i somehow miss my darling gfs ; beng & qeelia . Lets hit town together sooon , pretty please ? Fcukkkkkk, tomorrow is public holiday , i feel like going gig , but somehow i dont feel like -,- ! Im havind mood swing , so pardon me people !

Im feeling down today : , due to those test , i cant manage it eventhough i studied hard the previous day , i dont think ill pass , i give up !

I cant for OBS to be over , and two weeks after that im heading malaysia with family ;DD . At last i can do some stussy shopping thre , weeeee so , whre am i going tomorrow ? Hitting town or Going gig , lets see if rini's going =,= !

I chatted with nick on the phone last night ans he's off the OBS today :[
It has been rather diffiult for me to live my life in a right way now , i cant really concentrate in class
Im not happy with myself , it seems unfair :[

Btw people im think im strong for whatever desicion i made :
, i dontwant to be the new mira , can i be the old want back -

DAMNIT , IM HAVING OBS WEEEK NXT WEEEEEEK !

IM BRINGING MY PHONE SOO I CAN MSG HARIZ CUTESTUFFF ;D

AND SHARINA IS NOT GOING , SUCKKKKKKS ALOT SIAL !

I didnt attend school today :\
went to visit dearest brother , i miss him badly
he was again not changing ; tak serik-serik abg aku yang satu ini
bubaaaal fanatic ahkkkk ~ hahaha !

Bro was mad because someone punch little haqim
he was likeeeeee;#@!#%#%%@@!
I miss abang now :[ , i wanna meet him again please ?
please come on sooon , i waannna hug , i waaannna to go out with you & go lepaaaaak and joke around with you
abang erwinnnn , !

and btw , miraaaa nak meeet hariz cutestufff ~
weeeeeeeeeee , sabarr mira topup we msg-msg okaaaay bebeh ?!
hahaha !

i dont know what happen to kids this days

TRENDY WANKERS NAMPAK !

from skater dudes/matreps to Indie and now Hiphop ~

Next ape agaknyer cb !?

, korang-korang buat bahan kutok-an faham ?

stay to one concept and please dont follow others =,=

hooodies with skinnys and everlast ?

nak pasal budak-budak low class

and ohhhhh , some of my bfs are one of them

but im just keeping quiet ;D

low classs betol -,-

dont call others one , if you are one

mummmmy , mira ponnnnn nak jadi mcm diaorang

sukaaaaa copy-copy orang abeh ckp diri orang lain wankers !

hahahahaha -

buto sama luuuuu lahhhh ~

, kalau teraser kaw punya pasaaaal laaaaah

fcukkkkk -

woke at 6.45 am yesterday
bath and cab-ed to school
with sharina's balloon and birthday present ;D and a big hamper
how pathetic

after that , all of us head to sentosa by bus
played the amazing race
and we got our free times ;D

gfs & i ride the luge & skyride
was really fun , i love it ;D

around 1+ went back to school
took group pictures and stuff ! anddddd cikgu bring my malay mates and i to swensen
celebrating sharina , gf birthday !
sweeeet + fun ~

i quickly head tooo clementi get chnged and stuff
i was all sweaty and smelly - because i didnt get to bathhhhhhhh
& i forgot to bring my body sprayyyy , pathetic siaaaaa ~

and yeahyeahhhh ~ as usual at esp ;D
and it was bored andddd i cabbed home again !

head to holland and bought sharina present ;D
, bought her two ballooons

took a bus to amk , and mrt-ed to woodlands with those balloons
met up with rini and we walk to jiji's blck sit around
anddd after that followed jiji back home

his mum wass damn cooool siaa , sporting gyler babe !
so we watch this movie title '' anak halal ''
it was damnnnnnn sad : , i was closing my eyes everytime they were killing each other

, i headdd home with thos idiot balloooons !
anddd soo nick in on9 , and rini cant come down tomorrow
daaaaaamn !

,i feel like i like im no one in their eyes :

or maybe i aint important anymore

fineeeeeee ~

lets forget about these things

girls , i feel like im drifting apart from you guys

but its okay you know

somehow ,i understand :\

mira sherman ollie , are you depending on them ?

yes i am , but nvrm

besides i know they are busy

anddddddd yahhhh , i got jayys and gang

for my own good , let me just mia

, let me just wave goodbyes to my past

and let me say hello to my future :

'' you think drifting apart is okay , but for me the impact is great ''

tell me have you ever think about that ?

i got sick and tired :

are everyone taking advantge of me ?

im fcuking not happy with myself

, im not happy beacuse i got no one to shre my problems with

no matter what my life stil need move on :\

i guess , i need to wave goodbye to the past

, i need to forget whose my old friends whom i always shre with my problems with

okay , somehow i know they are busy ?

but we seems drifting apart you see

and the impact was soo idk !

btw , besty birthday is tomorrow

happy birthday sharinaaaa :]

and rini sayangg birthday is on 1st may

well , i got a great gift for both of them i guessssssssss ;D

weeeeeee ~

i dont belive in love anymore :\

i swear im bored , six bloody months without no one ?

yes , yes . everthing seems fine but its not

i miss all those old fun times together and how i wish i could gain it back :[

everyone were asking me which type of guy am i looking for all this while

a must

# i want a soccer hottie or a street wear dude

# cute & good looking , please

-

# a romatic and not too romantic

# soft hearted person

# someone who is thre for me & be my listening ear and understands me

Dearest ex boyfriend - Little Haidkal , Dearest DewiSutra SweetStuff , Dearest Rahim That Skater Dude

Darling Girlfriends <3

Favourites Saturday Boyfriends @ Spore Flyer

i had fun with each and every single of my darlings yesterday

, we took lots & lots of pictures .

at around 7+ head to fourstick and meet up with

dearest boyfriends and sehamini

they plan to head the spore flyer , soo i followed them

it was a long walk , i was tired & my hair was begining to be messy

reach thre and we took 1 group pics togethers

& the guy used my camera to take pictures of themseleves

camera mira free flow kepaaaa ?

went to marina and everone was asking rini this

'' steam kepa siul dhe''

hell tidaaaaak , eyk was tired only

i saw bro black but i didnt talk to him -

i saw jass billy but i was shy to talk to him

so me and rini head home , i bought drink at esp since i was too thirsty

& someone was calling my name and when i look around

it was USOPSMARTYPANTS ~

i treat him soya chocolate milk since he wants it

and we head to the bridge and i saw zamir

he gave me a tight hug & usop gave me tooo

aku suaaakkaaaaa , narq lagyk ahkk

& i went home after that , weeeee ~

aku cinta semalam !

i somehow miss feefa darling like soo much

its been months since we went out .

i dont know , what's happening all around ?

i feel that something is not right .

hp , is somehow not important for me except for

friday + weekends , due to some reasons .

i dont think im special like evryone do .

sumpah i miss talkimg to _____ .

its like , he's busy and i always waited for him to online .

but even if he is , i will only say hi ?

-

im not im nothing much compares to other girls .

im just normal , or maybe not normal

i dont know .

:[

Happy Birthday Erwin Angkong

My fighter , My brother , My love

Its your birthday today .

and i somehow miss you alot

Well , i hope you change when youre inside

everyone is waiting for you

maybe months or years .

Youre my fighter because youre a winner

but for me , youre a loser in your life

and that is why , i never respected you as a gangster

but yes as a brother .

I hope , you dont go , potong-potong orang anymore

and meet all your clans

your teenage & gangster life , its over you know

you have family , i wish you can realised

how important are you in my life

and how sad am i seeing you in prison for a stupid mistake

all i ever want , is you to wash off all the

stupid drawings in your body

seems nice to see , fierce

but its sad to see , that a very clever person like you

wasted mum's and dad's money doing those drawings

yes , i love when you win all your fights

and i know you will never lose

not once , i see

except for the last one .

it was your last fight , and you end in a hospital

you feel what others feel when you find them

and beat them up at the hospital

i know you feel scared , because

at that point of time , alot of gangsters were finding for you

but end up , they were stupid and cant find you .

i know , people respected you for who you are

your names are evrywhre

but it doesnt mean , you cant chnge

i know you can

abang ewin , its your birthday today

youre old , please change .

i love you brother erwin

and , well im meeting you soooon ;D

those fun times at hard rock on your 25th bday

soo , im oke with rini rainbow

no hard feelings anymore ;D

oke ,i still remember that we planned to fight

i mean act fight

& end up , we had our serious 1st fight .

how coool lahhh . hahahaha

-

oke , nvr i cried about friendship

soo this is my first time

sweeeeeeet ahkkk , narq ckp sorry pon nangis

& , she gave me a hug and i cried again

and every licious babes hug me , and mira nangis ahkk

sweeeet sial , tarqley angkat lahh cb .

btw , nick it doesnt matter if you want to featured me

1st , 2nd , 3rd or even last ;D

i dont care , because true friends dont care if she/he

will be featured or not ;D

dear diary ,

how come evrything change so sudden .

or isit me who change

every old fun moment seems to end

i think im better off alone .

superkecyk gave me her shoulder to cry on

ffaiz wipe away my tears .

yayahbeloh hugs , dewisutra tissue & cheerups

and aini darling , cheerups

make a smile on my face , bro riduan was sad

seeing me cry .

everyone asked me if im okay .

how sweeet can each of my darlings can be .

dolly wants the old mira , and i was wondering

is she can get her back .

i had fun with darling qeelia and beng at swensen ystdy

all the foood cost us , $64

head to supreme court , met up with gegerl , fya , fifie

they went for grek-grek

while me and qeelia just sit aside

i was down after that . i told whats happening to my darlings

and so , i saw apic gaaaah , nice outfits

head to fourstick , and thre is when i burst out in tears

i caaaant control myself , i call up bro riduan

he asked me to meet him and so i did

i went to superkecyk and i cried on her shoulder

darling gfs asked me to cheer up

everyone asked me why am i too sad .

idk , its just a bad day anyway .

:[

i asked supergirl♥ if i chnged

she said , yes i do i seems quite arrogant now

and she missed the old times we had together .

btw , i somehow misses rini , but its oke

i trying not to care anymore

because it hurts me

maybe its hard , to understand whats wrong with reality

besides i dont whats gonna happen in future

& yes , i have to face it no matter what

like im facing it know , its hard but i have got no choice

-

i cant study at home , so im planning to have

a study group , whre i can study & revise in a fun way .

so , wanna join me ? im bored studying at home -,-

-

everyone kept asking me , why am i not in any relationship yet

and my ans was : im not ready

yes , i do like someone , but its just a crush you see .

im still young not ready , eventhough i get bored

& easily get jealous looking at other couples ?

-

i still need to be patient , sooner or later

i know , ill found a guy of my dream ;D

my life ? its totally a mess i swear !

idk , what happen -

i was really pissed off with myself .

, dont ask me why i chnge ?

i cant depend on anyone now .

everything chnge so sudden ,

i felt that i lose my dream world .

am i in my reality now ?

i dont pray for this things to happen

but it just did happen

-

easy say , easy go -

dont go around , saying this

'' perangai mira mcm pukymak ''

ahkk , how dare you -

ill kick your ass i tell you

or maybe , ashamed you .

ystdy marina night was not as usuals
asal ahk we nvr talk like we usually did ?
asal kiterh mcm driting apart gitu ?
asal friendship kiterh tarq mcm duly ?

- im sorry if i look away , when youre talking to me
- im sorry , i answer you in sacrcastic manner .

im not in a bad mood , but i aint want to tell you why i was behaving like that ~
& i swear , i miss the old times? dont you ?

arghhh , nvrm ahk , that is that .
im sorry , lets see the next time , shall we ?
:(

7 facts about me:
# 1 - im not friendly
#2 - i look down on peoples
#3 - i do talk about some people
#4 - i choose friends ( of course , i dont go for the low class type -,-)
#6 - say no to pasar malam bags & stuffs ;D
#7 - i will never lose in any games i play

7 things that scare me:
#1 - ghost
#2 - my dad [ sumpah ahkk tarq bedek sial ]
#3 - losing someone ?
#4 - some idiot insects
#5 - not getting enough money on saturday -,-
#6 - EXAMS
#7 - & ohh , when teacher asked me questions ;D

7 random music at the moment:
#1 - First Love
#2 - Low
#3 - Ay Bay Bay
#4 - Pertama
#5 - Sayang
#6 - Menunggumu
#7 - Those Days


7 things i like the most:
#1 - Dad's Money <3
#2 - Bebe
#3 - Saturday Night
#4 - Shopping Ahkkk ;D
#5 - Limited Edition Shoes
#6 - Zara
#7 - Starbucks



7 things i say the most:
#1 - Whats wrong ?
#2 - sial punya anak !
#3 - kaw dah asal
#4 - merepek sial nieq anak
#5 - diam ahk
#6 - lekkkkkkkk sua
#7 - gylaaaaa pahhhh ?



7 people to do this:
#1 - Buat
#2 - Ahk
#3 - Kalau
#4 - Narq
#5 - Buat
#6 - Nieq
#7 - Bende ;D

im weak to finish up all my school works

, i got no idea what to do for my malay project

i got something in mind but i got not enough cast

i was pissed because i cant into alif's group

because cikgu pick kita dua as leader because we are goood ?

i have a couple of problems lately

, i can just burst into tears at any point of time .

rini msged me ystdy , she said usop was finding for me .

& soo i msged him ?

im glad , i got someone to shre my problems with .

he really help me alot & i swear i burst out in tears

after sharing my problems to him

and yeahh , i miss smartypants ?

p.s : im a bitch whom always wanna win in evry game .

and im sure , ill do evrything to win you

[ Last Pic Of The Day]

Deares Lulu Siao <3

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