confession: November 2008

hey readers .

ill be away and will be back soooooooon k ?

keep on tagging ;D

ill missed the sallys today :(

i missed their show last year and again this year .

ergh ~

ohh yesterday i had fun webcaming with adan ,

fooooh die tunjok die nye tattoo k ? cantik la b !

- then webcam with sky meo , hahaa !

gileeee sia meo , on the phone pon gileeeeee ~

memang gileeee , k mira bawakan mira condom bile balik singapore k !

hahahahaha ~ ade die ckp mira nak bukak baju bile tga webcam .

sakit otaaaaak sia meo , HAHAH ! meeet cepat , cepat meeeet

- so i otf with bill till 3 then my batt went flat .
then at 3+ yan too pooo called me , till 3 plus

then i put down the phone and continue playing psp ~

AND OHHH ~

TO AHPENG , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALRIGHT .

you know ill get you something ^.^ !

sorry for the late present , im out of singapore ,

have a fun birthday out todaaaaaaaaay -

and to the rest :

what else do you guys want huh ?

i got sick and tired of dramas and stuffs .

rini , i thought youre the best 5 ladies but you prove me wrong

now , go ahead , go ahead and brainwash my friends k ?

ive got nothing left to say just because you got little friends

you wanna take mine , go ahead and take

but remember stay away from fya , aisyah , qeelia and irene k

and if you want to bitch about ,hell ! go ahead and bitch ,

because i dont give a fcuk shit , because you cant

accept the reality that i live my life like how is it now .

and ohh please , i thought you bitch about nunu behind her ~

get a lifeeeeee , if you can do that to her , you can do that to me

besides youre her 10 year friend and still can bitch about her

HAAAAAAH ~ get a lifeeee dok !

im cooool girl , im dope fresh .

just text me k you guys .

i buleyh reply . i love you semuaaaaa ~

muacksmuacks .

sooo , for the rest

ill link you guys sooon , sorry for the late linky .

take careeee ok korang .

to irene baby , you take care tahu .

i love youuuu , muacksmuacks

its 2.31 am now and im not asleep yet .
i didnt have enough sleep yesterday night & oh thanks to
this one sports school guy who call me in the middle of my sleeping night
at around 5 am i guess so we chitchat on the phone till 6 near 7am .
then i text pab , he was awake and so he called me and we chat till 8 am
and i off me to have some sleeep .
so , i woke up get bath and get myself all ready , met chiqka & we cab-ed to zouk
somehow the place is double the fun then playclub but the crowds are boring .

then we bus-ed to tiong and had our lunch/dinner .
i left my half a meal to meet someone , so yeah after that
went vivo and bought me and tyqa nike lanyards .

psssssst ; the asc(barker) guy i saw at zouk was damn cute ^^
hahaha ! fall ah siulxz . LOL ! thats fya friend btw , tolak k girl !
haha

, to rini
thanks for leaving me when i got no one else in my life k
i app. alot of what you have done to me now .
go ahead and join other bitches who bitch about me k , and ohh but let me tell
you that youre not perfect k ^^ , LOL ! thanks for this fcuk shit
you never spend time with me lately , still nak banyak bunyik !
padehal satu cite pon tatau , eh kau jalan sua k , and ohh i wont hate you
because i act like as if i dont know you .

, to irene
i know no matter bad i am , and no matter how much people hate me
you wont . I love you and thanks for being there .
same goes to fya ! rebel ! osha ! dewi ! aisyah ! deedi !

- im heading to town with yat tomorrow
i miss you , and oh i miss rohan :(

- saturday have been a fun day for me

i meet with billyguns . bill . huzai . atok at lot one

&head to town and met up with talib , aish and haidkal -

then we went to marina and lepak at this one area ,

, then security came by , so we ran as fast as we could

and i followed , atok and huzai we went into marina mandarin ^^

HAHAH , i miss the time with kechyk , dewi and nunu ;[

so went out from there and we saw a rainbow , HAHA .

jakon k kite semua , then we played arcade

by the time aku da rabak k tetap play racing ! HAHA .

then bill send me off to rooftop , met up with osha and yani .

then met izzy lane , ab lane , sume ah .

then adeq lollipop jugak , k ah kite sume gossip ^^

then went fourstick saw linsa , took pictures and stuffs

BTW , im going zouk with deedi and chiqka !

weeeee ~!

life have been a sicko like seriously .

ontop of that the game has started , youre so gonna win alright .

you ! you gave me a choice to choose .

when i gave you the answer , you told me not to talk cock .

youre like driving me super crazy , tell me what you want

im trying to be the best i could .

i miss this two sisters of mine like superb .

satu memang nmpk kat ruma . lagi satu satu bulan nmpk sekali

haha - satu buleyh simpan secret . satu asek tell mama !

tapi dua dua tetap aku nye , super hero sisters

damn hell , come home sooon , need to tell you something .

i love your story when you beat up fida in the club ^^

*muacks*

first of all , i got promoted x]
fooooooh - trust me i was super damn happy
that i inform everyone (!)
-
okay holidays have been killing me now adays .
oh i need cash badly . actually not only cash
eh i neeeed someone to go out with x]
blooody friends are mine are totally busy x[ , fcuk shit .
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im heading to cousin crib today , fooh at last -.-
i dont know where to go this saturday as i find town is such a boring place
to go evryweek ;[ !
hahahaha , maybe wildwildwet with six sisters .
aww i miss them teribble much , haha to many stories to share ^^
-
i dont know who to meet this saturday , oh emamama , i miss her :
lets go for a drink kiddy ride :) . im meeting irene baby tomorrow
jiwe bebe ah bebe , she have a her own :x
i dont want to post actually , im hungry . im tired .
i dont know what am i feeeling now .
i feel like going shopping , not really actually . toldcha i dont know what im feeling now
eh wait ?! maybe going out , but i dont feel like .
-
i chat-ed with bella dangdut yesterday ^^ , i miss her like cb k ?!
we gossip here and there as usual , girl talk :D , and she gave me some advice
about staying away from people bf , tapi dorang yang gatal kat mira ! haha
old twinnie - emmabel online as well . god damnit i miss her like fcuk much k !
bila mahu jumpaaaa . lu bilang wa , *cium satu muka dekat emmabel & bella *
-
qeee online and she told me she miss me !
eh i miss you tooo <3 , so much
*hug + kiss*

ill upload more pictures soon -

i was in a very badbad mood yesterday

untill i received a msg from muhammad irwan ~

hahaha , its been a soso long time since he text me

and i see him anywhere , rinduuuu dokxzx .

well , to the fake mira sherman

kau gi mati k ? tag kawan aku sume ~

aku tau ah holiday x] cari la kerja

daripade mebuat dosa , k ?
aku malas nak layan kau k , kau buat ah ape kau nak

& to sesiape yang tak puas kat aku kan .
pasal si fcuk to tag , ask me thru msn k ?
and to that

meeet my joko x]

rinduuuuu die siulxz . k ah tuesday eh tueday

sentosa ~

die ade siket bengap . tatau ape tu luge x]

HAHAHAHA .

saturday x]

met fee terbang and nini ke'ai

- watch kude kepang ah ehk

we had fun ah together , rindu feefly siulxz .

then i met up with my gangster girl : ogy xD

we head to town , because i wanna do some shoppy shop

i got myself a stussy top & another sleek series shoes

oh well well , the shoes im not copying anyone alright

LOL . i got the sleek series shoes before this -.- " so please no comments

i swear the shoe is common but the colour its limited

we had dinner at fin chill , the foods are absolutely delicious

sunday x]

went orang kawen ? with my parents .

ohh there is a kude kepang too , but it was more scary then

the yesterday one . the songs are quite fast . i love the today one

, i have a thought of joining but somehow its syirik " , so aku tanak ade dose

puas hati buat dose lain :] & most probably dad's getting me

cute lappy by tomorrow .

ive been busy now adays :

busy with irene baby laaaaa , sape lagi aku nak gi layan kan !

, but she is busy with her new satsat boyfriend

" last long tawukk , aku biken kau if tak k ? HAHA "

& aku punya sooon , aku nan tu die pon mcm tak kena siulxz

i have been busy learning dance now adays , k ah buleyh ckp

proooo dokxzx , shake sini shake sane , HAHA .

maths paper is as easy as 123 . geog papers are killing me :/

physics chem was okaylaaaaaa . hopefully i passed ? amin .

^^ since school are over now , its time to dye my hair and cut it

im going shopping tomorrow , hopefully mama will give me more $$
and ill have my adidas dress and bottoms from flow .

ill have more bebe tops when dad bring me to shop and my shoes toooooo .

mum haven bought me my shoes :( , and zara heels :(

0.0 haha " joko ! sunday k please :( , saturday nak gy town ah !

kkkk ? please joko pleaseeeee *hug*

I MISS MY BABYHEARTS BADLY
:( IRENE , QEE KUNCI & AISYAH

flyer ey flyer x]

saturday k saturday

so most probably i wont be coming down to marina :(

ok , ive been not a little okay lately
but im trying my best to be one .
thats why i bring joko to flyer this saturday
-

fun ah mesti fun , rindu tu anak joko tuuu
btw my soccer babies da balik singapore tawuuuuk
rindu ah rinduuuuuu ~
k da so rohan ? da la . gy mati -

duit da berlambak oi aku kuakaan .
then niek macam ? shit ah shit !:(

saturday was the worst but fun still

i was really masai and ugly

still my dewi , yantootpoo , adan , bang and the rest

said im cute still :D luvya !

thanks to evryone who take care of us .

especially qee bbyxz and yan too poo

lepaaaak & lepaaaak

till 11+ and head home

& to that someone ill chnge the way i wear
since i know you didnt like it .

i wont wear streets . ill wear something sopan

i promise <3.

because i thought i tolcha ill give everything i can k .

you know i mark my words

& to qee bby :D
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY

HAVE A GREAT JOURNEY LIFE AHEAD K ?
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU EVENTHOUGH YOURE A BITCH

HAHA K , memain je

& sorry for troubeling you and thanks k pasal jage you

nyerq baby sweethearts bila trip

on tuesday we will send you to the airport .

and hope you will get your babylove back

i love you bebanyak ok

friday night

i met up with irene bbyxz at town with fifi cs

so we survey shoes and clothes , thinking what to wear

so i was searching for dresses and heels :D

and bikini too . haha k

so we head marina then dewikechyk came

so kite borak-borak then bubal pasal

ade la lelaki-lelaki tertentu .

& i head home after that

well , i express everything to appy

but i understand you k

i miss you :(

im speechless now . seriously speechless .

things are getting more and more worst

& seriously im not ready to accept all the fcuk things

that are happening all around me

close friends know ive never been so weak like this before

but today i am .

Tears just keep rolling down my cheeks

whenever im thinking of that " thing "

and what people say about me ? im too weak to accept that .

still daddy is on my side . i love you & dad i know everything
happen for a reason . But for me those reasons are just bullshit -

can someone make me happy please ? ,

no matter how bad people treat us

we know we are still the best for each other .

no matter how sad you are , you know you can count on me

whenever tears drop on my face , you will say

" sape bikin kau " ?

no matter how bad people label us
we still know we are bitches from outside
no matter how people treat us like as if we dont exist
we still know , we are :D
no matter how much guys hurt us .
we know we regret knowing them
no matter how our gfs make ourself miserable
we know , they are bitches
no matter how masai we are
we know we are still the imm , guys will find for -
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i love you inside out
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pfffft ; im weak and i cant just stop crying .
i hate myself and yes i suck
forget it . i wanna mia .