out everyweek
he super cute , HAHA . ya like my little adik handsome already
but i call him abang handsome , please dont merajuk uhkay .
youre still the best pornstar ever and have the biggest cock of my bf and sonya bf
and youre our superdrinking hero , the best yat .

hope our friendship last long

i love you

and now im scared youre gonna leave me one day
but i know you wont and im hoping so

having you know is god greatest gift
and being with you is the best thing ever happen

being a assiduous student i had fun in school
only kuek know why i use the word assiduous <:
HAHA +_+ HAHA
i cant wait to meet boyfriend , but i dont know when ?
im going swimming with my school gfs , since last week sharina , kuek and I
pangsei yasmin and atika till we had a big fight

common test are coming , im freaking out
math and physics topic are super disgusting 0.0
i want bebe jeans , can i just stop asking ?
NO , ill ask for more -
oh shut , i told sharina i want a new school bag
MACAM SIAL , I NEED $$ , I SPEND MOST OF IT ON DRINKING
now im stopping , sonya nak bukak botol .
DRINK , DRUNK and please yayat i want to stop :(
you make me continue , i hate you

after so long being single i finally found someone c:
after thinking hard i guess he's the best
i always melt when i saw him dancing on stage ^.^ but he never realised
i was there supporting :]

-
now im craving for bebe jeans , sucks alot
mum got me handphone , can i just ask for nothing

happy chinese new year c:
to kuek and her family , i want pork biscuit and pork soup . HAHAHA
kuek , treat me leh , dont forget , i want pizza .

well i have a terrible stomach ache last night
i keep on waking mum up and ask her accompany me to the toilet
since i was too scred end up i vomitted ,


martin rezki

haqim

i miss my newphew :c
especially hakim since he never stay with me
martin rezki has been a ass now adays , de takut dgn aku pasal
aku asek pukol de , HAHA . Irritating sia
but when he's away i miss like cb because i cant scold him . HAHA
now he's not at home follow my mama to JB ,

went out with kuek , sharina , cherlene , elyna , sameul
she rong (sp?) , mig jie , jia jun , tee kun , alif & isaac

we head to taka to have our lunch at seoul garden
but somehow we saw alot and alot farsian so go marina seoul garden
it was super pack also but we got no choice :\
had alot of food and alif told me the ns group of guys got a crush on me -.-
pathetic sia .
after eating we went to ceneleisure to catch a movie
sharina , elyna and cherlene went home and left me and kuek
we book a room for 27$ and rent a dvd movie $6 ,
the movie was scary but lame . HAAA -
but we had damn fun uh because the guys were damn funny like stupid ass .

to atika and yasmin :
its really up to you to say anything .
you guys told sharina i brainwash kuek till she change -.-
ive got no time for that , get this right
me and kuek started to become very close because we always go study together
and when we ask you guys to follow us for a study out
you both give us excuses but we dont mind .
And somehow , i heard that one of you want to break us apart
why ? too jealous cause my bond and kuek is very strong
yknow why its strong because we never pangsei each other and stuff

you may hate me or whatever shit because you both did give me and kuek
attitude but we just keep quiet . And sometimes if i cant stand
i just shout , not like you both evrtime shout here and there .
its very irritating -.-
im not being mean but i got enough of this .
and if you both wanna fight about this small matter
i got no time about it
and to eka , if you want to get out from the six sisters
its not a clan , its the friendship we build and how strong our friendship are


and if you both dont want to forgive me and kuek
we got nothing to say because we said enough ,
or maybe more than enough .

we shall talk about tis on wednesday . see ya soon .

the most saddest day in my life
never i heard dad was dissapoint , he shout at me and say he was .
tears just roll down my eyes. lips are super red , i was mad i was down .
i was speechless but i promised him :'( tis are the most sad thing ever happen to me .

worst then eric going in , i love you dad .
you have been a patient man all this while . patient with me and brother atitude .
and mama too , now i feel so bad . HAIS -

now i can officially say that dad sucks like his dick ass
because he doesnt allow mum to get me handphone
walaaaan -


NOT TODAY BUT I TINK TOMORROW UH
i need to contact didi sanchi for godness
teach me how (?)

im so sad now :'(
but i still love dad but i hate him only for today

i went out to watch kude kepang near west coast
because adid ask me to -.- , and also apoh so i came down
with my masai-ness baju (: met apoh , ahpeng , lolly , aby , syura and some others
kenee kacau , tak suka . i was damn paiseh

i blush whenever they say apoh was there , eh i dont know i blush -.-
omg (!) HAHA . tapi dapat meeet da ok uh . then i was finding for adid cause de nak meeet
then give up so i walk home then one white guy with angkong hand call me
then i stare sekali tu adid , walaaaan . Damn cute eh he . HAHA
and i was so paiseh " HAHA everyone was looking at me dokxzx

so get back webcam with adan , de belum mandi
and muka damn masai eh he . i told him valentine's coming
and i ask him to get me 99 roses x] tatau malu sia aku . HAHA
beh adan da kerje buleyh uh suru de belikan baju bebe evryweek
HAHAH , cam sial .
ohh im meeting him this friday , ke swimming xD

if im vanessa hudgens whose gonna be ashley tisdale (?)





apoh said he dreamt of me
how cute , cute ape de mcm teddy ok (:
now im chatting with ninja jam , suprising he still remember me .
and aku gi tyr de how's kat dalam . HAAAA -

saturday was sian .
it was a normal saturday day but mine its with eunice kuek .
we head bugis and i did my eyebrown and we bus-ed to marina
walk up the steps , one group of guys called my name and when i turn and look
it was mag'o and his brothers , tak salam uh . tak kuase xD then tga jalan
saw apoh , ahpeng all, they call so i just say im going to eat .

walkwalk saw izzylane , haidkal and another guy . shake hands
so me and kuek head to carls jr . The burger is so fcuking big and we cant finish it up -.-
walk walk to steps then i saw ahpeng , and he kacau me liking his brother .
WHAT THE HELL , tga madok tu , idk what im saying and its not true -

then met up with WCGB , as usual they were the happening clans of all .
went marina again , lepak at steps with RPC .
Harry Den kept on untying my shoelace , fedup joy
then i think didi call me but idk why i got no face to meeet him , wadoi ~
confirm gaduh lagy . Rully came , talk uh , some people ingat kita dua ni couple
padehal tak eh .

He left me , kan like cb . sanggup tau tak balik pasal takut de marah
cause he come i go home , then he left me . WALAAAAN -
takpe sabar , pasal da mal nak cakp lagi .

somehow i fet kinda relief when i share express out all my problems to HarryDen .
And he cheered me up . Now im done , i want to buy new handphone
and i saw that guy yesterday , he sat behind me . Cute siaaaaa - LOLOLOXZXZ
k gatal , diam eh

i have a question in mind now
" if the ones who surrounds me are my true ones "
or maybe are they not .
Sometimes i can just spend hundreds on a friend of mine
but somehow they dont appreciate me .
Am i a doll or something ?
You ask me this and that , i can simply say that
because i have enough cash to spend on that someone
who really i care and love .
I dont spend on strangers , i spend on someone i call
Love .
But most of them , they never did appreaciate
its kinda dissapointing but somehow
im trying my best to accept it .
But ive been hurting myself deep inside
because seriously its not fair for me .
Now ive say it all , i hope you guys realise it .
i wont name you guys -

that guy he's like a star , he came into my life
he filled my heart with joy and he took my pain as if it was his
he provided me with love that no one could give me
he give me a shoulder to cry on , he was my pillar when i was falling
and he was my strength when i was weak
everyday i sit and pray , he will remain as sweet as he is

but as day pass he show me his true colours
he gave me trust and ending up turned his back on me

im heading down to marina this saturday because its irene birthday
i maybe getting for her a bottle of drink , if i got enough cash :|
because i want to buy new handphone and watch movie with kuek

kuek treating me and hui min to some buffet at takashimaya
because she's gonna receive either 500$ or $300 from PM
kind eh ? ill be meeting sonya , yayat and esmeth (maybe) this friday
to try out V VODKA . LOL , maybe i drink uh . HAHA
because rully will get mad then i tak suka bila aku buat de marah

there's so many stars in my heart
but somehow i feel one of it is different
ill have my say out soon

i love you


i miss rully romally bin ragiman(sp?)

today i came into school like bapak aku nye skula pukol 9.30 (:
i was brought to the office because of my injuries i swear it was super pain
Math was super kinda hard because i hate the properties of circle
and chemistry , im getting it day by day .

so school end at 1.10 and i texted smallboy using kuek hp
he told me i was clumsy but im getting new hp soon .
you better get 10 pts like how my sister get it ok ?! and get into singapore poly
and ill be there the following year where you are in my course
MUAHAHA , you better have a car and fetch me
oooh thats suppose to be rully , but we are having small fights now );

my school did quite well for o'level this year
and i saw the chinese hot guy so cute sial , but eunice kuek said
he was damn ugly , cause he look like ahmeng
NO , NOT AHMENG , AHBENG :D
matair die handsome sangat tu pasal die ckp gitu -.-
takpe aku nye lagi handsome eh . kau saba (:



im sorry rully .
i dont know how to say sorry ):
but im really sorry rully .
tak suka . tak suka . bila this happen .
because my saying sorry sucks .

firstly i wanna congrats my older sister for getting L1R5 of 10 pts.
she got 5 dist. and it was super unexpected . still the champion of all :D
macam mana dapat english dist. pun tatau la tu anak when she always fail eng . HAHA
ok but it was a suprise to our family because we expected more points .
my the other two cousins didnt do quite well . but its ok try harder

and my turn is next , next year sial . wahwahwahwah
i want to get 10 pts jugaks or maybe beat her
so now must start studying and ask her to teach me with her big brain

MUAHAHAHA

to sesape yang terase :
kau tell tell people dont near me kan , then asal kau near nan aku eh
pasal nak kikis duit aku kah . oops , lupe uh susa dapat wang eh kau . HAHA
tak sangke sia kau ni mcm pey rabak , aku trust kau gile babi nye
abeh kau tak apreciate aku pey baik-ness . kau pikir freee free pe sial .
eh kalau kau tak suka sama aku , ckp depandepan ah eh
ape nak bende je cari aku , nbcb ! dasar buto muraaaah saks

kau jalan jauh jauh pun aku da tak pasal k .
pasal kua nan kau pon tak dapat hasil uh sial .
mmg tak dapat pasal sume bende , aku pey duit pe bukan kau .

ni mcm pey org tga jln pun aku ley kutip
puas hati aku belanje begger tepi jalan daripade kau yang tatau hargai people kindness
like seriously , kau pkir ape saks .

agaknye kau kasi aku gilegile sukekan die
pasal nak suru die amek duit aku eh . ishish
thats bad tau . ape laaaa nak jadi eh .

so we wait and see eh .
I HATE YOU

ill totally malukan kau pey name
you haven try me yet

it was a totallybad day yesterday , i cant remember a single thing
i dont even know i was madly drunk . i dont know who send me home

irene told me wan kecik send me to aunt house , i dont know sape die .
but he's so sweeeet . HAHA
mama came and fetch me from aunt house ):
she's very dissapointed , dad carry me home and abang aim carry me to bed
i didnt even realise this thing happen :| i just woke up and realise im a home
sumpah terpeanjat and takut cause tau akan kene rembat
but no , mum just talk to me nicely / dad jugak .

i dont know whats gonna happen to me .

rully♥ was super mad at me . because i broke my promises
but promises are suppose to be break . HAHAH fake eh <:
now he tanak kasi aku chance lagi neyh . kncb tol .


i want to start new chapter of love soon .♥

and i miss little pablo so much
what the hell .

i accompany fieza bby to marina yesterday .
before that we accompany aby to mama workplacee -
masa berjalan so we walk to marina and had our dinner .
- THEN SOMETHING HAPPEN
we met apoh and the rest which include fieza bf , zack
SWEEEET dokxz MEREKA & came adan and the stupid rest (:

followed them to marina arcade main pool -.-
so i did some revison on my social studies , adan and apoh keep disturbing me
HAHA ! apoh came up to me and start mumbling
and i was like " HAH ?"
and he was like " sedaaaap ! " k merepek
but i had a great time with fieza
& adan still owe me my expensive ice cream ):

maybe my 2009 is not a great start for me
ive been dealing with so many problems and also sudies

- i miss 2008 but im hoping for a big change this '09

maybe being single is not killing me but its so boring : haha

i want find one . a better one . HAAAAA - k miang ey (:

tapi takpaaaa saya perempuan . so setiap gadis ada pemikiran yang berlainan , betul tidak ?

jadi jika kau mau ckp yang saya miaaaang ke ape kaaaah , terpulang tau .
pasal aku da malas mahu layan dengan pemikira ke adik-adikan kau semua .

K RANDOM

i waaaaaana meet rully romally c:

and aku ada crush kaaaat someone . HAHAHA

its beeen weeks since i last updated due to some problems and also preparing myself for major exams . well i havent told you guys what my resolutions for 2009 yet

• ill study as hard as i could
• make my parents happy
• get a maximum of b3 for all subjects
• stop spending like as if im a millionare child (:
• stop spending my money on othes because they never did appreciate
• love myself
• not to trust others except for myself

im not gonna forget those '08 memories because its too precious
those love i received by my lovely gfs . those ass things they gave me
when there's future there's past .
i miss 2008 i swear , it past really fast leaving me with all those sweeet and salty ones

Im getting a boyfriend this year .
muahahahahaha xD