confession

I chatted with nick on the phone last night ans he's off the OBS today :[
It has been rather diffiult for me to live my life in a right way now , i cant really concentrate in class
Im not happy with myself , it seems unfair :[

Btw people im think im strong for whatever desicion i made :
, i dontwant to be the new mira , can i be the old want back -

DAMNIT , IM HAVING OBS WEEEK NXT WEEEEEEK !

IM BRINGING MY PHONE SOO I CAN MSG HARIZ CUTESTUFFF ;D

AND SHARINA IS NOT GOING , SUCKKKKKKS ALOT SIAL !