school end at 10.15 ;DD

fit , mxg me ask me to join them uhk
at bowling alley , which i dun know whre
soo muz , ask syafie and my new kawan to take me -_______-

reach thre ; i saw hazwan
syafiee sat beside me , and hazwan was mad ?
hahahahaha , perangai lahhhhhh siol :
andiduncareokebudakmerepekpunyaperangai !
mind your own business like seriously
quite a number of my friend supported me and syafiee
[ if tarq mati siol ]


we head to jln mas puteh , and play swing
i get to talk to syafiee ; and some other
hazwan friend told me evrything lahh abeh , i forgot his name

and came hazwan group , ramai nahh , so we decided to go home
syafiee wanted to send me to bus stop , but i didnt want ;DD
and lepas tuhh ; go me hady and the usual peoples
gerekk , and they help me with art

Have your bestfriend bitch you at your back while you gave her your 100% trust ?
Well , My bestfriend did that to me .

I was really shocked when i get to know everything , it was more then i ever expected
how could she did this thing me , she could tell me everything
Not telling people , sumpah , she got a childish mind .

She even backstab her own syster ?!
I was extremely suprised by her behaviour , while her syster was a kind person afterall
Well , Now since i know her true colours never i want to be her friend anymore
i will try my best to stay away from her or what !
and yes , i will never regard her as my friend .
I dun care if she bitch more about me , like seriously
Who you are ?! At least respect me alright , i gave you my respect and you gave this stuffs to me ?
Take care oke ? If aku tarq tegor kaw at luar , Means kaw lahh oke !
kaw lagyk worst then eqa uhkkk !
aiyerh ]:

KRSS WON AGAINST IDK WHAT SCHOOL

&

Fairfield lose to st. Gab.

Its was good game , afterall ;DDDD

Hari Ini Mendakk Like Hell

dont ask me why i miss my abg terribly

and rini too

pasal soo long tarq jumpa ]:

met mr shortie and dee kecyk at cck
head to town ; abeh pergy city hall

at city hall , met up with the J's brothers , shiny , and shiny punya kawan
abeh , we go esplanade library since it was too hot
nampak fifie , aisyah and seha at bridge , abeh i go marina
waited for mus-e , he took me from staircase to LJS


saw , bella dangdut , mira mary , fyzah , fafa , ffaiz
ameq ameq gambar lahh abeh .
opit sanchi , and kawan dia join us , so lepas tuh
all of us , pergy marina staircase lahh abeh !

banyak nahh matrep , taq boleh tahan siol . hahahahahaha
bukan taq biase , taq kenal !
abeh , i sat with saini , buat kawan lahh nan idk his name

at around 8+ off to vivo , meet up with parents
abeh ape lagyk ; shopping lahh aku
i bought , bebe jacket and f21 dress
sumpah ; bende2 f21 , tarq cantik narq mampos
i wanted to buy this dress from zara , cute
tapy putih , malas narq jaga , soo i bought the f21 one . tarq lawa siakkk !

bella dangdut and others jumpa lagyk next week oke ?

korang gerek siakkk

i thought fairfield didnt do well for o's

but , i was wrong

we did extremely well ; like seriously

i was pround being a farsians ;D

cool lahh abeh ?!

shit-ass aku kena carik art stuffs at art friend on saturday

abeh taq boleh go , gegerl punya chalet ]:

because i need to finish up my art works before monday and

go thru my social studies , physics and chem for the upcoming test

next week ]:

ever wondered what would happen if you got

the chance to live the lufe you couldn't have ?

Of how much each of us think we know exactly what we need to make us happy ,

what will be good for us, what will ensure we have our own happy ending ,

but that rarely works out in ways we expect, and that our happy endingmay have

all sorts of unexpected twists and turns , be shaped in all sorts of unexpected ways.

Maybe at a young age teens like me , we are not ready for any relationship

since , i know im not matured enough to face all this stuffs .

and to eqa , maybe its time for me to forgive you as you know i regard you as my close friends no matter what happen .

please change please ]:

and why i forgive you because i realised we both are not matured in other words , im saying you get jealous very easily . And its okay , i somehow understand you .

But , i still . I really want and need to talk to you .

Dont ask me why am i soo good to her , its because , i cant concentrate on my studies thinking of all this problems .

Kathy Rainbowsys And FifiRainbowsys

Aku sayang oke sama korang !

~Like seriously , kathy never fails to call me like almost evryday

asking me what happen in school eventhough her pr8 was low.

I didnt expect this froem fifi and kathy !

~ sumpah ; you guys are very the fcuking caringgggg

i met cikgu after school just now , since she was finding for me
at first , i was scared -___- , soo i ask sharina to tagg along ;D
soo , cikgu and me talk about some stuffs
i was shock when she got to know , and at the same the time , we talk about my systerhood[licious] whre one for all , all for one
and seriously , cikgu didnt believe , that this things happen

i didnt have any permission to meet eqa , since cikgu didnt give me any !
hello , she is concern like soo much , and if she want to know that i must know 100% that eqa will be alone or withh nunubell when we meet .
soo i got no idea about it , idklahhhhhh !

but before i went to meet cikgu , [taq paya tahu] kena canning in class
3 strokes lahh abeh , i was really really scred padehal dia yng kena. the first strokes , was really a bad one , and i know [taq paya tahu] taq boleh tahan .
semua nih ; carykk hal uhk ! ahiyerhhh
aku pon mahu nangis when i saw him kenaaaa ; and my skin was real red .
idk whyyy !

shit ; besok sapa naq lepakk , aku boring siakkk !

ini RAINBOWSYS GINA !

itu bukan ; mira punya group oke ?

mira still in licious ; and taq akn keluar dary licious family ;DD

ohh ; rainbowsys gina , they help me in many ways lahh oke ?!

especially , fifi and kathy

oke lahh ; the mossst fifi lahh abeh ?!

dia yng paling close nan akuuuu . hahahaha

` idk ; what to blog about lahh !

out of ideas , well , im thinking of buying era cap for fatin for her sweet 14 !

and i will bought mine this sat ; and ill try to buy it for fatin by next week !

since ; i know she really want that era cap .

oke lahh ; mira blog pon pasal hady naq baca .

hahahahahahaha , and im bored !

okayy bye budohhhhhhh !

thurs mira go home early ; who want to lepakkkk ?

naq tahu why i put gmbr kak farah and abg erwin ?!

ohh ; pasal aku rindu both of them like sooo muchh !

if abg erwin ; find out what happpen to me

thre will no more esplanade for me animore

and i told kak farah , about it !

and she ; apsl nvr call me up ?!

and i say uhk ; idk sia ;D

school was okay ; early early people in my class sudah kena call up -________-

they ; wahloa , worst then last year !

combined human , the class was really noisy , and i cnt take it lahhh !

malay , was okay . i didnt talk , and just do my own workkk .

soo went home issac all uhk , inside the bus he was like

''ehk , i want to put my head on my shoulder can not ?'' , ''ehk later before i comme dwn i kiss yoou uhk '' ,

in my mind i was '' dekni cnfirm kes dah gila '' . hahahaha !

issac aku punya ex okay ? haha , sec one ;D !

aku tahu dia hot . hahahaha .

okey , skkrg !! dah tahu !

shit lahhhhhhhhhhk

miratrysha,susan,ryna,radiah,sheeballoon,rinirainbow,mirasherman

yesterday was such a horrible day ; i guess
and i dont wish to tell why ; for the people who knows about it
diam-diam oke ? mira naq settle with itu girl sorang-sorang ajek

thnks to licious , rainbowsys , hady punya gang at fourstick , bella , shefa , fika , ema , fir , haidkal , sally , eewan , shiny , ffaiz , nadiah , peter , fifie , aisyah & others lahh oke ?

` aku had a great time with hady and his kwn2 ; they were soo gerek oke ?
next week ; naq meet them again ; cannn ?

and mira in love with ader uhk budak nih !

school was fun ; i swear

esp chemistry and physics

gig ; was boring

but i had fun skanking [:

soo ; just now i went out at 3.30 and head to cck to meet rini

; i waited for her for 1hr +++ fed-up sia ! hahaha

reach city hall ajek ; saw radiah and her gang .

salam-salam ; hug hug me and rini went to marina for LJS .

saww rainbowsys lahh kan ; [some of them ajek]

[cut that off ; too long]

saw budakk tuh ; i didnt tegor ; because i wasnt sure ;D

then rini said ; its him ; soo i call him and he ask me to skank with him

soo i skank lahh kan ; abeh he complain to his friend that he wnted to vomit

orang suroh rest ; taqnaq . after all he took care of me , lahh kan ?!

after gig ; me and rini went to the toilet

ohh ; kasot mesti kasih bersih dokk ; mahal ! hahaha

abeh ; jln-jln ; chatchat ; gossip-gossip

go find '' and salam ; then head home with rini

besok keluar againnnnnnnnnnnn go gig lahh kannnn ?

hahaha

maths quiz ; was like idk what happen to me !

fcukkkk . hahahahaha

my studies was disturbed by those incident

and i have been keeping quiet ; and just keeping what i feel inside

maybe ; i need time to be strong .

like what cikgu sayy

-

oke uhk ; ill be strt studying lahh kann

strting tomorrow ; i need to study !

i wanna get A1 for malay

and hopefully at least b3 for maths

-

soo ; i need to buy myyy geek specs at imm

and wear it on sat !

sorry ; i deleted my all post ;D
i was trying to strt a new diary of my life !

well ; oke uhk . its been months since i want to chnge to a better person .
tapy susah .................................
i was called up during chappel just now ; cikgu samsiah talk to me
about some stuffs ;& i dont wish to tell you guys what stuff is it about .

` i told her everything ; like seriously ; at last ; i got someone who understand me more than my mum .
i have got to meet miss sham too ; soon ]: , after all what cikgu said is true
thre is still a room of improvement for me ; lets forget the pass
btw ; who dont want to get A1 for malay ? i want ;DD !

and i didnt know ; i got good friends in fairfield ; they cheer me up
[for those who noes the stories]
after all ; its over evryone . i still want my name to be clean after all